I thought I was doing better, then . . . yeah.

My depression's gotten worse again and it's started to hurt my writing. You ever get the feeling where you just can't find the motivation to do anything? Well, that's me ninety-percent of the time. I hate to admit, but the only thing I do when I get home from work is write or draw maybe walk the dogs if I feel inspired.

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For those who've been watching Ponyventure: Blood Hunts Blood - I haven't actually deleted it, I've just revoked my submission while I edit it and find a proofreader and rethink a few core concepts.

For those who have no idea what I'm talking about, carry on.

Seriously, I knew AU OC fics weren't popular, but...

I knew it would eventually.

"You should go. Never know who you might meet with similar interests, tastes, and attitude."

Family and friends are starting to try and push my introverted self out to public events to meet another special someone.

I know they mean well.

But I am not ready to put myself out there again, and don't know when or if I will be ready.

Because I've experienced firsthand what someone with similar tastes, interests, and attitude can turn into.

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IN WHICH I REFLECT ON THINGS

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Okay, so I woke up this morning, sent a few messages to people on Skype, and then checked Fimfiction, which is my normal morning routine these days. (Showering, breakfasting, and getting dressed can wait!)

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They really do.

Okay, okay, I won't be biased and say that some admins are actually pretty good. Knighty, while making some questionable design choices, is a very nice man once you get to know him. He actually streams with his friends sometimes and he seems like a pretty cool dude. However, I'm not talking about the good admins. No, I'm talking about THOSE admins.

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I've noticed a silent plague around the site and it's infecting a lot of stories. The process can be summed up as this:

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(Warning: I am writing this to get this off my chest. Sorry that it is so wordy. This is pretty much a rant. Feel free to comment though!)

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I should clear this up now before I even publish a story here.

There are some fic writers who create an awesome setting. Naturally, this may result in other ficcers writing recursive fanfiction or fanfics from that setting. The polite thing to do is ASK FIRST. Maybe it is to stop the flood of horrible fics that derail carefully planned out development, maybe it's a test to see who is prepared for the original author to say "no". I don't know and I don't care.

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I wrote a story about a rp me and my friend did on fimfiction, some person decided to favourie it without reading it

I absolutely hate that, like i rather have a negative comment then a fake favourite because maybe i can build up from the negative. But nope, instead i got a fake fucking opinion! Thanks man! Thanks for lying!

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Alright so a couple of things for those not in the Discord chat but are paying attention to my ramblings.

First off Season 2 of TGaP is over and season 3 has started.

While i have only watched season 4 [ and random episodes of the other seasons] i do plan to run this through all 9.

Season 3 is also going to include Equestria girls and a couple of original chapters.

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(Foul Language)

While I am aware that a huge chunk of people despise facts, the truth and/or irrefutable evidence in case it hurts their feelings: Here we go again.

For no particular reason, I just feel like covering the MLP fandom's absolutely abysmal statistics in this regard.

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Did you ever get all the way through a blog entry...actually post it...and then notice that what you were saying was totally wrong? Had that experience today. Not a pretty picture. I guess I'm just not great at the blog thing, as I use mine for discussion, not just personal stuff. I'll work on it though. Hopefully next time I'll actually be half as profound as I think I am.

So, here I am, tying away at the last section of a story I've been working on. Everything's going great; the story's coming along well, the dialogue is working, and I'll finish it in no time. Then something comes up and I'm called away from the computer. I come back half an hour later, and my monitor is showing the computer's log-in screen.

Oh s***.

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Sorry about another rant but oh well!

Most people are familiar with the words England and English etc. But maybe not Wales, Scotland, Northern Ireland and Cornwall. You see where i'm going. Therefore people think that England and English things apply to everything in the United Kingdom. May I just clarify that the United kingdom is made up of loads of things, for example... Scotland, England, Wales, Northern Ireland, Gibraltar, Isle of Man and so on. Also to those confused

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Cross-posted to my blog on Hubpages, with some edits made.

I am a democrat [proponent of democracy] because I believe in the Fall of Man.

I think most people are democrats for the opposite reason. A great deal of democratic enthusiasm descends from the ideas of people like Rousseau, who believed in democracy because they thought mankind so wise and good that every one deserved a share in the government.

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Good Luna, if you don't like my stories, TELL ME why you don't like my stories so I can improve.

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Oh here we go... No matter what we Brits will always find something worth complaining about. NO-ONE complains better than us Brits.

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Okay, not to impede on the creativity of the writers on this website, as most of you are quite talented and deserve to be here. I just can't help but notice that there seems to be a lot of repetition in fanfic titles, and given that the title is what's supposed to draw someone in, cover art notwithstanding, that can be a problem. I don't intend on pointing out any specific fics, so don't take offense if you have written or are a fan of a fic with these names.

- Of X and Y

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I'm sorry, but I'm feeling pretty fucking pissed off right now, and I need to vent somewhere before I end up going Krakatoa on someone.

I'm getting sick to the back fucking teeth of my father's attitude with me sometimes. Most of the time, he's a real stand-up guy. He's witty, intelligent, and always willing to listen. Couldn't ask for a better dad. But sometimes, he is just plain insufferable.

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