What do I do? Where do I go?

For a while now I've been struggling with thoughts of what my future holds. "What should I do? Should I continue to persue writing or try another route? Will I even make it as a writer, artist, or something else?" I keep getting into these moods when I know I shouldn't. I have a job for the summer and I'll be going back to school in august. I have family that loves me, but I don't want to live with them even if I can't pay my rent to stay where I am. I wouldn't say I'm depressed exactly. I have my moments of depression, don't get me wrong, but I feel as if I should be doing something greater and more long lasting (permenant, has good income, etc).

I guess I've finally hit that wall of "I'm coasting through life, I'm not happy, I'm not doing what I feel I should be doing, I just want to sleep, I just want to escape somehow, and on and on and on."

I guess I'm just looking for suggestions.

Comments

[Dropbear]

Become an astrologist.
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[Ravvij]

4066821 I can't tell if you're serious or not.

[Dropbear]

4066994

Completely serious. I'd love to do it.