The Writing Train Crashes · 3:00am Sep 21st, 2018
So. It's been a while.
That's right! I am back and am working on Chapter 6 of 'A Dragon's Depression'!!!!
Sorry for over a year delay, but I had general life to deal with and I hope you can forgive me
Chapter 6 will be up soon!!!!
Hey, FireRain?
What?
Where have you been? There's been no updates for a while!
I've been pretending to be dead.
It happened.
The test results have finally come back and my father indeed has a malignant tumor in his lung. It has been stated that he will have to go through surgery or chemo and radiation therapy, which he will be going through starting this week. Today he begins both with a vicious cycle to try and get rid of this. The upside? He doesn't seem to be as affected, or he just doesn't understand the severity of the situation. The downside? I am having a hard time breathing and not crying.
So, I have the first few pages of a new story. It's barely related to the story I said I was working on a few months ago, except that it's a story about magical talking horses. Hope you're ready for another trip into Sweetie Belle's head.
“I never thought I’d see you again,” I said, lighting up my cigarette and drawing the smoke into me, ash burning my throat as smoke filled my lungs, and I blew it all out into Bright Lights’ dumb face. “I never wanted to see you again, either.”
I am seriously considering Discarding my Chronicles of Light storylines.
No one seems to notice them. Or pay them any mind whatsoever. They're outshined by stories like War of Two Worlds or my Shadows Continuity stories.
The thing is, COL was meant to be my primary story. The backbone of my library. Everything else was secondary.
It's a shame too. I had big plans for it. I made an entirely original universe with gods and monsters and aliens!
Yet no one even sees it.......
I don't know...
I just don't know anymore.
Is anything I do good?
Writing has always been comforting to me, and yes I struggle with grammar, but I don't know how to get better, they say keep writing keep trying, but I've been writing most of my life, and I'm still struggling.
Probably not going to be very active while I deal with this. I'm sorry. I wish I was stronger, I wish I could be better.
I had a really long blog post written on my phone from bed. And then, I pressed the wrong button...
Oh well. The point was I'd gathered my balls and got back to work this week. I have some job interviews and things are looking up for me. Now I feel silly for being a little cunt, etc.
Anyway, I may come back and retype everything at some point (not that I have readers ) but the point was I'm better now. This site makes me feel better. You guys make me feel better.
Cheers
I've been struggling with depression since 2014, after graduating from college in 2013. My course deals with a lot of politics and international relations and I honestly did not see myself working for the government.
It-It was a c-c-car accident. His car crossed the median on I-94 and hit a motorcyclist and another car. My dad, whoever was in the car with him and the cyclist were all killed on impact. We don't know anything else right now. I'm crushed. My daddy is dead at the age of 46......
Imma be offline for a little while. Please excuse my absence as my family is in grieving...
Ttyl,
-Ivory 😭😭😭😭
Self-inflicted tragedy occurred today on the FiMfiction account of author Luminous Comet (age redacted), when over 1000 words of a new short story were lost. "It's really my own fault," the author told us with a rueful smile, before going on to blame everything but themselves, including but not limited to their computer, capitalism, and God.
Hey everypony... So... This is gonna be my final message to you guys... After this, I won't be doing anything else on this or any of my platforms... I just want y'all to know I'm sorry... People have been hating on me over opinions and death threatening me over false accusations... So... I'm leaving. And I ain't gonna come back. Ever. The only thing you can expect to come from me is Nightshifts at Daisy's (a Minecraft map I'm making that is too close to finished to not release.). You can find a
Hey everypony... So... This is gonna be my final message to you guys... After this, I won't be doing anything else on this or any of my platforms... I just want y'all to know I'm sorry... People have been hating on me over opinions and death threatening me over false accusations... So... I'm leaving. And I ain't gonna come back. Ever. The only thing you can expect to come from me is Nightshifts at Daisy's (a Minecraft map I'm making that is too close to finished to not release.). You can find a
The performance of this story so far has been far below my projections. Four likes and three dislikes as of now...ouch. I wasn't expecting it to perform as well as Windigo Whisperer when it premiered, don't get me wrong, but reception isn't even on par with my first seriously written one-shot story, Stygian's Shadow: An Origin Story, from two years ago. Enthusiasm is so low, I haven't even received a single comment on the story yet about what people like or dislike about it...it's
To all my original readers, a new chapter of 'A Dragon's Depression', is in the works, I appreciate your patience.
Once I have finished the story, I will explain everything, again I am sorry for making you wait so many years.
I and my family thank you dearly. Today is the first full day I've been online for longer than 5 minutes. We know what funeral home will be taking care of his service. One of the more popular ones, O.H. Pye III Funeral Home. Yet so far we don't have much more info as far as the date or many other arrangements, which are currently being made with the support of a GoFundMe page
Just now I lost one of my Patrons, and one of my best ones too.
I'm trying to not lose hope or get upset, but this is VERY disheartening. Just when things were looking up too...
Edit: So apparently he just had to back out because HIS situation got messed up. He said that once his situation is back on track, he'll get back to supporting me. It still sucks though.
Hey all. Sorry my stuff's taking a while, I've been down lately. I lost my job a few weeks back and it kinda hit me hard. That being said, the update for one and the possible beginning of another is coming.