Hey there! Quick lil update for those of you who were wondering where I went...

I've taken a month-long hiatus thus far, and in that span of time, I've been seeking therapeutic counsel and taking medication. Also, I've been spending more time with friends and family as a way to cope with my depression and anxiety, and I'm happy to say that this has proven effective.

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Hi guys,

Just wanted to give a quick explanation as to why it's taking a while for me to upload the next chapter.

Truth is, I haven't actually started writing it yet. I kinda lost inspiration for a little bit, and when I got it back, I decided that I really needed to plan the next chapter in a lot of detail as it's quite an important part of the story and something that I want to get right. It has to perfect because I want it to inform people as well as possibly help others who need it.

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Have you seen this story in the feature box? It's called "A Thousand Words of Noise". It's one of Monochromatic's newest stories, and to be honest, one of her extremely important ones.

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Wasn't expecting to post here again, but I almost offed myself last weekend, and I found some inspiration for an invader zim fic. It's here if you're interested.

Life Beyond Reason

"LIKE YOUR FATHER, YOU WILL GO THROUGH LIFE MAKING MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE, HOLDING ON TO THINGS THAT DON'T EXIST! MAYBE YOU JUST HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM HURT! RUN AWAY BECAUSE IT WORKS! NO MORE SAND BETWEEN OUR TOES! NO MORE OCEANS - ONLY THE LONELIEST OF CITYSCAPES AND SOLITUDES FOR YOU TO ROT AWAY!"

1. I moved to Tumblr where I post blogs about Balan, my comfort character. I even made friends there who are also fans of Balan.

2. I'm focusing on writing my 4th fanfiction, Journeys with Balan. 2 chapters are already published, available to read in FFN, Wattpad, and AO3.

3. I'm in the process of healing after going through depression that was worse than I could've ever imagined.

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I know it's a couple days late, but I was seriously in awe about recent events to process everything. Considering what I was originally planning for the Furry Foray Festival Contest, I was honestly really disappointed with myself for only getting three-fifths of my project completed in time. In addition, some personal conflicts regarding my writing motivations and private commissions left me in a really depressed state for

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There are several things I wish to address in this blog post, the first and foremost of which is the reason why I took down my latest story, Let Me Forget.

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Yeah... I'm not gonna lie, I was really hesitant to make this blogpost after being silent for so long. But since I haven't made any updates since last year, it's only fair I explain myself.

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Hey all!

I've been abscent for a while so I should probably give you an update on things. Firstly, I'm still planning to continue both Family and Tomb Kings of Equestria, I really do want to write that battle scene.

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I'm a bit nervous, but I know that I got this. I wholeheartedly hope that there will be no interruption or cutoff of internet connection. 🙏🏻

I don't know if it's depressing or not that I've been working on the same story since 2011 and because it's been re-written so many times I've only made it 9 chapters in.

Next June will mark 10 years since it's inception.

I'm not even joking

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Hey fimfiction. It’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on here. Not since June. It’s wild how much things can actually change in five months. I decided to post on here because when it comes to spilling my non-story thoughts, this is definitely my safe place (thank you MLP fandom for that).

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Before I say anything let me preface this with a statement warning that this blog will talk about depression and suicide. If that is something your either uncomfortable about or cant handle this is the point that you should stop reading and move on.

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Good day/night, people! I'm still alive and kicking, not to worry. Working on a new story as we speak.

Here have a look-see:

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I have decided to seek help from a professional. I have signed up for individual psychotherapy and I will expect their call in the next couple of days for a brief screening.

I've been thinking about this for a very long time and I've been apprehensive because of how expensive it is, but anything is better than nothing. Since I've been saving a lot of income, I'm going to spend some of it for useful purposes and therapy is going to be one of them.

Applejack is a farm girl... I mean farm mare that works long hours. Does she show signs of workaholism? So what is the difference between a work addiction and a healthy work ethic?

This video was made due to popular demand... 2 years after the fact. Hallelujah!

I have a lot of diagnosis. Bipolar type two. High Functioning Autism Spectrum Disorder. Gender Dysphoria. Attention Deficit Disorder. Executive Dysfunction Disorder. Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. These are fun as they all mix together in just the most fun ways. Can't pay attention because of the ADD, can't force through it because of the EDD, Don't have people in part thanks to ASD, in a depressive swing downwards thanks to the Bipolar, and fucking stressed because of all of that and the

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2023 is almost over.

Quite a few things have happened.

I got a new job and my mental health has improved since then.

I've been creating again after over a year of nothing. I'm hoping to sell at a con just to say I tried.

I also got engaged.

I've felt like a failure, merely existing. I hated it. Feeling the way I did absolutely sucked. Now I'm slowly finding myself again. I'm doing a little better now.

I'm thankful I'm still alive.

Long story short as you may have noticed my stories and blogs have been few and far between this month compared to the few months prior.

So I wanted to let you know why:

I have been having some personal issues in the mental health department and other issues IRL. (And no I won’t elaborate.)

And when I have been online my focus has been on The Sunset x Sunset competition that was going on in my Sunset x EG villains competition group.

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