We're old · 9:38pm Oct 10th, 2020
So MLP:FiM premiered 10 years ago today. In two more days, it will have been a full year since it concluded.
So MLP:FiM premiered 10 years ago today. In two more days, it will have been a full year since it concluded.
This week has been... Well, overwhelming. Not in the way last week was, but more... like with some life stuff.
For starters, my Mom struggling with her technology was a big thing. I'm trying to give her support because she's teaching from home, but I had to do a lot of her work for her and getting told that I wasn't doing it fast enough or not doing it right multiple times by my dad (who was observing and has no clue what her work entails technology wise), was incredibly frustrating.
I know I haven't been very active, and due to the last billion blogs I made you can probably guess why. But this is another reason as to why I've been gone- I have been trying to ignore my anxiety and instead, I am trying to enjoy life a little bit more. I've been playing Monopoly with the family, testing at school (yes, I like that. I'm a nerd. Plus, that means easy courses and no homework ), and I have been catching up on my YouTube subscriptions.
Come with me
And you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look
And you'll see
Into your imagination
We'll begin
With a spin
Traveling in
The world of my creation
What we'll see
Will defy
Explanation
If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world?
There's nothing to it
There is no
Life I know
To compare with pure imagination
“I swear to god, if I hear the opening bars to Freebird, you are a dead woman!”
-some purple girl.
The Words, like Spice, flow.
-Fuzz
I was instructed under pain of excrement to inform you of a new contribution to enlightened ponyhood. Super Trampoline has led yet another odyssey of wonder and delight, and I have put hand to oar in service to this accomplishment. I am so proud to present Apples and Idols
Currently Reading: NOTHING! I'm trying to focus on writing my own fics :)
Currently Listening: Hey Maud: Mysteriousbronie & Luna Ticks
Current Mood:
Today is independence day in America; a truly wonderful day paid for over countless decades. I would normally be celebrating. Yesterday I walked down into town and visited an ex-friend's house. We had an argument and shit got heated, so he declared us no longer friends; a month or maybe two ago (I've never been good at days or times exactly). He was mostly a sociopath. He had no emotions aside anger but he still tried to get past that. And I was helping him. If he got violent I knocked him on
"Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone."- "Alone" by Maya Angelou
I've been thinking a lot about loneliness, and about self-perception lately.
For most of my life I have been ruled by my thoughts. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy would tell you that you are not your thoughts, but what if they are? I mean, thoughts dictate words which dictate character, which dictate destiny, so doesn't it follow that your thoughts rule your life?
Warning: Post-Tramatic Stress Syndrome
Heya readers! Saw this one out on Pintrest and was touched.
How's everyone doing this fine evening?
What I mean by this is that I've had very little desire to write the latest chapter of M.L.G. Kinda tired, distracted by games, dealing with my sinuses going on strike, take your pick; could be even all of the above. I have my doubts that I'll be able to have some semblance of a chapter up by the deadline.
Just figured I'd let you know.
Welp, I'm celebrating my birthday this weekend.
Won't say how old I am, but I'm sure some of my more astute followers could probably make an accurate educated guess. Suffice to say, I've been around the block a time or two.
Not much hubbub in birthdays as an adult. Sure, there are still some milestones, but they become few and far between. I just enjoy a time where I can relax and have a nice dinner at the family's expense--and, maybe, splurge a bit on myself for a change.
Just went to urgent care. I probably have bronchitis. At least my sore throat and the pressure in my right ear are gone.
Anyway, I'm feeling a bit better, and I made some good edits to the newest Assassinverse chapter, which will be published soon if I'm lucky. And yes, new updates are coming soon, just bear with me.
Thanks for sticking with me, guys.
For a while now I've been struggling with thoughts of what my future holds. "What should I do? Should I continue to persue writing or try another route? Will I even make it as a writer, artist, or something else?" I keep getting into these moods when I know I shouldn't. I have a job for the summer and I'll be going back to school in august. I have family that loves me, but I don't want to live with them even if I can't pay my rent to stay where I am. I wouldn't say I'm depressed exactly. I have
This makes me think of flying. I'm going to listen to it next time I fly
First off: I'm not hospitalized, and I'm not asking for money. Just miserable.
This has not been a good month. I can get a weird sort of reverse seasonal depression, where my mood will tank in the summer and get better as I head toward fall and winter, but if it were just that, well... I'm a writer. I'd just spill it all across the page, maybe write several bits of flash fiction for the occasion as I work some of the bad feelings out. I can function through that.
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It's so lonely on the moon
I hope that I can come home soon
Will it be the same when I return?
I know there's a lesson I have learned
Why does the night no more inspire?
As I raise the sun, I start to tire
I long for you to be with me
But there are things that cannot be
And it takes some time away to see
And I've spent half my life waiting for your call
Why do I feel I don't belong anywhere at all?
When I come home and see you again
HAHA! Another new story!
I'm feeling good, like really good! I should keep doing this.
This is turning out to be a good year so far.
Expect more stories and chapters in the coming year, loves. It's getting good
Stay classy,
S.G.