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Symphony_in_152mm


Howdy, I'm just a bug queen with a severe lack of self-confidence!

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  • 2 weeks
    Anger and disappointment

    I'm still dealing with the brain fog and endless fatigue from my encounter with coronavirus.

    certain things still taste and smell funny to the point it makes me nauseous
    still can't have my morning coffee due to covid making it taste like burnt mucus and leaving a hellish aftertaste if I try to consume it, its been over a week now I've had to deal with not having my usual morning beverage and I miss it a lot.

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  • 3 weeks
    Siiiiiick

    I caught the coof and I've been stuck in bed for the past several days now.

    I don't have the "serious symptoms", but it still really stinks.

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  • 6 weeks
    another update because why not?

    I'm starting to think I might as well start doing milestone updates, for each two thousand words I hammer out into the next chapter.
    would be a nice way for you readers to keep track of how much I'm getting done, wouldn't it?

    I've reached 6k words for Kafer's next chapter already, and I'm fully expecting to have this chapter out before Xmas (and that's not just wishful thinking or me trying to hype myself up to pull it off.)

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  • 6 weeks
    Random meme I found, was unusually profound

    'Tis a good wisdom
    wanted to share

    nuff said.

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  • 6 weeks
    churning out the words

    been having more of a focus on the next chapter in Kafer's story so far, already rolled out past the 4k word mark, gonna keep trudging forward.

    might not have it done by this month like I'd have liked, but I can rest easy knowing I won't have a repeat of the absurd hiatus I had for a long while there with the previous chapter.

    hell, I even spent time and hammered out some of the details I wanted to use for equestria's magic system for use in future chapters while I was at it!

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Jan
1st
2022

Anger and disappointment · 5:20am January 1st

I'm still dealing with the brain fog and endless fatigue from my encounter with coronavirus.

certain things still taste and smell funny to the point it makes me nauseous
still can't have my morning coffee due to covid making it taste like burnt mucus and leaving a hellish aftertaste if I try to consume it, its been over a week now I've had to deal with not having my usual morning beverage and I miss it a lot.

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Writing is such an emotional experience for me.

I pour so much of my heart into the words I type out onto my pages.
I invest countless hours into research and finding inspiration from worthwhile sources.

I chew it all together into a legible and hopefully enjoyable medium that I share with those who'd want to see it.
Yet as I sit here and slam my face into my keyboard over and over and over again...
I feel like at any given moment I'm two steps from ripping everything up and throwing in the towel.
That, or devote myself and every waking moment of my being to hammering out the entirety of a story in one long burnout session of word vomit and polishing it later.

frustration is the word I'm looking for.

I need to look at the definitions for words a LOT more often

lotta words I thought I knew the meaning to because of the context I saw them in only for me to not quite be on point with the definition.
I wasn't far off at least, in the sense it doesn't ruin the dialogue I'm going for, but it isn't 100% what I had in mind either.

oh well, its a minor thing, not worth getting upset over.
English is such a confusing language sometimes

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the silver lining to it all is that I've been putting work into future encounters and planned sequences; whenever I get stuck on a part of the current chapter, I diverge and work on elements of a future chapter.

I have an entire folder dedicated to scratch paper for ideas, future segments, character interactions, and the like.
So, at the very least, while current chapter progress has been regrettably slow (to an unacceptable degree), I haven't been completely wasting my time in terms of story content overall.

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I know that feeling and situation. Hope some of the hits where rather of the good kind. Good to see you activ at all so i have hoped of a update or three in this year :eeyup:

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life's been hitting me in unexpected ways lately, but I'm doing my best to keep at it when I can.

sorry for the lack of content

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