• Member Since 16th Oct, 2014
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Dusk Melody


I wish I was enough. But I'm not and never will be.

More Blog Posts177

  • 11 weeks
    Goodbye

    I tried
    I'm tired
    I'm sorry

    32 comments · 768 views
  • 27 weeks
    Looking for a story

    I'm trying to find a story I read a long time ago.

    It was about Spike and Twilight in a master / submissive relationship, with Spike's Dom side like a different persona.

    Help!

    0 comments · 119 views
  • 110 weeks
    I'm Tired

    I'm tired.
    Tired of the constancy,
    the constancy of judgment.
    Tired of hiding,
    hiding who I really am.
    Tired of trying to stay strong.

    I'm tired.
    Tired of pretending,
    pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry.
    Tired of not being able to let go,
    let go of all the pain and emotions that consume me.
    Tired of feeling worthless.

    I'm tired.
    Tired of being put down,

    Read More

    9 comments · 490 views
  • 149 weeks
    A Short Hiatus

    Hello to all my dear readers!

    This is just a little missive to let you all know that there will be a short hiatus. The reason for this is simple. Burn out. Since last July, my co author Zervon Tora and I have published content every week, and to be honest it's getting a bit much, and I really hate my keyboard at the moment.

    Read More

    4 comments · 310 views
  • 174 weeks
    New Story - Strawberry Moon

    My latest story, Strawberry Moon, can be found here!

    Here's what it's about.

    Life is going well for Darkstar. She's part of a loving family, she's about to begin college, and her relationship with her boyfriend Slate is stronger than ever.

    Read More

    0 comments · 238 views
Sep
29th
2019

Thank You · 9:33am Sep 29th, 2019

Regarding my two latest blog posts.

I would like to offer a very big thank you to all my friends who sent me messages of support and who helped lift me out of my rather long slump. I go through ups and downs with my depression, it just so happened that this latest down period was longer and harder hitting than most.

I also want to extend my gratitude to those people on here whom I don't know very well or at all who still sent me a pm to ask if I was alright, or made sure that I made it through the night.

I am deeply humbled by you all, and to you all I say thank you. Thank you for getting me out of bed, thank you for helping me through the day and thank you for giving me reasons to get up the next day.

Dusk.

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Comments ( 11 )

Thanks to all the others out there that totally did a better job than me at this.

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Thank you to you all. You have all shown me that I'm not as isolated and alone as I feared I was.

I'm so glad you feel better. Thank you for sharing with us and letting us know what was going on.

I'm happy you're okay.

I hope things will be better for you and I'm always up for a chat if you want to PM or something.

Great to have you back!

:pinkiehappy:

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It's only because of my friends here that I am back. Friendship actually is magic, I just had to learn that the very hard way.

*gives hugs*

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I'm so pleased to hear you sounding so positive and upbeat!
I hope you never feel that low again

:heart:

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