State of the author-Night Post · 3:14am Jan 31st, 2018
So, Hi there! It's me, Foals Errand.
So here is the thing this is going to get deep into my personal life. And I'm going to be putting this up twice. Tonight as I finish writing it. And, tomorrow as well. First before I go into personal stuff. Thank you. Thank you for not giving up on me. I'm amazed every time I get on and see a message or a new watch or favorite so... Thank you. Second. I have finished the next chapter of Phoenix Rising as well as a prompt for the Twilestia collab. They will both be up soon. Okay so that is everything to do with the site and writing. i'll put a page break now. Hope to see you below.
So, where to start. As many of you know I've been sick. Very sick for many months. In December things really sped up in my life as I went from Neurology to the ENT to Balance testing back to the ENT. So what do I know now? I know that my ears are not causing my balance problems. I know my equilibrium is completely shot. I know I have hearing damage. I know there is something wrong with my brain. And I know i'm tired of people saying its a FUCKING migraine!
...sorry, that's been building for a bit. Well I'm at the point where I can't handle just laying in bed anymore. I miss doing stuff! So even if it's just writing a bit each day on my stories then damnit that's what i'm going to do.
I have to walk with a cane now so i'm getting the most awesome one I could find this coming month. 
I'm headed to neurology Physical Therapy on the 22nd. I'm nervous. Then i'll be seeing my neurologist again. Having something wrong with my brain is nerve wracking. And, I really wish I had answers for you guys or myself. Anyways. I'm back because I missed you guys and I missed writing.
PS I looked for a MLP cane but couldn't find one lame huh?
More surprising considering Twilicane.
One bitching cane there tho i would go with a more elbony cane myself also hope things turn out ok
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I'm getting it with a black stick and gold ring actually ^^
As someone with my own brain issues, I feel your pain. I've had a seizure disorder since 1996. I had brain surgery in June 2016 for them and they still started up again last October. It's a bitch, ain't it? Good luck figuring out what's wrong.
Well I am happy that you are well enough to keep us informed. I feel sorry that you still do not know what is wrong and how much it is making your life suck. Hopefully they can finally find out what is wrong and start on something to help you. To bad Dr. House, Dr. McCoy, and Dr. Crusher are all fictional characters as they would easily solve what is ailing you.
Here's hoping your neurologist can find an answer. But if you do need a cane might as well make it an awesome one.
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ah cool yeah and if any one needs to ask ebony (i misspelled it earlier its ebony not elbnoy) is a deep black wood
yeah just after this i thought up of seeing if i could get a ebony cane with a sliver (coated with iron underit) mare in the moon head just becuase it would be badass
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That would be amazing.
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yeah while my image in my head is the cane head actully being the nightmare head it would be much easier to just go with the moon with the mare on the moon image
I've been wondering how you were doing, Foals. I'd hoped that you were just busy, not busy being ill! Hopefully the neurologist with have some answers and a solution, soon. I'm Ill send you good and happy wishes.
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I 100% concur. Fandom, why have you failed Foals at her most critical moment?
Also glad to hear from you, Foals. Hope things look further up as you go.
I’m glad you’re alive!
u kno we love you.
Hasbro, why no Twilicane?
Not really practical if you need a cane for support (as I do) but fun to look at
https://mysteryalabaster.deviantart.com/art/3D-Printed-Twilicane-475817762
I'm glad you still want to write! Your amazing at it. The brain thing sucks but at least your not letting it hold you back!
Dude that cane is EPIC.