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Jan
11th
2019

Another nervous breakdown · 5:24pm Jan 11th, 2019

I've hit another point where my mind has cracked a little.

It's never nice when it happens. As always, there was no one particular trigger. I didn't "snap" and start smashing things, I just hit another of those insidious, exhausting holes that my depression hands me. I can at least feel them coming, and understand that it's chemical and neurophysiological and that all I need to do is ride it out.

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Jan
27th
2020

Unwanted in my own home · 3:49pm January 27th

Being home is nice and I feel relaxed and at-home up until a certain someone enters the premises.

When she does, the air turns cold. That sense of security you should feel within your own home disappears, rots away and is replaced by the aura of unwantedness. As a person living in his father's home, which he pays for and keeps running, to feel unwanted by his other half (thankfully not bound by marriage) is probably the worst, hurtful feeling you can experience. It hurts like hell.

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Jan
12th
2020

(1 of 2) I really need help · 12:44pm January 12th

*HEADS UP - This was written days ago, sometime last week, when my mind was rolling in bad, dark stuff.*

Well, given the day before yesterday’s scare, it put things into perspective for me. Truth is, I never do admit how I’m feeling to anybody because each and every time I’ve tried to tell someone in my family that something is wrong or that I needed help, I always get insulted and / or ignored entirely.

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Jul
29th
2018

Twilight Sparkle Is A Heroic Fascist, or: Why School Daze Part 2 is MLP's Post-Mortem · 11:49pm Jul 29th, 2018

Pictured: Prometheus Sparkle stealing the fire of Friendship from the gods, becoming the ultimate culture hero of all ponydom.

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Jan
14th
2020

I'm On A Roll! · 10:02pm January 14th

Nearly gotten the Regency headcanon done.
Taking longer than I thought but I'm glad everyone's liking it.
And you're going to like this next bit.
Blighters get their comeuppance. Not all the way but it's a good start.
A little catharsis for my group members. Stay awesome everybody! :pinkiehappy:

Nov
11th
2019

Being a Better Writer: Cathartic Characters and Wish Fulfillment · 10:08pm Nov 11th, 2019

All right, readers! Welcome back after another weekend! It’s time for Being a Better Writer once more, and this week we’ve got an interesting topic that I’ve been muddling over in my mind for a while. So it’s a bit of an interesting one.

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Nov
9th
2017

New Story, Of A Gentle And Non-Second Person Nature · 3:50pm Nov 9th, 2017

This is about how my week has felt...

Yeah, it's about Celestia. No, pic is not related.

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Oct
15th
2019

Birthday Treat · 12:32pm Oct 15th, 2019

Well, me being the birthday boy but the treat being for all of my watchers.
The very cathartic scene recently when Princess Celestia got her point across to a troublesome Countess.
Most Eloquently...

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Jun
22nd
2020

What I'm like in real life + quiet place to open up about insecurities · 6:05pm June 22nd

I ain't mature, I ain't smart, I ain't as humorous as younger me, I ain't a wise man, and I certainly ain't a good vocalist. However, I do my best and try what I can, even if I enter a period of very low self-loathing afterwards at the results that ensue.

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Jul
21st
2020

These dreams about a person I know keep occurring. I don't like talking about this subject at all, but it worries me. (Warning: vent post for getting it off my mind and trying to feel better about it, which I don't.) · 4:44am July 21st

I probably have mentioned it before, and it is a topic I purposely avoid for certain reasons, but I do have dreams. Not the kind I'd like, but ones that either rub me the wrong way or they rattle an emotion deep inside of me that I try to block out. These dreams aren't nightmares, full of scary things that'll make anybody scream and want to hide in their sheets, but rather the opposite. They stir up strong anxiety instead of true fear.

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