Time To Admit My Problem

I've gotten addicted to writing angst cuddles and HiE stories.

And I feel that it will lead to some bad times if I don't stop.

I've kinda got addicted to my own crack. It's like I've cracked a code. Plot. Strong Character. Angst. Cuddles. Regina going ga-ga over the beats and my own prose. Make it pretty. Make it hurt.

I can't stop snorting my own product, holy shit.

It's all Zamairiac's fault, too! Really, it's his. I read and re-read a few of his HiE fics until it finally clicked, I didn't need to be descriptive over the sexual activities. I could just imply and fade to black the right moment. And the moment I read Goal! by LightningSword when it was in the featurebox, I was floored. You could post that intimate stuff, dancing between the line of sensual and savory, as T-rated.

Really? Really?!

How lewd.

And then I thought, let's just do it. And then I gained fetishes I never knew I had.

Angst Cuddles.

Relationship Drama.

Muddy Declarations of Love.

Sound familiar? I always had them, I just never thought I could write them out myself. It's like I'm making my own meth, refining my mix with every attempt. It's like I'm on a upswing and I know that it can't last forever but- Give me the Feelz. I'm a cuddle junkie!

And I can't stop myself.

I need treatment!

Someone stop me before I overdose!! I've already strapped myself in to _ _ _ _ _

Comments

[Scootareader]

I'm afraid.

[StardustSurvivor]

You have my seal of approval to keep going. We may have never met, you may not know me, but just know that I approve.

[The Fetish Unicorn]

Go for it.

[Iron Sky]

You can't stop. Where would I find another angst-cuddle dealer?

[Regina Wright]

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I don't think you're taking this seriously. I have a problem and the first step to recovery is to admit it.

3310676
When I die of lolz and shame, you're invited to come to my funeral as an honored guest.

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3310713
That sounds like you have other sources that you get your hits from. Share, my friend. I need to stop smoking my own stuff.

I'll pay with words if you can hook me up!

[StardustSurvivor]

3310769 I'll be sure to play my favorite song, i'm sure you would have loved it.

[Word Worthy]

A solution from Pre-War America! Although its curative effects are only temporary, however
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[LightningSword]

And the moment I read Goal! by LightningSword when it was in the featurebox, I was floored. You could post that intimate stuff, dancing between the line of sensual and savory, as T-rated.

I feel like I should be flattered by this. Can I be flattered by this?

But seriously, I'm glad you took the time to look over my work. As far as this goes, I'd say you've just found a specialty. Don't reject it, embrace it! Make it your own. Redefine it. Don't let it typecast you, though. I'm struggling a bit with that right now.

Good luck!

[Scootareader]

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I'm not taking it seriously. You're admitting that you suffer from the writer's equivalent of masturbation. When you find out what you can do, you indulge in it a lot; after a while, you realize that it's far better when you do it in moderation, though.

[Zamairiac]

It's all Zamairiac's fault