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Dec
17th
2013

I don't know a good title for this blog post · 3:22am Dec 17th, 2013

I'm quitting weed.

I'm done smoking it. I'm done selling it.

I'm so tired of forming relationships based off weed. I'm tired of having fake friends that only care about weed and simply use me to get some and only want to hang out simply cause I have it. I'm tired of always feeling I can't be normal without weed. I'm tired of not ever feeling truly happy.

I've been in this game for too long and I want out cause I'm tired of all the bullshit that comes with it.

I want to feel normal again. I want to feel that happiness as a kid when I was back in elementary. I want a natural, true happiness instead of an artificial one.

I'm tired and I'm done.

Today I have dumped 5 ounces of weed and flushed it down the toilet and threw away all my pieces and bongs. Grinder, papers, scale, everything is now gone.

I'm going to change.

Fuck this shit.

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Comments ( 46 )

POWER TOO YAH!

:pinkiesmile:
That's nice!
Though, the toilet seems to be a usual for things like this.
Anyways.
GOOD LUCK!

Good to hear brother. :twilightsmile:

Cool, pardner :ajsmug:

As someone who has been clean from drugs for almost five years now, I wish for you to know that if you ever need a friend to talk to, I am here for you.

It is not easy, but it is, in my opinion, worth it, to make this choice you have made.

Good on ya, Perro! Hope this choice makes your life a happier one.

As long as the writing quality doesn't go down, idc either way. Don't you smoke weed anyways so you can write your stories like Gamers?

Fuckin amazing man! So happy to hear that!

Being clean and free of drugs is one of the best decisions you'll ever make. Toxins from drugs never go away and they will be permanently in your bodies fat cells. However, you can get rid of them. You don't have to live the rest of your life paying for the mistakes of your past.

Look into Narconon. Google it. They have facilities and programs to help filter the drugs out of your body FOR GOOD. One of the main reasons why people relapse after quitting drugs is because they didn't cleanse their body of the harmful toxins that don't leave just because you stop smoking it.

If you want to feel TRULY clean, look into Narconon. I promise you, if you feel good and powerful just from stopping smoking, then cleansing your body and making it as clean as it was when you were born... that's the next step, and you won't believe how good you'll feel afterwards.

Good luck man. =D

1616684

Fuck you. This isn't about fucking writing and I could care less. My stories and ideas come from my imagination. I don't write cause weed makes me write, I write cause I like it and if you thought I was good now, I'm going to be ten times better.

What you said was the biggest "fuck you" and sir, fuck you too.

Unfollow me and GTFO my page. :twilightsmile:

1616687

I'll look into it. Thanks.

I just hope quitting doesn't negativity effect your writing.

Hey, congratulations on making that decision. It might sound cliched but some thing my mom always told me was "Happiness come from within", I believe in you that you can achieve your own happiness. I believe in everyone here. :scootangel:

I wish I could just drop my vice. But it would cost a lot of money in medical bills to survive the DT's I experienced last time I tried to quit drinking. Good for you bro, I wish you the best of luck.

1616730 Hey I don't mean anything by it. I've just seen people who have been good writers before getting into weed and continued to be good writers well on weed, then when they quit they had a bit of a hard time getting the juices flowing again because their brain associated the effects of weed with coming up with story ideas and the brain was no longer feeling the effects of the weed. So I was just saying that I hope your brain gets the memo about weed no longer required to get story ideas.

1616753

I have written while sober too. Twilight, Never Stop Smiling, The Night's Veil, and have written some of my best chapters for Gam3rs while sober. My brain will get the memo, even if it doesn't want to.

Good on ya!

I hope you find the happiness you're looking for:twilightsmile:

Good for you and good luck:pinkiehappy:

1616760 Ok. Don't get your knickers in a knot.

1616768

Sorry. Too much shit has happened today on a mental and emotional level for me.:applejackunsure:

I'm happy you've made a choice. Just one of the many things that makes us stronger in life. We just don't make them often cause its a hard and usually bitter one.
Don't worry about that happiness. I'm sure you'll find it soon. :twilightsmile:

And as for you, 1616684
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Wow.
Wow.
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Wow.
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1616774:rainbowlaugh:

Greatest movie and he has a point.

Oh my god you could have at least sold those last five ounces, or given them away.

Still, you are making a good choice. Best of luck on this positive life change. :twilightsmile:

1616782 Thought it seemed fitting because you decided to quit weed right when a bunch of shit happens.

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1616783

No. I just had such real shit that went through my head today that made me throw it out.

Cheers to you mate, I hope your choice will indeed improve your life and bring you happiness. Sláinte!

Good on ya mate.
Best of luck.

Good job mon ami. :twilightsmile:

WOW!!!:pinkiegasp: Congrats man.:pinkiehappy:

Neat. God's speed.

You're a hero man!!! :rainbowdetermined2:
Nuff said.

Dragon:moustache:

Great, glad you're done.

Hey, man. Power to you.

Ya got boulders for balls right now man. I get what's going through your head. Many of my closest friends are all big smokers, and it just seems to be all they do, all that ties them together anymore. It hurts to watch. It's one of the biggest reasons I've avoided it (that and I'd like to keep my job). Wish they'd do the same. Best of luck, looking forward to your new works, clear of the haze(every pun intended ;P).

Damn good on ya I know I probably couldn't quit right now even if I tried

:twilightsmile: (Because blog posts don't have a thumbs up.)

I gotta say man, this is kinda unexpected. That being said, I personally will support you in your decision.

Yeah, the wonderful thing about weed is that it's not as addictive as tobacco and alcohol. Good luck man, wish I come to that conclusion soon too.
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--TheRussianBrony

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