Sorry for being inactive again · 11:14pm Jul 28th, 2020
I know this happens a lot and wanted to explain what I feel my issue is and it all connects to my depression. because I've had it for a long time untreated it has really muddled my interest in a lot of things which makes it very hard to wanna indulge in my own ideas since I can't really feel much from them anymore along with the fact I have a wandering mind because I love so many different fandoms my brain can shift to another one very fast if I get new inspiration elsewhere and things stop being interesting in my current fandom, which happens because of lack of friends to keep me around and I'm not interested in 90 percent of things fandoms make, even more so in this one and once my brain does that all my interest for the previous thing disappears, it's a cycle I really hate and wanna get out off as it makes being productive even harder. (which I also blame my depression on which I also think it affects my memory.)
So I've been thinking a way to combat this is start putting more focus on the Orignal ocs I've had for a while and work on improving my writing and art through them and come back to Canon character stuff when I'm ready (and sometimes come back to it when I get an idea wanna do) and maybe take requests.
I can't say I will do this at any fast rate because depression has a way of snuffing out any new inspiration (Also a lot of my laptop buttons are broken which makes writing a nightmare) but this is my current plan to also have something I feel will be fully mine so I hope you guys will still be interested in that.
I know what you are going through, and yes sticking through a projects, has done wonder to build up my mental resilience in my art, even at times when really I wasn't at all in the mood to doing it. good luck keep it up you can do it.
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Thank you so much for your support it really means a lot to me *hugs tightly*, and yeah focusing on something I think I can do has been my main goal,I think it would be easier if I had more brony friends to bounce my ideas off and to just casually talk to.
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no problem, I hope I will notice your next story update, and if you are ever interested for a little relaxing insperation you can visit my youtube channel here for my speedpaitning videos.
PS I am also a fan of Sveengalop too, he is so much fun being a bad guy.
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Sure I really like your art so I would love to see your speedpaint X3
and I'm glad you're his fan too. I love him because I see him more than just a villain from my many re-watches of the episode XP