Button Mash has a REALLY bad day. He got an F at school; his classmates are teasing him, and on top of that, he is grounded. He feels like nopony understands him. What if something will happen to him? Nopony will remember Button – that is for sure… Well, he’ll know really soon if it's real or not.

The cover art named "Waiting for respawn" belongs to me, too

Thanks to The One and the Only this story has a sequel now: Nopony Will Forget!

I've been wearing a mask. For how long i'm not certain. Someday that mask will come off. Either i'll remove it willingly or it'll fall off at the worst moment. Until then i'll just write the letters which i'll never send.

Warning: Suicidal and depressive thoughts

Now with audio reading Dear Princess Celestia

Lovingly edited by one of my best friends Jumbled

Big Macintosh was always a unicorn in dreams. It encompassed a secret he had hoped to keep from Applejack to his grave. It only took one shared dream and Apple stubbornness to expose him. This is the story of what Big Macintosh gave up to become the stallion he is today.

I'm a coward, a wimp, and a loser. I'm never any help to anypony, especially when it counts. I haven't done anything worth mentioning. And my childhood friend is always picking on me. I mean, I know I ruined Nightmare Night, but she didn't have to laugh at me . . . .

I made two of my friends cry. I kidnapped the Princess' bird. I set a Parasprite swarm on the whole town. I don't think anyone would care. I don't think anyone would miss me at all.

I hope that rope doesn't break . . . .

When Pinkie came knocking at her castle door, Twilight herself was a little surprised. She had brought her a gift. But the older mare had a strange, dark mood about her. Shouldn't Twilight be happy, anyway? Yet when she opens the present, it just might be the most heartbreaking thing she has ever recieved.

What if Celestia never wrote back? Like, ever?

I got the idea from 4everfeebrony's song.

I also wrote this on the go.

Song: https://4everfreebrony.bandcamp.com/track/thought-id-let-you-know-ft-relative1pitch
Picture: http://dragonwolfrooke.deviantart.com/art/thought-I-d-let-you-know-431412930