Stronger on my Own. · 7:43pm Jun 22nd, 2019
Sometimes, life is made of lemons, and you make lemonade. So, I imagine you are all wondering what this blog is about. I'm not going to beat around the bush here. My friend whom I have feelings for has decided he just wants to remain friends. I'm not going to go into the whole details of our conservation for privacy sake, but basicially it means I don't have a significant other again. I was well aware going into this that he wasn't sold on dating, but still. My emotions are often my greatest strength, but also my greatest downfall. I admit, I'm managing to keep it together right now, but it still hurts. It's like when you get stung by a bee, the alochol is needed to apply to the wound, but applying it to the red spot stings like a you know what.
I am glad to have made a new friend, and I'm still planning to go see him in July. Just before I was really excited about going, but right now it's hard to be excited about anything. It doesn't help I was told this while on my period. I tend to be very very emotional when I go through my time of the month. All I can say is I'm glad to have a new friend, but right now it's going to take time.
If you are reading this, I'll be okay.
Time is your ally.
Oh, gosh. Man, if I could do something, I would. I feel so sorry for you! I know what it's like to feel absolutely terrible, and I don't want you to feel the same way.
*patpat*
If you ever need to vent, don't hesitate to come here. There'll be plenty of people to hear you out and offer tons of support.
i'm glad, you'll be alright. but as you say it hurts, and i am sorry it diden't work out. I'll be here, if / when you need me.
my friend.