Garden of Words · 1:27am Apr 26th, 2019
I have a secret.
I'm working on a story, and it is emotionally challenging. It's highly personal and might be a little too meta at present.
The horror! The horror!
The topic dredges up a paradox one faces when dealing with depression: how do you ask for help without alienating your friends?
IN WHICH I BRIEFLY RESURFACE
Good morning. Today's MV is the newest song from Ladybaby. Please enjoy, for it is awesome.
Okay, so… I guess I have news or something to talk about, past the jump if you'll join me…
Yeah, I posted a thing, and it's important enough to drop both here and, since I can count you guys on my fingers and have a thumb left over, other places too.
It's said that one of the best ways to improve your writing is to read. It helps expose you to new ideas and styles and can inspire you. It's also said that it's easier to define why something is bad than why something is good. Declaring something to be bad usually has very concrete reasoning behind it, while declaring something to be good can be a lot more nebulous.
As you know by now, I am in the process of writing Markiplier Saves Equestria...or I was, until I scrapped everything I had written so far because I had another emotional breakdown. It wasn't much, and most of it was utter dogshite, but it's gone.
With the way things are now, I can't even begin to get my head clear and think straight. This is not the mood you want to be in when writing an upbeat, tongue-in-cheek HiE comedy about Mark Fischbach.
Deleting a bunch of old painfully awkward crap
When you stop writing, fuck you chemistry
I can’t breeeaathe
First draft:
Frazzle leaned over and lapped at her tea, eyes up to watch Izzy work. She winced at the clattering from in there.
Second draft:
Frazzle leaned over and lapped at her tea, eyes up to watch Izzy work. She levitated the books with great care, but when she headed for the bathroom Frazzle winced at the clattering from in there.
Third draft:
I thought up a story idea and started writing randomly once. Do you guys think its any good whatsoever?
Holy shit... I know I shouldn't be panicking and I probably need to calm down, but its just to much... Its as if a few minutes ago I was with my friends getting ready to go down the ledge and then I was plummeting down and smashed my head on a rock... My head... Their was a a bandage on it... Oh my god... Oh no, no, no, no, no... Who could have done this? Why would any pony do this!
This goes it to a certain nasty cock-slut, I can't confirm that you are listening, but my fanfic seems like it would be right up your alley.
I'm looking for guitar parts. I want to do a project to keep myself busy, possibly make a video of me doing it, however likely or unlikely it might be for me to do. You can find right-handed parts anywhere with no problem. However, the one I'm looking at modifying is a left-handed one, of which parts are scarce and hard to come by, meaning they usually have to be imported from an international country. That can cost a fortune. None of the general websites I've searched have got what I want.
If you’re a frequent reader of my blogs and stories (who is though?) you may notice a bit of discrepancy.
There’s a matter of an unusual pronouns, (“Oh, Dashie’s gone, that’s fine. He didn’t matter anyways,” as compared to,”Reinn’s name arose because the creator is bad at names and decided to reshuffle hers to make a new one”) which is already unusual.
Like, I know the show changed directions and overall tone in those seasons. But honestly people, it's been literally years. At worst, it already happened. Also, and this is personal opinion though, any major tonal or directional changes from season 7 to 8 isn't that different from the ones from season 3 to 4, or even back at the departure of Lauren Faust from 1 to 2.
Once again, playing the bullshit game with my readers.... if I still have any. In either case, more work will be done on 'AGHD.' Mostly minor changes and cleaner, smoother flow. Also, as he's gained more of a personality, I've realized I've made him too 'dense' without actually giving clues as to WHY he's acting this way. So, yeah, that should make it more interesting as well as add more pony flavor to what's essentially become human MLP with cosmetic changes. Hopefully this will get me off my