I'm already feeling discouraged. Why. · 4:46am Aug 19th, 2018
Sooo coming back to the site is no easy task, and somehow I'm already feeling like I've got a mountain to climb before I feel anywhere near as comfortable as I used to be here, so I'm less of an outsider and more of a participant. I guess it just takes time, though, and I shouldn't expect anything overnight. I forget that a lot, somehow.
And it's 12:40am and once again I had meant to go to bed way earlier. Today was a tiring, somewhat downer day, so that doesn't help my attitude.