Do you ever feel insecure when... · 4:29am May 28th, 2016
Do you ever look at your friend's snapchat stories and feel like you're the lamest of their friends?
When they're with you, things seem fun, but when you see them having lots of fun with other friends...
I'm sorry. I just saw my best friend's snapchat story, and it was of him hanging out with his other friends. He just looks like he's having so much fun, and he never seems like that when he's with me. I mean, last time we hung out, it was for a guitar lesson (he's teaching me), and he was in and out of my house in the blink of an eye. His excuse was needing to clean his room. Yeah... okay... 
Just makes me feel a little lame and insecure when I see stories like that from my best friends. 
Demonizing my own best friends. Wow. Depression's a bitch. 
Alright, I'll try to make this the last depression post I make. I'm probably annoying a lot of you at this point. "Oh, it's just another post of him whining again. Whatever."
Last depression post. I promise.
On the flipside, The Pinkie Pie Virus is doing surprisingly well. No dislikes (yet), and it's still in the popular widget. That's helping to make me feel a little better. Thanks for your support.
Alright, I'm done whining. Sorry. Have a good one. 
Perhaps you should ask the one who was at your house for guitar lessons (were you teaching him or was it the other way around?) why that is? I did that to one of my buddies once, and it worked out decently. I dunno. That's a mere suggestion.
Also, I wouldn't call this whining. Whining is bad and annoying. That is what you're the opposite of.
Welcome to every day of my life.
I'd suggest talking to your friend.
Also this isn't demonizing your friend or whining. This is asking a legitment question and talking about something that is bothering you rather then bottling it all up.
I think we have all felt this way at one point or another in our life. Just speak to your friend on it
i know the feeling that others are superior compare to you, sometimes you just have to accept who you are and what your position is in life (but dont take the latter too seriously tho). honestly i take interest in your blogs oddly, even though i have not taken the time to read your work. so on an other note perhaps you could start drafting a adventure story perhaps, those what is mostly popular(well to what it seems to me). if you looking for some ideas ask me, always glad to help a fellow pony!
If only I met you in person, I would've done something to help. I know depression can be a pain in the ass and it could sometimes lead you to a point were you think nothing matters anymore. Heck, I even once thought that my life was over due to the fact I was in depression and I had no one to help me. But let me tell you something my friend. It's okay to post blogs like these. We're here to help and we just want show you that your aren't alone or bad person. As a brony and a friend, I'll be here to stand by you and help you no matter what.
No, no, it's fine. *hugs* I know the feeling, but I'm sure your friend still likes you. maybe you should rewatch that Season 5 Discord episode? It probably won't help, though.
I hope you feel better
I know how you feel Nordryd... Way more than you know it.
Trust me, I feel like others are having fun whenever I'm not around and I always feel like I never bring any form of fun around my classmates at the academy I'm at. That is almost how I feel everyday of my life, and I'm not kidding here, the most entertainment I get now a days are when I'm reading a funny fic on this site, listening to my music or when I'm seeing a new episode of something I like, but I know I can never share my feelings or thoughts on it because no one else cares about it. And I hate depression just as much as you are , I'm still not out of it, I'm stuck in and I don't even know when I'll escape it.
"Alright, I'll try to make this the last depression post I make. I'm probably annoying a lot of you at this point. "Oh, it's just another post of him whining again. Whatever.""
No you're not annoying anyone. If anything, I'm probably the one annoying people because almost no one around me ever wants to talk to me. And all because of my stupid autism! They think its okay to ignore and that and not take in consideration of anything else.
Whoa... okay, not about me, lets keep going.
And you're not whining to us. You've got people who are listening to you, hearing how you feel, and they're giving you support. You've got more support and love than almost anyone else I know. You're amazing. And you know it. And sorry I didn't keep that focus on that, I've gotten a depression strike on me. The point is, you're awesome. And you're not whining.
Seriously, you're not whining nor are you annoying anyone. We're all here to listen to your problems and help if we can.
I know how you feel, bro... more than you know.
I used to feel like that too. I was always the quietest of my group of friends. I was never hanging out or partying with my friends. And, sometimes, I thought they didn't like me or found me boring for that. So I made the test, and stood away from them for a while. And to my surprise, when I came back, they said they missed me and started valuing our friendship more. It was then that I realized that our friendship was true.
Today, I look at their photos and I, still, hardly ever see myself with them. But I no longer feel sad, because now I realized that it doesn't matter how often we're together, but how much we really care for each other. There are friends who have more things in common with us, and, because of that, we're more close to them. But it doesn't mean that the ones who don't have so much in common with us don't like us. But if you need to be sure if your friendship is true, stay a little more distant for a while. People usually notice how their friends are important when they think they're losing them. If when you come back nothing changes, maybe it means that the friendship wasn't true. But, to be sure, talk to them about it. But if you see that they're treating you better, if they act like they missed you, then you'll know that you have true friends. And true friends are hard to find, so if you have one, never let life break this bond.
I hope I helped.
(Sorry for any grammar errors. I'm still learning English. 
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