I want to write

I need to write

I find it hard to write

Why is it so hard to write? It used to be easy before

fuuuuuuuck

what do I do

I like to write stories, yet at the same time it drives me crazy. Especially when other people actually like what I write.

It's a bit of a contradiction. Because I write to, hopefully, entertain people. And it feels good when it does. But at the same time it's terrifying. Because if people like it, then they will expect you to keep a certain standard in your work. Which is hard to maintain for an amateur like myself.

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I just needed to vent.

Now I understand that you are upset. No wait... Let me correct. You're pissed. The effect of your mind resists my rythme right now but you need to listen. I'm not going to apologize again for changing. Its as if my body was rearranging and won't let me be innocent enough to know right from wrong. Come on. We all did some stupid shit. We sit on our ass all day and play online games that mame our brain and grain our energy. We strip to our skin and run about thin, so bony and light, we think we

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Fimfiction: *Exists*

Depraved Pornography: *At top of feature box*

Me: *Publishes E-rated story*

Commenters: "I think the fact that you joked about Pinkie Pie hugging Anon too tightly is DISGUSTING and a GROSS depreciation of bodily autonomy as a value."

kinda blipped out of existence for a second there; sorry for the disappearance

a few weeks ago I had a seizure -- I am completely fine (I got to go home that night, don't worry!!) but it meant I had to stop taking the meds I've been taking as antidepressants and adhd treatment for a few years cold-turkey ... so I've been a bit of a mess ^-^'

things are regaining some semblance of normalcy now now I just need to find a new psychiatrist lol

I always like to think people are different. Every single one of us. We are all unique. But... Are we really? I mean, I definitely am a unique one, but I feel like everybody around me are all the same. They follow the exact same mind pattern and have almost identical life choices. And I share none of them.

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The title says it all, people. After some time reading things somewhere that made me look inward to confront some unpleasant facts about myself, (Even reading about Bojack Horseman on Tvtropes alone is enough to illicit this) I just need to vent for a bit. Please bear with me.

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... You come up with an idea for a TV series, work on it for several months, and feels pleased with yourself.

*randomly discovers new show when on CN website*

*checks out show on Wikipedia, then watches on YouTube *

*ideas are 90% similar*

AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING MEEEEEE?!?!?!

My sister earlier this week had contracted Covid from going to a concert (I didn't even know she was going to one or that they were even allowed now, that and apparently, it was highly unregulated according to my sister) or she got it from school/work. And now everyone in my family, myself included have Covid, my dad hasn't taken the test yet but it's a safe bet that he has it. We've all had our shots except for the booster shot so that's something. But with my mother recovering from Breast

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Have I... peaked? Like, you know when some people reach a certain point in life they can't go any farther?

It's just... well, with some of my recent stories, neither the view or upvote count have been fairly high. Mind you, this does always seem to happen after I do a hugely well-received story and maybe I'm just failing to live up to reader expectations.

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I am 10.5k words into a fic that's purely for self-gratification and yet I am:
200 words into the next chapter of Divine Intervention,
500 words into the next chapter of One and the Same Thing,
1783 words into the next chapter of A Packed Crowd, and
30 words into the next chapter of Compatibility
Why is inspiration such a dick to me...

I'm not going to proofread this because it IS a bit of a rant about something upsetting me in my personal life...

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Me: I want to read this specific kind of fanfic, but I can't find any.

My brain: That means you'll have to write it yourself.

Me:

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[SCENE: Monocrome Monogatari's room, uncleaned and unkempt, the toll of an excess of work and an absence of energy. Papers related to several projects and assignments are strewn across the desk. Despite this, Monocrome himself stares at the screen, not working, unmoving. He has not budged for two hours.]

[Kraft Punk materializes into the room.]

Kraft: Hey, What's Up. It's Me, Kraft Punk.

Mono: Hi Kraft Punk.

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The morning after I posted that, I put about half of my non-furniture belongings in my car and drove inland, far away from the evacuation zone, in an area that isn't expected to flood heavily. I'm now in a concrete block house with my drummer and his dad, which we've been preparing for the storm. I almost drove about 4 hours north, to where Frelania lives, but I wasn't sure I had the gas to make that safe. Getting a good night's sleep in a place where people weren't blowing it off did a good

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You guys don't mind if I vent a little, do you? I'mma detail for you how much life sucks here right now, even though I'm one of the more fortunate ones.

Let me tell you guys a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down.

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oh how i hate my family to the point i have constant thoughts of...

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Why does everyone act like this sight is such a serious place I mean come on its a fanfic site, and while I love it you have to realize that this all doesn't really matter.

I mean seriously none of us get paid to do this so therefore we should all just take a chill pill and leave people the hell alone.

I mean if you don't like someone don't talk to them or read their posts.