So far 2018 has been pretty much an awful year for me motivation wise, I've hardly found any energy to actually create anything, compared to last year with my constant flow of ideas and motivation. I constantly feel as though my head is in a cloud, so I tell myself, I'll take a nap then maybe I'll have some motivation when I wake up. It never works, though I don't know if I really expect it to do anything anyways.

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Anybody want to chat in pm's?

On Skype, that is. I needs you!

Nothing directly about stories for this; just drama. If not interested, then you dont have to look ^.^

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Does anyone live in Arizona, and are you wanting platonic cuddles? I desperately need affection and... I havent really been able to think straight, function or write because of it.

Send me a private message or something .-.

So to start, I'm going to change my page up since I'll doing more editing and reviewing while I write up the future chapters for my stories.

Sorry for being so slow with my updates. I would like to focus and update faster, but life doesn't happen to be in my favor. So I'm going to have use my powers and make things happen.

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I'm going to be editing old chapters of A Lonely Star, and most likely unpublishing the later chapters, since I don't like the direction I was originally heading in. It may be a while before new chapters crop back up, as I'll make sure that I draft them more thoroughly on FIM fiction rather than leaving them to be edited and stored on another platform prone to the random whims of the rest of my imagination.

... Does this count as a rewrite?

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Hey everyone...

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Hello everybody!

Quick note! I'm setting a mini side game for The Nameless Queen on its Discord Server! It's called The Lone Changeling!

In it, you'll have to make sure a lost changeling survives alone in the dangerous land of Equestria!

The game had already started, but were still in the very begging. Come join us!

Cy@

-A.M.

OK, I expect one, maybe~ two of you to get what this is about, while most of you just blink owlishly, but I just have to fan-boy sqee for a bit.

(Too Long: Literally didn't read version: The one of a few series of Choose Your Own Adventure Books worth playing even nowadays. Highly, highly recommended if you've got a weekend or two to kill—and graciously offered free online nowadays, with illustrations and everything.)

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hello, anybody who pays attention to this. This is a blog reporting that my first story is now out and chapter two is being worked on currently. There is also a contest, anypony (except you Frostling 02) that tells me what languages I used for my characters and what they mean first will get three "wishes". In other words, you will be able to request things in my story, but only three things. Until next time, I will see you all!

Or in my case, a UNhappy Valentine. 8 years in a row without a valentine, who can survive that?! I have for the past of my live, and still have.

But who would go out with me? I'm... Different then the guys from my school, and almost all have a girlfriend! I think that something like that is a no-go for me.

Well, I hope that YOU have a happy valentine. At least someone is happy then.

Well, oops! I spent the entire day with my family away from you all. But honestly, I couldn't be happier! Do you know why? Because this proves that I have a life. If you spent your entire time on this site, clearly you are a very lonely person. I'm just kidding! But seriously, if you never spent time with your family, you're a terrible person.

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I try so hard to look like I love everything. I have been repeatedly broken and I don't know how much more sadness my heart can take before it gives out on me. Save me from myself and make me truly happy.

...what is the best way to do deal with depression besides antidepressants. I've been in a downward spiral since mid-December and although I perked up at the beginning of the year, the spiral has resumed. Rock bottom is near and the last time that happened I was minutes away from doing the deed if my wife hadn't caught me in the act. Does anyone have any thoughts?

Just going by what's been seen of them up until this point: of Quarter's nine agents (not counting Ignition), who would you say you like the most?

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Okay... I have no idea how to word this so I'll just say it. I'm bloody lonely. I've tried dating sites, and the like but... nothing; No real connection of any kind. I won't deny my own faults in the slightest. I'm anti social, and that's a big killer. I hate it when random people(or even co-workers) come up and start random conversations with me. I'm a cynical grump. I admit there is some fear. Fear of rejection, fear that she's just going to turn around and claim "Sexual or Domestic abuse"

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It came out kinda bad.