Hospitalisation · 4:56pm Jul 19th, 2020
I have voluntarily admitted myself to hospital as a health risk to myself and others, specifically my mother, with whom I have a barely functional relationship that causes us both a great deal of distress. Bluntly speaking, though without specifics, I have had thoughts about hurting myself, hurting her, killing myself and her, and due to my current living conditions and family situation, I do not feel safe at home anymore.
I wish to be better. I do not want these thoughts and I certainly don't want to act on them. I feel guilty for telling her that I don't wish to see her right now, but I know I shouldn't feel it; I need space, she needs to understand how serious my condition may be. I don't know how long I will be staying here or what my accommodation may be after my time in the mental health ward, but I don't have access to the Internet on my laptop for the time being, so there's will be absolutely no progress on anything for the time being.
Seeing a psychologist has helped but the antidepressants haven't kicked in yet, aren't due to affect me until the fourth week at least -- currently my second week on them. I hope this visit will give me a more rigorous pathway forward into a functioning lifestyle.
I'm glad you're seeking help for such serious problems. I hope the Anti-depressants provide the help you need to better combat this. It's tough, but I;m sure you've made the right choice and will get through.
Take care of yourself.
I know what you're going through man. So if you ever want to talk to someone who knows what you're going through just Dm me
You're a good person and a hugely valued friend, and I'm here if you want or need to talk.
Please don't give up. We're pulling for you, and you're doing the right thing.
Stay safe bro
I'm glad you haven't done anything you'd regret, but I also hate that it came to this. :/ Take care of yourself.
Oh, dear. I'm sorry you're having such troubles, and good luck to you in overcoming them, and well.
I've been where you've been and I understand. Good luck!
Take care of yourself and I wish you get the help you need.
Please take care of yourself, and if you manage to be able to, keep in touch.
Take care of yourself, Freglz. Stay safe.
Hope you feel better!
Get well
Best wishes Freg, I love all of your work and hope the best
Take care of yourself, man, and stay safe. We're rooting for you.
That is some tragic yet hopeful news, my friend. This is the best way you could have handled a terrible and painful situation. Best wishes for a productive and soothing recovery and a happier, healthier future down the road.
As Patchwork said - we're all in your cheering section.
Oh geez guy, that's rough. I'm sorry you're going through this but I'm glad you have help available and that you've chosen to use it. I think that's a very good sign, and reflects really well on you.
Aw, please take care of yourself. I hope things turn out better.
I wish you well. Hope everything gets better for you!
Dude, I really hope this helps.
I wish only the best upon you.
Please, focus on doing what's right for you right now. Ponies and friends will be waiting for you when you come thought this.
Do what you have to, my friend. I know it's tough, but we're all rooting for you to get better.
It's good that you are getting help. Well wishes and all the best. You are a good person (And friend), and i'm sure things will get better, with time. Stay safe, Freglz.
Be well Freg, I know firsthand just how hard mental health issues can be to overcome and deal with.
Praying for you.
I think you've done the right thing considering what you described. Take care, man. I'll be hoping that things will improve.
Take it easy, Freglz. Be safe, be well.