Why Am I Human?
It has been a rough couple of days for us all here in Ponyville, after that incident with the human child. Especially for Adrian.
I can't even begin to imagine what he is going through right now, after everything else that has happened to him. And now he has to bare the burden of another death.
I tried to remained hopeful and began to use my knowledge and magic to try and find the cause of the childs death. To hopefully ease Adrians mind a little.
So I rushed over to the hospital and asked Doctor Board if I could run a few tests in addition to what they were doing. He said yes and had me suit up in a pair of scrubs before letting me in with his team.
Though I wasn't fully prepared to face and examine a corpse, pony or otherwise.
I felt a slight wave of nausea roll over me when I saw the pale body lying on the operating table, still and lifeless.
Dr. Board asked if I was alright to continue, after taking in a few deep breaths I agreed to go on ahead. I could not let this stop me, in the name of science and friendship.
The medical team was ready and stared at me as I walked up to them and fully explained my intentions and what I wanted to do and look for. Thankfully they all fully understood and acknowledged me, not as a Princess but as a scientist and a very concerned friend.
So Dr. Board stepped up first and made the announcement “Team, we are here today to find the cause of death of an alien life form. We are not here to dissect and study, though proper notes should be made as we perform. All we know is that this is a human child of nine years of age, so keep that in mind. Are we all ready?”
The five nurses and two other docters all nodded yes.
“Are you ready as well, Princess Twilight?”
“Yes Doctor. Yes I am” I replied.
---------- 5 Hours Later, in the Crystal Castle Library ----------
“I hate this!” Rainbow said as she angrily stomped on the hard crystal floor.
“Rainbow! Calm down now!” AJ said to the furious pegasus.
“I can't calm down! I just hate sitting here and doing nothing! We have to help!” Rainbow replied back.
“Rainbow, darling. How can we possibly be of any help in this situation?” Rarity said.
“I dunno! We could scout around the area! I could round up a team of fliers to scour the skies and look for something! You could use your magic to try and find…. Something!” Rainbow said back.
“Simmer down now. I know ya wanna help but right now, we have ta trust Twi and hope she and the docs can find some sorta clue” AJ reassuringly said.
“BUT WHAT ABOUT RIGHT NOW?!?” Rainbow said with a booming voice. “Adrian is sitting in his room, all alone! We have not seen or heard from him at all! Well, most of us that is.” She immediately looked over at Pinkie Pie and Fluttershy, who were both equally depressed looking.
“AND! To make matters worse! According to Nightingale, he has not been sleeping either! I just can't sit here while my friend is like this! I just can't!” Rainbow finally finished as she took to the air and flew around in circles, mumbling to herself.
“I…. I know Rainbow. I know” AJ weakly said as she stared at the ground in silence.
---------- Upstairs, In Adrians Room ----------
I spoke to the Gryphon King one last time before my departure to the next lands. In this last discussion, the King spoke to me about a very tender subject of his race. It was about the lineage of children born from mixed races. In all birthings, the children have always been either the race of the mother or the father, but never mixed since the genes never seemed to emerge fully.
However, he has personally witnessed a very rare birthing of a mixed race child, which they call a Hippogriff. They are born only through a male gryphon and a pony mare, though the king did admit that most likely any mare could give birth. Be it zebra, donkey, or otherwise.
It is a tender subject only because many gryphons saw the Hippogriff race as a bastard race and the few times in the past when they were born, were almost immediately hunted down and killed. Mostly out of fear since, according to the King, Hippogriffs are far stronger and faster than the parent races.
But such practice has been banned ever since the last king took the throne, since his brother was one such child. Though, sadly, the fear still remains in the stories of Hippogriffs and the union between gryphon and ponies. So, as far as the King is aware, the only remaining Hippogriff is the previous kings brother who currently lives atop a mountain in the east.
And that, is where I am headed. I am very curious as to find out just how powerful a flier he is. Since I have already learned of flight from the dragons (see previous book, Chapter IV, Sub Section VIII), Pegasi, Breezies, and Gryphons. The only other creature that I wish to study, in terms of flight, is the manticore. I am curious if those wings allow it to fly or are for some other use.
My initial observations on that subject is that in the past manticores were either much smaller or had far larger wings, but the future generations have not had a need for them and are outgrowing their use for them.
I placed my bookmark in the crack of the book as I finished the page before closing it. I let the silver book rest in my lap as I stared at my wall again in utter silence. Not like there wasn't plenty of things making noise around me, of course, but I just chose to ignore them and let the silence wash over me like a cold rain at night.
I am not even aware what day it is today. All I can think about is, well, everything bad that has happened to me. I am only briefly aware that Artemis and Maelstrom have been successfully fending for themselves for food, since I sure as hell haven’t eaten anything.
But all those thoughts keep me busy and every second that I sit here and stare at my walled room, I feel like I am back on Earth and drowning in that well all over again and again and again.
So I had decided to pick up the silver book and read it since I had easily read through the last of Dragon Heart already.
I had even tried to practice the spell Star Swirl made that allows non-pegasi to fly (all three variations of it) but the second I tried to will my body to move, I found myself as heavy as a mountain and refusing to move. So I simply gave up trying and remained anchored to my spot.
I just feel so……
Pathetic.
Just sitting here, like a lump. Consumed by my past and letting the present slip on by.
I hate it.
I hate it so much, and that is why I feel so numb right now.
No sadness. No grief. No empathy. No cares or worries. Nothing.
Just me and my thoughts…..
KNOCK KNOCK
I just sighed as I acknowledged the fact the door was knocking again. Probably Pinkie Pie or Fluttershy trying to cheer me up…. Again.
“Adran?” I heard Pinkie Pie lightly say.
In all honesty, it was starting to annoy me that she was giving me no quarter every single day. I just want to be alone, is that so hard to ask?
So, like before, I replied with silence as I endlessly stared in front of me, not even seeing a wall anymore. Just a black void, almost like if I had my eyes closed.
“I…. I just wanted to let you know that Twilight should be back soon. We just got a letter from here saying so. I think she might have good news!” Pinkie tried to say with a happy tone. But I could easily tell that it was a failing facade.
Thankfully she got the message when I silently replied to her and I heard the faint clicks of hoofs on crystal as she walked off.
Good news? What good news could Twilight possibly find on examining a dead human body?
I don't know why, but hearing the word human in my head was really starting to piss me off and I even found myself clenching my fist in anger.
What good does a human ever bring, dead or alive.
Wait…..
---------- Meanwhile, Downstairs in the Library ----------
“Anything Pinkie?” AJ asked deflated pink party pony.
“No” Pinkie sadly replied.
The entire group let out a collected sad sigh of grief. They were hoping for Adrian to respond this time.
They all sat in silence while a few paced back and forth, thinking away at finding some way to help or do something productive but all their ideas failed in their minds.
“Girls! Girls!” suddenly shouted Spike as he ran in from the front door, out of breath and with a few beads of sweat on his brow.
“Spike? What's wrong?!” AJ spoke up first as the other girls gathered around the panting dragon.
“Good news! Twilight said she found something big just now and had me run over here since she guessed another letter wouldn't arrive til later. Since, you know, Derpy is at home sick” Spike said.
“Poor thing” Rarity commented as she remembered when the gray pegasus came crashing through the door the next day and tried to see him but all she got was silence from him as well. She was part of the group until she worried herself sick and was put to bed at home.
“Well Spike? What did Twi find?” AJ asked.
“Right, lets see” Spike stuck out his tongue a bit as he reached behind him and pulled out a few rolled up parchments and started looking through them. “Ah! Here it is! It says here that Twilight found-”
“GOD DAMMIT!” Adrians voice bellowed out as it overtook all thoughts the group downstairs had.
They eyed the doors leading upstairs as it quickly slammed open and they saw Adrian furiously walk past them, with an equally worried Artemis and Maelstrom right behind him.
He ignored all of the as he charged through the front doors and out into Ponyville, though he was quickly joined by his friends as they chased after him.
“Adrian! Adrian! Where in tarnations are you going?” AJ quickly and loudly asked as she tried to keep pace with the human.
“I am going for a walk…. Alone” He replied as he put emphasis behind each word.
“Where?!” AJ asked again.
“In the Everfree Forest” he boldly declared which made the group gasp out in surprise.
“Why in the world are you going into that dreadful place?” Rarity asked this time.
“So I can be alone without you pestering ponies! Thats why!” Adrian loudly said as he suddenly stopped and whipped his body around to shout. The group behind him skidded to a halt for two reasons. One, because of the suddenness of everything and two, because they saw the look on his face and it scared them.
Strangely though, when he saw their scared faces he seemed surprised and scared as well but he quickly turned back around and quickened his pace out of town.
……….
They all stood there in utter shock for a solid minute before they heard Fluttershy start to cry a bit and that is what snapped them out of their current stupor.
“What should we do? I have never seem him like this before” Rarity commented.
“Do y'all think we should get Twi?” AJ asked.
“I hate to say it, but I think we should. She may be one of the only ponies here who can calm him down now. Lets go!” Rainbow said and began to fly. Rarity and AJ followed but they quickly noticed that Pinkie and Fluttershy remained motionless.
“Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy! Come on, we gotta move it!” AJ said but failed to stir them.
“I…. can't move” Fluttershy squeaked out in between sobs. “I just can't, not after seeing him so angry at me”
At this she broke down a little more and began to cry a bit. The orange mare sighed as she gently put a reassuring hoof around her shoulders and pulled her in for a hug.
“I can't blame you sugarcube, I can't blame you” AJ replied as she stared off into the distance where Adrian left to.
---------- 30 Minutes Later, in the Everfree Forest ----------
“FUCK!”
“SHIT!”
“DAMMIT!”
I repeatedly shouted those and various other curse words as I barreled through the forest, punching trees, kicking at whatever was lying on the ground, and even picking up rocks and chucking them as hard as I could.
I was certainly thrown for a loop when my world quickly shifted from starring into the void of my mind to smashing my way through the forest. My magic was a storm inside my body as it flared up and overflowed out of me and into the world before me.
I was almost reminded of how I felt when I was having my nightmares, except the anxiety of the situation made it feel worse since this was reality. I felt a small portion of this before when I get mad or angry before, but now.
Now, this wasn't simple anger or being upset. No, this must have been rage and I hated it.
I hated feeling like this, so helpless and so weak. I hate the fact that everything seems to go against me and I have to suffer for it.
I hate seeing all these things die before my eyes.
I hate making everyone worry about me.
I hate not knowing anything about everything.
But most of all, right now, I hate myself.
I hate being human.
“GAH! DAMMIT! DAMMIT ALL TO HELL!” I shouted as I punched another large tree, but this time I left a crater in it as I moved onto the next one.
With each passing tree, my punches and kicks grew stronger and stronger and my magic was starting to emerge without me consciously summoning it. Some trees had all their bark blown off thanks to a shock punch while I blew a mini-tornado with a kick of my feet. I had not blown fire yet but sometimes I felt like I was drooling lava since my spittle was fiery hot.
All the while, Artemis and Maelstrom watched from a distance as I continued on with my tantrum and both stared at me in silence.
But I simply didn't care right now, nothing mattered to me but my hatred and sorrows.
Before I knew it, I ended up in a familiar part of the forest though not one of happy memories. I was back at the small mountain where I saved Fleetfoot and killed Artemis's pack.
Remembering that triggered another spike of hatred to pulse inside of my heart and I ran towards that mountain and roared as loud as I could, my spittle flying everywhere and sizzling whatever they touched, even causing a few leafs and patch of grass to light on fire.
When I got as close as I could, I stood right where the Alpha and I dueled. Nothing had changed. The rock wall was still piles of rubble, scorch marks still scattered the ground, and a few pieces of wood were still littered here and there.
I had to cradle my head with my hands as the emotion of the memory flooded me and I started thinking of everything bad that followed this tragedy.
Fearing my relationship with Derpy, Discord using his magic on me, learning about the books, going back home and witnessing my grave, realizing I killed my mother, all the nightmares, almost losing Nightingale, finding out I had a daughter, hurting those three punks, and finally watching a child of my world die in my arms.
Why?
Why?!
“WHY!” I angrily shouted as I threw electro balls at the mountain, never easing up as I threw them like baseballs without aim. Rocks, pebbles, and debris scattered into the wind and a new wall of dust slowly covered me, but I did not care.
Though when one of those rocks did hit me, I stopped throwing and instead shouted again. But this time, I shouted Dragons Fire instead of words and the fire was a scorching inferno as I saw rocks melt and steam start to rise from the melting pit in front of me.
Some time passed before my voice died down, and with it the fire that left a huge whole in the side of the mountain, which was smoking high into the air.
“Papa?” Maelstrom timidly asked.
“Stay there Maelstrom, stay away from me right now. I don't want to hurt you” I briefly said with my back turned to her.
“But, Papa” she tried to say again but I turned around and yelled again.
“I SAID STAY THERE!”
Both of them flinched as those words left my vile mouth and I angrily grasped at my own face, to try and shut it up and take them back. But the damage was done and I knew it. I became even more angry at myself and started to punch the hole I just made, ignoring the pain from the heat.
My anger rose even higher when a few small patches of rock from above started to fall and hit me, so I of course started swatting them away like flies but each punch just built up my rage.
“ADRIAN!” I heard a voice call out.
Turning around with eyes clouded by hate, I saw Twilight standing there with a worrisome look on her face, but she was not the voice that called me. It was Celestia, who stood behind her, who had said my name.
“Adrian! Please! Listen! I found something that will help explain what happened to Luke!” Twilight spoke this time as she took a couple steps forward.
“STAY AWAY FROM ME!” I shouted at her. But she did not back away.
“I know your hurt and I know that none of us can understand what your going through, but at least let me tell you this!” Twilight begged of me.
I did not feel like listening but at the same time I did not say no, either do to something within me calming me down enough or I simply did not care. Either or, the silence lead her to continue talking.
“The first thing I want to tell you is that you had nothing to do with his death!” Twilight said, though I did have to admit that within my fuzzy head what she said intrigued me enough to stay still.
“I did a few scans and tests and compared them against your own scans Doctor Feathers did and we found out that he died due to our world killing him or more specifically, our worlds natural magic” she said. “Think of it like breathing air, on Earth he was fine since his body was born to it but the second he appeared here Equus's magic was trying to conform to him but it was too strong and ended up slowly killing him instead”
“It was simply his body reacting to magic, but also doubled over the fact that we also discovered that his body was already weak and dying due to something in his body. We are not sure what is was though, it was almost like a disease was growing inside his lungs. But that is not important right now, what is important is that you had nothing to do with his death and there was nothing any of us could of done for him”
“Which also brings up something amazing! If it was not for you already having magic in you, you could of most likely ended up the same way. So thanks to that, you are alive and healthy! Isn't that great?” Twilight finished up explaining.
But instead of relief, I only grew more enraged and I gathered my strength and punched the mountain again, which spooked the two mares.
“WHY? WHY DID YOU THINK THAT WOULD CHEER ME UP?!” I shouted at them, which loudly echoed back to them due to the hole.
“How does that help me deal with the fact that someone DIED IN MY ARMS?! How does that help comfort me when I have had so much death surround me? How does any of that explain everything that has happened to me? Explain it to me! WHY! WHY!” I voice exploded as I punched the rocks again.
“I… I don't know….. I was just trying to help….” Twilight sadly replied with as I heard a stack of papers smack against the dirt.
“Adrian, why are so angry?” Celestia calmly asked me.
At this, I snapped back around and leaped forward so that I was a bit closer “WHY? Why am I angry?! I am angry because I hate everything! I hate that all my life, nothing ever seems to go right!”
“I hate that no matter what I do, how nice I am, how I follow the rules, how I just be myself and do what is right, NOTHING GOOD EVER HAPPENS!”
“I follow my heart and confess my love to a girl I liked and not only does she reject me but thought I was being a stalker and has me beaten up! I was being nice and gave money to a homeless person who only then used it to buy drugs and in his drugged up state killed a person! I was always made fun off since I had no parents and was a tall freak in school! Because my father abandoned us, I was treated like a bastard son in my family and got no help when I was all alone!”
“But I still found the good in things and tried my best to be happy for others since I liked helping people! Then I get dragged to this crazy world and kill an entire pack of wild animals, made a large number of friends cry and become sad, and learned that I was the one who killed my mother!”
“Then I also get dumped all the responsibilities and duties of a parent when clearly I was not ready for it nor did I want it! Then do to fate or whatever I find a magical book that buffs me up, the same books by the way which almost caused a war and many innocents to die, which accidentally made me hospitalize three people! Oh and almost getting jailed for that as well, and now finally I had to sit and watch as an innocent young boy die in my arms and now I know that I was helpless in that regard as well!”
“So please tell me why I should not be angry! Cause every breath I take seems to be a sin in the eyes of two worlds! AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY!” I breathlessly explained as I picked up a medium sized boulder and heaved it at the mountain.
“I don't understand why all of this shit happened to me!” I picked up a smaller boulder and chucked it.
“I want to know why I am cursed!” Another small boulder split against the mountain.
“I WANT TO KNOW WHY!” I used picked up the biggest boulder I could find and strained a bit as I tossed it, though it fell short and cracked open on another rock in the ground.
“I just want to know…. I just want…. To know…..” I tried to say but I finally felt myself being exhausted a bit and I fell to my knees while my body shook. I was shaking cause all my rage seemed to fuel these next few words.
“I want to know what I did wrong to deserve all this” I finally admitted but instead of shouting it, I barely spoke loud enough to hear over the wind that seemed to refill the void in the mountain. And now I could feel cold tears start to sting my eyes, so I reacted by bringing the palm of my hands up to my eyes and crying against them.
“What did I do wrong? I just want to know what I did wrong” I blabbered out as my tears poured down my face and with every crying breath, I felt the rage inside of me leave but in its place was nothing. I felt so hollow inside and it made me feel even worse.
Against my will, I turned my head to the two mares behind me and with great sorrow and pain, I asked “Please, help me”
In the fraction of a second I had two sets of hooves and wings surrounding me and wrapping me up in a warm hug. (Whether it was warm due to Celestia or them, I didn't really bother to ask)
“Artemis? Maelstrom?” I weakly asked as I looked around for them.
POOF
“PAPA! PAPA!” Maelstrom lovingly called out to me as she hugged my chest, wetting my already damp shirt with her own tears while Artemis curled up in between my legs. So, suffice to say, I was in a giant hug ball.
But I now welcomed it as I hugged my daughter in turn “I am so sorry Maelstrom, I didn't mean to yell at you” I said to her and just as quickly I brought her up and placed many kisses on her head.
At this she made a bizarre sound between sobbing and laughing since my kisses were tickling her and I am not sure if it was the sound or her, but I felt a small fraction of heat blossom in that empty void inside of me and I suddenly felt lighter then air and happier than I have been in days.
“I love you Papa” Maelstrom said as she kissed my chin, since it was the closest thing she could reach.
I felt that warmth surge again and I could not help but smile while I cried like a fountain.
“I love you so much Maelstrom” I said to her, which of course caused her to snuggle up even closer. “I love you as well Artemis” I said to my little hunter, who gave me a happy howl in return. “And I love you Twilight” I said to the smaller alicorn “And, of course, I love you too Celestia”
I chuckled a bit as I rambled on “And I love everyone in Ponyville and in Canterot and everyone else I have met. I love everyone so much” at this I lost my smile though and replaced it with sobs as I tried to speak more “And….. and I am so sorry that I made you all worry about me again. I just…. I-I just...”
“Shush now Adrian, no more words. Ok?” Celestia gently whispered into my ear as she readjusted herself around me.
With that I silently nodded since my voice was caught in my throat and I simply cried it all out in our little circle.
I never want to feel all that rage ever again. Never again.
---------- 45 Minutes Later, Back in the Castle Library ----------
“GIRLS! GIRLS!” I shouted as I clumsily barged through the front doors and into the library. Once I was fully standing again I looked around and saw the shocked faces of the five other girls and even Spike.
“Oh thank goodness your all here!” I said as I rushed over and gathered them all up in a group hug, though I think they were all too shocked to move or say anything at this point and I don't blame them.
“I am so sorry everyone, I never meant to scare you like that. I don't know if you can but please, can you ever forgive me?” I asked of them all.
“Do-does this mean your not angry at us anymore?” Fluttershy quietly asked while trying to hide under her long mane.
“I was never angry at any of you, I was just angry at myself and a few other things. But never at you, I could never be that angry with any of you. I promise” I honestly told them.
“Pi-Pinkie Promise?” Pinkie Pie asked with a glint of hope in her eyes.
I gave out a slight chuckle before I gently set them all them as I moved my right hand over “Cross my heart, hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my-” I was about to finish before Pinkie threw a frosted cupcake right into me “-eye”
Though I was now blinded I could hear the puff of her mane re-forming moments before I was struck hard with a Pinkie hug “Good, cause you know what will happen if you break a Pinkie Promise!” was all she said before she snuggled up to me and breathed a sigh of relief. “I'm really happy that you don't hate me big brother”
“Don't worry Pinkie, I will always love you. Just like I love all of you girls and that is why I wanted to say sorry to you. After I calmed down, I wanted to make sure you all knew that” I explained to them all. At this a few of them blushed a bit but Fluttershy and Rainbow came over for a hug as well.
“Aw shoot sugarcube, glad to hear yer all better now. But don't make us worry like that again, ya'hear?” AJ said with serous look on her face.
“I'll try not to” I said in reply, which made the apple farmer smile again.
“Oh my! Adrian! I must tell you something important!” Rarity suddenly spoke up.
“Yes Rarity?” I said in return.
“You should probably go check up on Derpy, she worried herself sick yesterday about all this and is at home recovering. I think it would mean the world to her if you checked up on her” Rarity explained.
“Oh no! I gotta go, I'll be back! I swear!” I told them before I scrambled to my feet and sprinted back out the door, right past the two princesses. “I'll be back! Checking in on Derpy!” I told the two as I faded off into the distance.
---------- Inside the Castle ----------
“Well, he certainly seems more high spirited. What a wonderful sight” Celestia said as the two of us walked back in.
“Twilight! Princess Celestia!” AJ called out to us as they all ran over to us.
“Hey everypony. Well, it looks like we were successful in getting our Adrian back! Though, not in a way I thought we would” I explained.
“What happened out there? We heard a lot of strange sounds come from the forest after he went in there” Rainbow asked.
“In a moment my little ponies, first we must discuss something important. This is what the three of us discussed in the forest after Adrians rage subsided, though you might not like what he has decided to do” Celestia said as we gathered in a circle.
---------- Outside on the streets in Ponyville ----------
Making quick turns left and right, I was a flurry of wind and legs as I sped down the rows of houses to find the one I was looking for. Which came up very fast, much sooner than I expected, so much so that I had to skid to a halt which resulted in me looking like a rag-doll flopping around in the dirt. But that didn't stop me as I recovered and quickly made my way up to her room.
The second I opened the door I was already panting for air while I saw, lying in bed, was Derpy fast asleep in a peaceful manner. I stood completely still as I caught my breath and calmed myself back down, so as to not accidentally wake her from her slumber.
Once I was calm and collected, I softly made my way over to her and used my hand to feel her forehead. It was only slightly warm, which was a good sign since it was not burning hot. I saw a rag and bucket full of water sitting next to the bed, so I rung out the rag first before gently cleaning off any sweat then placing a cool, lightly wet rag on her forehead.
For a few minutes I repeated the cycle of ringing, wetting, and placing the rag on her forehead and it was already bringing down her fever a little. During this cycle task, I found myself growing sleepier and sleepier and I now remembered that I had not slept a wink in three whole days. Guess it decided to finally catch up on me.
So I did the rag trick one more time and left it on her forehead before I bent over and kissed her cheek “I hope you can forgive me as well Derpy and know that when you wake up, things will be different and hopefully better for all” I said before letting out a huge yawn.
Lowering my body so that my head was lying next to her front leg, I relaxed my body and found a comfy spot to sit and lye and the second I hit the sweet spot my body just seemed to shut down and I could feel the blanket of sleep start to cover me. But with one final breath I said “Everything is going to be alright, Derpy. I promise”
'Though, you might not like what I have to say in the end'
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That had me tearing up.
Not sure where Derpy was, but they could try to get her, maybe she would be able to help him a bit.
Did he really believed that? Why???
I wasn´t going to cry, but I admit him having a hard time, was worth it, I really liked this chapter, and we got to see a bit of his power again.
Honestly for a moment I somehow thought you would give me a reason to hate it, that Twilight had to examine the Human child, but since he was already dead, and they did it for him, it was okay. On the other Hand, now they have even more informations about his body, and can help him faster if he needs the help.
.......I have a bad feeling.
I somehow think he has the weird idea to go on an adventure, that has more or less no real reason, and no one of his ponyville friends, not even Derpy is going to have contact to him for ten chapters at least. (I say no reason, because I can´t think of something that would change because of that).
Well I liked that chapter, but the end leaves behind a bad aftertaste. I just have the feeling that I won´t like his decision.
HOLY MotherFUCKBUCKET NACHOS!!!!
This was AWESOME!!!!!!
Y'know with everything that's occurred during his time in Equestria I'm surprised he's kept it all pent up until now. He seriously needed to vent ( in this case, obliterating a damn MOUNTAIN!) I wonder after this will he consider going into exile in order to control his power and emotions. That or fall to the dark side (FOR TEH EMPRESS!)
God man why did you have to make me cry, damn it, only a small percentage of fics have really strong emotions in there chapters, but this one here actually takes the cake, because after the boys death i couldn't stop thinking about it, even in school fuckin hell man.
6470245 read 'to make the moon my own' you....will....cry....
The cupcake pinkie through was cupcake flavor. That is all.
Bad Adrian. No suicide allowed.