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Thank you all so much. It’s been hard, but it definitely helps knowing I have a place on this site!

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Hello BrownieCat.

After reading Meowofy's latest blog, I learned what you and your brother were going through. I can only imagine how hard it must be.

I experienced grief myself a few years ago (although under extremely different circumstances than yours). Time allowed me to get better but... I went through other difficult things... which only complicated my healing. So, often, I'm not well.

I say this not to talk about my personal life but to tell you what I do when I am unwell. I hope this will help you.

Sometimes I read or watch series ("Puella Magi Madoka Magica" and "Magia Record: Puella Magi Madoka Magica Side Story" helps me for example but some elements of these series are sad and some violent (so maybe it's not a good idea)). Otherwise, I play at "Honkai Impact" or at "Sky: Children of the Light". But sometimes I don't have the energy to read, to watch series or to play.

So I imagine "another world". I do that since my childhood (to better support... my traumas...). In this "world" I can do whatever I want, all whatever I need. It allows me to escape, to think about other things.

My cats also help me a lot. Cuddling them calms me down.

Unfortunately, these are the only healthy "helps" I can give you. But if you don't do it already, I think that talking with your brother, or other relatives, can help you. Or just being close to him without saying or doing anything (the closeness of my relatives helps me sometimes). Or try to do something that brings you happiness (even if it's just a little), and even if it's something simple (like eating a cupcake).

I sincerely hope you get better soon. Even if it's only a little bit better.

Nalhya.

Ps : I'm sorry for this long message. I couldn't make it shorter. I hope my English is understandable.

*hugs*

I read your story through knowing Meowofy, and didn't know you were going through such a hard time. Hope things get better!