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Mx Story Anomalax


Marshal Pendragon Story Anomalax. :^) I do all kinds of writing and always appreciate feedback.

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  • 84 weeks
    Year's Been a Hellish Nightmare - but it's not all been horrible!

    That said fuck this year. But I also have not abandoned this project, have been learning new skills, and actively working on brainstorming. If it's gonna take three fucking years for me to make proper progress on this shit I might as well add as much to the ideas as I can to make it thematically cohesive and meaningful. That said! Here's a sneak peak to some shit I'm considering. Have fun!

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  • 98 weeks
    Blugh. Sorry again.

    Okay so long story short. The anxiety's done and gone for the most part, or at least the physical attacks are. But my mother's recently been diagnosed with dementia and I'm having an intense trauma response to it while trying to process all the emotions that come with it, especially seeing as this has always been one of my worst fears. My mother has pills to help slow it down, and it was

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  • 105 weeks
    Long Time no See.

    It's been months. The last 3-4 months have been exceedingly difficult mentally. But things are, hopefully, slowly getting better. On new medication, using a supplement to treat my anxiety. I've been very exhausted lately and near non functioning some days. Hopefully I'll be back to writing soon. In the mean time everyone please take care of yourselves. You can't be a hero, and can't be

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Sep
25th
2019

Suicidal Ideation · 3:45am Sep 25th, 2019

I saw someone posted a suicide note on Fimfiction awhile ago, and saw the resolution. Their father was contacted and police was dispatched to his house. I wanted to take a moment and give my two cents. I've dealt with a lot of suicidal ideation before too. Therapy helps a lot, if you can get it and are receptive to the process.

Depression's a bitch, and sometimes all you can do is live out of spite. Recovering is a process full of ups and downs, regressions and progressions. It's hard, but it's worth it.

Even if no one out there's willing to be there for you sometimes you just gotta keep finding people who will be. It's a struggle, but again, it's worth it.

I wrote Life is Miserable, and The Paths we Carve, to sort of highlight depression, even if I didn't do a very good job of it, and to show that with struggle and effort life can get better. That it's a journey full of dips and hills, but, the point is, eventually you'll find the happiness you're looking for.

If you need someone because you're having issues, message me, and I'll do what I can to help.

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Was Holy saved?

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I don't know. According to the response post the authorities got there in time or something. Could be wrong though.

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