A Visual Timeline of MrNumbers Mental Health · 8:25pm Feb 1st, 2018
October 16: House destroyed by termites, have not yet made the decision to drop out of university
December 10: Mental health ward declares brother 'fine'. He'll try to blow up a TV station two weeks from now. Completely rebuilding house. Have at least dropped out of university. Have not yet made WholesomeRage.
January 13: Making money on commissions. WholesomeRage has most of its current articles online at this point.
I was insanely productive.
January 27: I'm gotten into a new relationship and am kind of coming to the fact that, now that I'm healthy and shit, and feel positive emotions rather than just negative ones, I'm kind of bisexual now I guess???
I've written a screenplay in the two weeks since. I'm still writing articles. The final, human-rewrite of Mare Who Once Lived on the Moon is being completed with the help of Monochromatic. I'm no longer agoraphobic so I just kind of... keep going out and seeing friends and doing things as well just because I can for the first time as an adult. I even go to the furniture store to pick out new furniture, which I can afford to pay for with money I've made from commissions, holy shit.
Obviously I look fucking exhausted. Gonna take a break for a few days.
Today, February 2nd:
Do your eyes keep changing size? They look smaller in each picture.
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Numbers transforms from anime character to normal human bean
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My eyes are a really good immediate day-to-day 'tell' as to how messed up I am.
For reference, here they were mid-semester last year:
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Pretty good day, but still had huge pupils, gaunt cheekbones... not great.
Also, look how contorted that smile is. Smiling was hard for some reason, even on... well, an otherwise good day.
Glad to hear you are well. Wish you the best.
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https://twitter.com/JimZub/status/758000632624214016
So wait, this is just since October 2017?
Anyone who says mental health isn’t connected to physical health can go take a MASSIVE DUMP
lookin good my dude
You look damn good at the end. Seems like you have had quite a journey, hope it keeps getting better.
Wooo, good job man, can't wait for the non-pony version of tMWLotM!
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Yeah that recent
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You're like an IRL anime character.
Well, this is just great. Now, I have a small crush.
I'm not 100% sure if it's on you, or on your suit.
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What do you mean by Human rewrite of Mare Who Once Lived on the Moon?
Last time I checked, there wasn't a human tag on that story
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'Moonfic' was always, always meant to be rewritten as original fiction and I'd try to publish it as such.
So that's happening.
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I assume that MrNumbers is rewriting it to deponify the fic, making it eligible for publishing.
EDIT: Damn, ninja'd by the man himself!
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Oh, so when you publish it, it's not going to have any connection to MLP?
4787305 oh ok
Lol he's good like that
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Correct!
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Thanks for playing, though.i.imgur.com/YiYpui8.gif
Congrats!
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You should publish your pony version too! Just like what Pen Stroke did with Past Sins and Abyss with I'll Always Be Here For You
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I got strong legal and ethical qualms with doing that. It's also a big reason why my Patreon is tied to my blog, not my ponyfic.
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Small eyes: the key to healthy living.
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I'm confused what you mean about legal qualms. A bunch of authors publish their pony fics without any legal repercussions
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Also. That thing with the "I'm bisexual now I guess????" I just want to give some advice and don't stress over labels like I did most of two years ago. Now I just call myself "not straight" aka queer. It feels sooo much better to not stress about the small things in life.
But if you aren't questioning it (or stressing over it like my stupid ass) good for you bro. I'm proud you've got your life on track.
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Sure! Because it's a pain in the ass to enforce. But under Fair Use, we're using copyrighted material without permission. As soon as you monetize it, you're kind of sort of towards the darker shades of legal grey, which isn't something I want to follow me into a professional life.
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Not even remotely stressed or caring about the labels, a lot more stressed about the realization I like guys when previously I didn't have an interest.
I'll admit, I was surprised to see a face in my notifications, but I'm glad you are doing better. It's amazing how much change a few months can bring.
4787351 I think your relationship with Aragon would disagree on that point.
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ARAGONS A GUY??!!!!!
4787524 I personally think he's more likely a Ken doll given life.
As a fellow traveler who has gone through the depths and emerged from the other side, CONGRATS!
It's not a thing that is easy to put into words, but anyone who has had a similar experience knows just how good it is to just be happy and feel okay with yourself.
Awwwwwwwww you scrub up real nice.
Shame you had to walk through hell to emerge all suave-like but glad you're better now. Grats on all the personal progress and realisations.
Make sure you tell us all about your non-pony work, your writing is some of the best I've ever read! Seriously, not just saying that.
Also, so many congratulations on getting your life together and improving mental health :) I'm also on an upward track, and I also keep being shocked at how much better I'm doing when compared to how I was, even when there's still progress to make. It's a wonderful feeling. I'm really glad for you.
It is weird what a good haircut can do, eh?
Looking sharp!
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I thought he was a Spanish Province that had grown sapient and started writing absurd blog posts.
Hey, looking good! :D
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