Now I understand that you are upset. No wait... Let me correct. You're pissed. The effect of your mind resists my rythme right now but you need to listen. I'm not going to apologize again for changing. Its as if my body was rearranging and won't let me be innocent enough to know right from wrong. Come on. We all did some stupid shit. We sit on our ass all day and play online games that mame our brain and grain our energy. We strip to our skin and run about thin, so bony and light, we think we

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Fimfiction: *Exists*

Depraved Pornography: *At top of feature box*

Me: *Publishes E-rated story*

Commenters: "I think the fact that you joked about Pinkie Pie hugging Anon too tightly is DISGUSTING and a GROSS depreciation of bodily autonomy as a value."

kinda blipped out of existence for a second there; sorry for the disappearance

a few weeks ago I had a seizure -- I am completely fine (I got to go home that night, don't worry!!) but it meant I had to stop taking the meds I've been taking as antidepressants and adhd treatment for a few years cold-turkey ... so I've been a bit of a mess ^-^'

things are regaining some semblance of normalcy now now I just need to find a new psychiatrist lol

Sorry, I gotta rant.

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First off, apologies for the delays in updates. My MMO of choice was having two weeks of double XP, and I wanted to take advantage of it to get my other 6 characters to max level. Now that that incredible amount of tedium is behind me, I'll be going back to 1-2 hours a week. Yay. Back to writing and updating.

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Not having a great couple days like the concert was awesome and the greatest thing ever.

But seriously how do I block someone from texting me cause I keep getting a text from a number that seems like the person thinks I'm their mom and I have no idea what to do about that.

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I don't know what the hell is going on, but I've been feeling like a POS for the past few weeks. I'm either tired, nervous, or angry, and I can't focus on anything productive. Nothing seems to bring me lasting joy - just yesterday, I finally pushed myself to watch Avengers Infinity War + Endgame, hoping it would help... But my mood was 'meh' before and 'meh' after, and not because the movies were bad...

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Welcome to the first bitch session! The first ever topic is:

Words and Phrases I Hate In Fanfictions

Notes: This is most important: I'm not saying I'm the best because I'm definitely far from it.
I'm also not saying that you can't use these, I just don't like them.

Buck (substituting for "fuck")
It just sounds stupid and overall has less impact than "fuck". I get that in some cases you feel the need to circumvent that innocent pony barrier, but it seems unnecessary.

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Two words.

Writer's block.

I've written quite a bit for the next chapter of My Sister, Cozy Glow, but I'm not liking any of it and it's just all over the place. I'm still not sure what direction I wanna take with Spur's character. I want to give Spur a more positive outlook, something that shows her moving on from her sister's death petrification.

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I feel really upset right now!

Sorry about this vent post but, I kinda want to give my favourite character a huge hug and vent to her!

Sure she has a huge ego but she’s shown to cuddle overs, espically Starlight

Does anyone else just wanna hug a fictional character they can relate to when they feel down?

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP TRYING TO FIX WHAT ISN'T BROKEN

I don't remember if I've mentioned it in a blog previously, but I've been depressed this year. Like, actual depression, or at least I feel more certain that it's an actual thing than I have at any other point in my life. I've been more anxious and less happy most of the time since I graduated last year, moved to a new city all on my own, and then promptly got shut in alone for most of that time because of the several waves of covid variants that swept through the world. I've always been a

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So, I've tried rewriting this post like 5 different times, and eventually I just said 'screw it', and decided I'm going to vent.

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This is the thousandth time I've tried to write a blog post about anything, I always write miles of words and give up and delete it. Every other time was going to be about fic related topics. This time I'm going to vent.

So, hi, I'm an incredibly socially anxious person. This past week has reminded me of that to an extremely uncomfortable amount. I spent two hours straight sobbing out loud in my room like the adult I am a few hours ago.

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I always like to think people are different. Every single one of us. We are all unique. But... Are we really? I mean, I definitely am a unique one, but I feel like everybody around me are all the same. They follow the exact same mind pattern and have almost identical life choices. And I share none of them.

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Have I... peaked? Like, you know when some people reach a certain point in life they can't go any farther?

It's just... well, with some of my recent stories, neither the view or upvote count have been fairly high. Mind you, this does always seem to happen after I do a hugely well-received story and maybe I'm just failing to live up to reader expectations.

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I am 10.5k words into a fic that's purely for self-gratification and yet I am:
200 words into the next chapter of Divine Intervention,
500 words into the next chapter of One and the Same Thing,
1783 words into the next chapter of A Packed Crowd, and
30 words into the next chapter of Compatibility
Why is inspiration such a dick to me...

The title says it all, people. After some time reading things somewhere that made me look inward to confront some unpleasant facts about myself, (Even reading about Bojack Horseman on Tvtropes alone is enough to illicit this) I just need to vent for a bit. Please bear with me.

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... You come up with an idea for a TV series, work on it for several months, and feels pleased with yourself.

*randomly discovers new show when on CN website*

*checks out show on Wikipedia, then watches on YouTube *

*ideas are 90% similar*

AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING MEEEEEE?!?!?!

Hi,

I was debating putting this off until June, when it would be seemingly more appropriate, but almost ninteen years is too long, anyway.

Some users on here might already know this (looking at you, Fillyfoolish!), but most of you, if not all of you don't.

Wondering what it is? Well, wait no longer. I'm bi.

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