I'm full of feelings · 3:04am Oct 13th, 2019
They aren't all that great. Spoilers:
I make a point of not being sorry for stuff, but for this I actually am.
It's not that I'm being particularly hard on myself for letting people down (I do feel I am, but in this case I know I kind of have to and I'm not going to kick myself for it), but that there are things on here I want to do, want to write, want to create... because it's FUN for me. It's a chance for me to unwind, let my hair down, and not give a fuck. I absolutely LOVE not giving a fuck. But...
You may have noticed that, right after the finale, I published a story.
The premise is simple: what if the ponies didn't win against Cozy, Chrysalis, and Tirek? What if the wendigoes moved in and turned the world into a frozen wasteland?
Okay A bit late to the party for this one but this...episode..."Royal Problem" opens a whole new world of possibilities and new fanfic Idea....What If Spike gets called for a friendship problem? You decide...and send me the links to the fanfics you created.
I will talk more about my mental condition from now on. I am not sure how most of my followers will react to this, when I often write blog entries like this that aren't about my writing or Equestria analysis, but about my mental health. But you don't need to read these kinds of blog entries if you find them annoying or even feel of them as drama, I won't demand this from you, so if you don't want to read them, just ignore them.
I have woken up today and things have taken a turn for the worse. In the most horrible way I can imagine. I lack the strength to say much about it now, about the reason, the mental strength to say much. And talking about it is very painful, because of the emotions involved.....
I still try and help people with their story submission problems and the like, but if you're having troubles with your story getting on the site, can you please tell me which story it is first? I can't go digging for the thing and find that all of your stories are approved and that your problem means nothing. If I know the story, I can check it really quick rather than waste time.
Thanks.
Is currently playing hell on my sleeping schedule.....
I've slept till 4 in the afternoon for the last week
I may not be single anymore but that doesn't mean I can't still partake in the ice creme
So my spine is getting worse every day, my left leg is starting to give out while my right leg just hurts more and more every day. Breathing is still a battle of willpower and constant reminder that "Breath. OW, BREATH, OW" is just the way life has to be. I've been struggling through work because I have literally no other way to pay my bills but it is getting to near impossible for me to work anymore. If it continues to get worse (which is kind of the thing with this disease) I'll be out
Why did I write Futa Princest? Why? Feature Box brings the mean commenters! NO!
I'll be under the couch if you need me.
Me, hiding under couch with food supply, secretly glad people liked my story, but still not reading the comments.
It's weird to think that we won't get any more weekly reactions for FiM episodes. Granted, there's another movie in the works, as well as G5, but it won't be the same. Oh, well.
It goes without saying that there are spoilers ahead, so read at your own risk.
Inspired by the blog posts made by SuperPinkBrony12, I've decided to make a blog post of my own! In "The Last Problem", there were a lot of scenes that showed what happened after "The Ending of the End". Here are my top 11 favorite moments in "The Last Problem"that caught be by surprise or answered some of my questions. (From 11 to 1 = least to best)
11. Angel's Little Bunnies
Our dog Remington just died about a hour ago and we finished burying him. Im sad
You think writing 5000 words is a damn good chapter and you see people regularly spit out 20k on fics you really enjoy
Curse other and their productivity
My shock about her sudden leave is lessening and I can think clearer again. I was able to identify a few reasons why she suddenly blocked me without warning.
Okay, writing clop is actually hard as ffff. I have a newfound respect for smut/clop authors, who can write fuckin' litanies of fucking with ease. Let it be said though, I'm kinda satisfied with what I made, but how good it actually is, is pretty much up to the judgement of you guys, so go ahead and take a look at my shameful pride.
I've only written two thousand words into the next chapter of The Roses of Success. I used to be able to pull off writing a full chpater from scratch in less than a day, but now I have school, and homework, and I just don't have another thousand words in me.
I know what's stopping me from writing, and I have an idea of how to fix it. I'll explain in more depth soon, but I have to finish math class and watch the debate for homework, so I wouldn't hold my breath if I were you.
Yes, as the title states, I may be putting my writing under a temporary hiatus. The reason why, is that in about 10 days from the posting of this blog, I'll be moving from my current home, and need to start paying for rent, electric, and internet myself, though with the help of a roommate. As you would probably assume, the first two are far more important than the third.