Two words.

Writer's block.

I've written quite a bit for the next chapter of My Sister, Cozy Glow, but I'm not liking any of it and it's just all over the place. I'm still not sure what direction I wanna take with Spur's character. I want to give Spur a more positive outlook, something that shows her moving on from her sister's death petrification.

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This is the thousandth time I've tried to write a blog post about anything, I always write miles of words and give up and delete it. Every other time was going to be about fic related topics. This time I'm going to vent.

So, hi, I'm an incredibly socially anxious person. This past week has reminded me of that to an extremely uncomfortable amount. I spent two hours straight sobbing out loud in my room like the adult I am a few hours ago.

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SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP TRYING TO FIX WHAT ISN'T BROKEN

I don't remember if I've mentioned it in a blog previously, but I've been depressed this year. Like, actual depression, or at least I feel more certain that it's an actual thing than I have at any other point in my life. I've been more anxious and less happy most of the time since I graduated last year, moved to a new city all on my own, and then promptly got shut in alone for most of that time because of the several waves of covid variants that swept through the world. I've always been a

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So, I've tried rewriting this post like 5 different times, and eventually I just said 'screw it', and decided I'm going to vent.

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I feel really upset right now!

Sorry about this vent post but, I kinda want to give my favourite character a huge hug and vent to her!

Sure she has a huge ego but she’s shown to cuddle overs, espically Starlight

Does anyone else just wanna hug a fictional character they can relate to when they feel down?

Do you ever have those days when you see your favorite character paired up with another you hate? And you can't help but feel this... seething burning hatred flaring up in your chest despite the story or whatever being rather innocent and even good in terms of quality and content?

I get that a lot, I hate it.

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August has not been a good month for me, despite the fact I turned 25 on the 1st.

In the span of this month, I have lost a friend from middleschool to his own hand, and I have lost my grandfather this morning (August 26th).

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Read this previous blog to get the full context.

I've blocked this person on 5 websites in response to not allowing me to interact with Balan and NiGHTS fans who share the same interest in NSFW content.

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I’m excited! Because I am about to go on an an amazing trip!

First time camping in an actual tent!

It’s gonna be a fun adventure! A new experience! Woohoo!

Okay I know a lot of people aren't really making stories which is totally cool because I used to just read too! But oh my god, I don't think is just me but if you do write, do you ever get the feeling what you write might seem like a copy to someone else's work?

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Registered for 10th grade just a couple days ago and I'm feeling semi-unconfident about it. I was in online school for my freshman year and worse my schedule this year is all over the place and it's a REALLY big school compared to what I used to go to, and there's so many halls and students and it's just really overwhelming.

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College has been dragging me through the dirt and off a cliff.

Me: I want to write-

College: A long essay? Exam? Poster? Project?

Me: -my stories?

College: All of the above it is!

Me: Whyyyyyy

I know this happens a lot and wanted to explain what I feel my issue is and it all connects to my depression. because I've had it for a long time untreated it has really muddled my interest in a lot of things which makes it very hard to wanna indulge in my own ideas since I can't really feel much from them anymore along with the fact I have a wandering mind because I love so many different fandoms my brain can shift to another one very fast if I get new inspiration elsewhere and things stop

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I always like to think people are different. Every single one of us. We are all unique. But... Are we really? I mean, I definitely am a unique one, but I feel like everybody around me are all the same. They follow the exact same mind pattern and have almost identical life choices. And I share none of them.

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The title says it all, people. After some time reading things somewhere that made me look inward to confront some unpleasant facts about myself, (Even reading about Bojack Horseman on Tvtropes alone is enough to illicit this) I just need to vent for a bit. Please bear with me.

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Hi,

I was debating putting this off until June, when it would be seemingly more appropriate, but almost ninteen years is too long, anyway.

Some users on here might already know this (looking at you, Fillyfoolish!), but most of you, if not all of you don't.

Wondering what it is? Well, wait no longer. I'm bi.

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My sister earlier this week had contracted Covid from going to a concert (I didn't even know she was going to one or that they were even allowed now, that and apparently, it was highly unregulated according to my sister) or she got it from school/work. And now everyone in my family, myself included have Covid, my dad hasn't taken the test yet but it's a safe bet that he has it. We've all had our shots except for the booster shot so that's something. But with my mother recovering from Breast

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It is everyone’s enemy and I hate it with every fiber of my being.

... You come up with an idea for a TV series, work on it for several months, and feels pleased with yourself.

*randomly discovers new show when on CN website*

*checks out show on Wikipedia, then watches on YouTube *

*ideas are 90% similar*

AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING MEEEEEE?!?!?!