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Holy
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I was where you are now once upon a time. I suffer from depression and low self-esteem, so there was a time when I used to cut and burn myself due to feeling like I deserved it. In my sophomore year of high school, I tried to hang myself but I stopped it when it made me realize how much that I wanted to live. Please don't do this. We don't know each other but I would be devastated if you'd gone out like this. No matter how alone you feel, there's always someone that'll be impacted by your death. I can't stop you but neither can I idly sit by knowing that I could've said something. Believe me when I say that suicide is never the answer. Talk to someone, anyone, even if it's just about the weather. Talk to me if you like.
wish i could help
always here if there is anything i can do
Believe me when I say I know it's hard. And giving up may seem like a logical thing to do. But it won't help anything believe me. I'm not sure what I can do to help as I find myself suffering from depression and such myself so I can understand how hard it must be to want to continue.
Just please. Don't let this be the end of your story. No one wants to see it end before it's time. Now isn't the time. It's my hope these words reach you
Man, please call the national suicide hotline immediately, please. Seriously, reach out to someone.
That's terrible. I suffer from constant depression, alienation, and money troubles myself, but I don't think I could handle losing so many people so close in a row. Admittedly, I'm only close to a few.
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I have been in the pit your find yourself in now and from personal experience I implore you to seek help as quick as possible therapists hotlines anyone you know even randoms on this website are always here to have a word your never alone
I don't care about a story at this point. You're one of my favourite writers here, but you're a person first of all, and I don't see how you updating your story would matter more than yourself and your well being, at a time you shouldn't think about us but only about you and feeling better.
We are here for the support, and even if we may not reach you here, reach someone who can help you, please.
Make this your last blog until you get better just to inform us, and nothing else.
If you being gone from FimFiction forever would mean that you get better, then I'll accept that. You're more important than being our entertainment.
dont do it please dont take your life please i know how hard it is trust me i do but this is not the answer
Holy. Whether or not you decide to continue writing, don't disappear forever.
No matter what happens, Holy, just remember that you are loved. *hugs*
Whether you finish your stories here or not doesn't matter. The only story that IS important is your life. Please don't end it.
We don't know each other, and I can't begin to imagine what you're going through. But just know that there are people that do care about you, people that love you, and people who will miss you if you disappear forever.
Take a break from your fanfic stories for awhile, forever if need be. Just seek out someone to talk to, a family member, a counselor, a support group. Even someone here. There's someone out there who will listen.
Don't give up, Holy.
Listen to me. I know I don't matter, and I'm not a follower, but you cannot end it like this. You have so much to live for, I know it's tough now... but things do get better. It may not be right away, but things will and DO get better. I've had lots of issues related to yours before... but ending it all is not going to do any of us any good.
Talk to people, listen to all of these people. They care about you, we all do. And you know why? Because judging by that follower account... you, are one of the most talented, coolest writers, on this site. You've built a following, you've gotten so many followers. That is amazing.
You are amazing.
But if you ever need to talk... I don't know if you're a part of this group but, please. Talk to them.
https://www.fimfiction.net/group/200615/anti-depression-ponies
https://www.fimfiction.net/group/199544/feeling-suicidal-talk-with-us
There's nothing worse than your hopes and dreams getting crushed. It may feel like the end of the world, but you should note that it only feels that way. In reality, this can be the beginning.
Just as flowers that wane in autumn and burst out in spring, so too can the new hopes and dreams be born when the old ones fail you.
Time is on your side. You gain nothing by rushing things. Talk to us. Explore your options. There are more possibilities out there than you know. Many paths lead to happiness. Don't give up just because one path turned out to be a dead end. There are many more out there waiting for you.
Please... don't...
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Hey. I don't really know you, and you don't really know me. I'm really sorry to hear that you're having such a horrible time right now, I wish I could help make it all better. I get that this may not feel as genuine through text, but it's all I have for now.
I know you feel hopeless, but that doesn't mean that things really are that way. You're not alone, we all care about you right now and want to see you pull yourself out of this. Don't tell yourself you can't, I believe in you. You can.
I implore you to reconsder. I personally love your stories and although that doesn't mean you owe me anything, I would still like to be selfish and ask you to listen to me. Whether that changes your mind or not. Life can beyond a doubt be tough. I cannot pretend to know exactly what you are going through but I can tell you that even though we don't know each other, I already love you enough to beg you not to go through with this.
Once again, I know it's selfish of me to ask this of you; but finishing your stories wont replace the absence that you would leave if you were to... well, leave. Set up a discord group (I do not know if you already have any) or something similar and talk to us when things get too bad, I for one would be happy to be there to listen to you, even if I cannot do much more to help you and I bet others feel the same way too.
Just whatever you decide to do, know that I believe in you. You beautiful, wonderful person and that no one would be able to replace you if you're gone and peope ARE going to care. I can only hope that some of what I have said has reached you. It's difficult to put all of what I want to say into words but I can only hope that this is enough. I won't bore you with any more platitudes. Know that whatever decision you make I'm behind you. I believe in you and I hope that you will still be with us for a long time to come.
You there? Listen, I don't know much about you, but don't go through it. Suicide is never the answer. What will your family think? Those who really care about you, and your friends, in and outside of Fimfiction? Life continues, and whenever we fall, we should get up and continue on. Not everything is rainbow and sunshines, but people don't deserve to live in misery. When we fall down, we get up and continue on.
There people who genuinely care about you, and they'll be sad if you go through it. Please, don't. Suicide is never the answer.
While I'm not exactly familiar with your works, I know that taking your own life is never the answer.
As many of the others here pointed out, you have people who care about you. Your death is only going to shatter them. So please, don't do this.
it may not mean much coming from some random guy on the internet, but if you just want someone to talk to, send me a PM. I'll try to reply in a timely manner, but i'm not very good at talking to people. If not me, then i'm fairly certain at least one of the other commenters wouldn't mind you reaching out to them just to talk. not sure what else i can say that hasn't already been said by some one else.
Yoooooo man, I know things can get hard but don't just kill yerself. That's just gonna start a chain where at least six people you know'll follow you into the afterlife.
I honestly can't say I know you enough ta make a judgment but I do know that statistics don't lie. Now buddy, your writing skills are above average, much better than most of what I've ever seen and while most of your products slip like sand between my fingers, I enjoy those that stick.
I'll say it one more time.
Don't kill yourself.
Because six of the people around you will follow.
And while that is not a very compelling or motivational statement, I have never been one to produce such 'hopeful' material.
Always been the one telling my buddy to duck before a stray bullet hits us on the way to school, asking him if he wants to go to Benny(that's the fella who runs the morgue). I don't know how to properly instill courage, so instead i'll instill consequences cause I for one, don't want you gone.
Again, don't kill yourself.
Please PLEASE don’t give up mate. I know shit gets super rough at times, and I think a lot of people can relate, but you can’t give up.
Please get some help Holy. There's not much else I can say that sounds right to me but please, please get some help.
Dude, please, talk to us man. Let us lift you up, if only a little. We are here.
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
This is all i can do right now.
We all want to help. Please don't go.
If you don't mind the rampant oddities you can always join a discord. There's a bunch of writers and generally alright people here. Feel free to @ me and is one got time I'll hop in VC for a bit.
Sorry to hear you're going through hell. Just gotta find some rocks and start climbing
https://discord.gg/TgFyam
I’ve been through a lot of what you’re going through so I know our words sound empty. All I can say is what everyone else has, talk to someone, anyone. If you can’t find someone real then talk to one of us. The sun will rise again. No matter how dark the night it always rises.
You will probably never read any of this, so I can only pray for a miracle that someone takes your hand and shows you the way home.
No, you can do this. Because you are stronger than that. I have only talked to you a little a long time ago bit in that time I learned that you are much more resourceful and sturdier then I am. And I sometimes consider suicide because of a lack of meaning and hope for the future. But every time it happens I remember what my therapist said: Take it one day at a time.
No, don't do this. This reads like a suicide letter. Bro, DON'T!
Just wait. You may hit rock-bottom, but there's only one way to go after that and it's up.
Even in the deepest abyss the sun will shine eventually.
Pleas man don't worry about that story, get some help or talk to someone even if that someone is a stranger like me. I'm always available from 11.00 to 01.00 everyday european time, I'll be there if you just need someone you want to vent to and I can also help out you financialy a lil bit every month until you are back on your feet.
Pleas don't do anything rash and reach out to someone.
SirAppledick#8249 is my discord id
Hi Holy, don't worry about the stories. You look after yourself. Don't worry about the blog either. Just take it a day at a time and maybe look into another job with more people around you. I know it's easier said than done but you've got strength, you've put up with a lot recently.
Chin up. Sutty
Hey. You deserve peace, and I hope you find some soon. You've been an amazing author, and your time here wasn't in vain. You've given me your stories to read in my own personal struggles. I hope you do find something in that, the fact that hundreds if not thousands of people have had you in their lives.
Wish you the best.
Hey, Ya alive! Now that's bloody fine ain't it. Ah can't claim to have any idea of the content of ya life at this particular point, but the besta wishes anyway bruv. I hope you can find stability sometime soon. Least a calming point, nice't have some peace. Remember. There's a good few people who're willin' and able to supportcha. In any case, is nice to see ya stilla round. Godspeed, mate.
I realize i’ve never said anything on here but lemme js tell you that everything will be okay. That may sound very cliche and unoriginal but trust me I know from experience. I know u may not know me or many of the people here but please know that we are going to be here with you to support you. Not only your stories but you as an individual. Happiness is everyone and you deserve it more than me that’s for sure. This next part may sound cheesy but don’t let the darkness consume you. That’s the best way to put it anyway haha but still we love you and we will continue to be by your side no matter what. :) ❤️
Now come here. *snuggles Holy* We're all here.
We love you, always remember that.
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Nothing has really changed, honestly. Just didn't want to keep publicly embarrassing myself
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There's nothing embarassing about this. Nobody is judging you for being in a bad place.
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Hey, we all have awkward moments but it doesn't change of who you are believe or not it makes you a better person no matter who we are.
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You're welcome, Holy. I know that my voice was one of many that heard about this, but I just wanted to say that if you need us again, we'll be here for you.