Some Things... · 7:35pm Jul 10th, 2014
So....
My life's been very... up and down lately. Bad in reality and good on the internet/Fimfiction. I'll tell you the basics of what's been making me feel the way I have been. Thanks for listening, and I hope I don't overly bore you.
The Bad Things:
1.) My stepdad could've got a job, but didn't. He's been unemployed for years now. I'm not kidding. People don't hire him because of his age, and my mom's the only one supporting the family. It's hard, because he's always stressed out. The other day he went on a rant about how we'll be living on the streets by August. I can't stand him. He acts like he's the man of the house, when my mom's the only one bringing in money. Well, she's surviving off her website and child support. If you'd like to help support my mom, and you're into free stuff/contest, here's her website, and here's her facebook page.
2.) I've been so lonely. My best friend's always busy or depressed, and nobody else wants to hang out with me. My step dad's annoying and my mom's always trying to work on her website. Lately, it's become more and more unbearable. I need friends, and it hurts, knowing 90% of them are at school, and have better people to hang out with.
3.) My mom keeps stressing out because she's working too hard. I hate to see her overworking herself, but she does, and I don't even think she realizes it. She's always cooking, cleaning, doing dishes, or working on her website. I don't think it's too healthy...
4.) My sister's spiraling further and further downhill. She's smoking, and now my parents know about it. They act like they don't even care anymore. She's always out of the house, walking around, and doing who knows what with who knows who. I'm worried about her, but nobody else seems to be...
5.) I still have homework I need to catch up with...
Well, those are the bad things. As you can tell, my household's my main stress/worry. I can't take it sometimes, and I'm sick of it all. I just wish we were in a better financial state. Then maybe, everyone will be happier.
Some good things:
1.) I'm very excited about the next chapter of Raising Rainbow. It'll have the feel of an older chapter, not a new one. It'll be relatively short in comparison to most my new chapters (4,000-6,000 words) and will be cute. Also, does anybody on this website speak very good French? I will have some sentences/phrases in French in the next chapter. I know some basic French (I took it 4 years) but some things I'm just not sure about. If you no anybody, please tell me.
2.) My most recent fanfic New Discoveries did pretty well. It currently has 38 likes to only 1 dislike. It didn't get put in popular or anything, but that's okay. If any of you are big fans of Firefly, Rainbow's dad, or just clop in general, then you might enjoy it. Or not. Doesn't matter to me. Anyway, I'm still very happy with it. Thank you for all the support, likes, and favorites. I love you all.
3.) My mom got a really big bag of French toast sticks. That makes me happier than it should. I haven't had French Toast in like, a year.
So, all in all, I'm decent, I guess. Some things in life are stressful, but I'm trying to make the best of it. If you have any advice, answers to questions, or just anything to say, thanks. I'm sorry if I seem complainy or fussy or anything, I'm just feeling up and down, and I like letting my feelings go. It helps me feel better. Thanks for reading.
-Pizzema Forte
D: Are you old enough to start looking for a job? I always hate it when people have to go through this crap, it's unfair. :/
We are with you friend. From both sides of the Atlantic.
My god. I had no idea. Delay on the stories you make all you want, you don't need more to be worried about. Just know this: Me, and hundreds of other people will all be with you, no matter what. If you feel over worked at any time just stop for however long you need, we will not push you.
Just... don't be like your mother, don't get yourself over worked.
Just know that a man in Europe will be praying for you, and your family.
Hang in there man. A new dawn will rise and bring great things to your life. Don't give up hope and know that you matter to people. Go you awesome person.
Don't worry, because it's always darkest before the dawn.
I'm sorry for all that you have to deal with. Just so you know, I'm wishing the best for you and your family.
That is certainly far more negatives than positives. I hope things start to look up for you and your family soon. If you still need someone fluent in French, I'd suggest TittySparkles. She's Canadian, and bilingual, so she speaks French very well.
~SolidFire
2272678 I've never talked to her, but I know you edit for her. Is she nice? (Also, I may not need anybody if I can figure it out myself. But I might have to...)
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That's all I really can do for you.
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Life can be rough, I know from expirience. My mom and dad got divorced, leaving my mom to take care of a family of 3 without my dad. We had barely enough money to support the house. Things were like that for a long time, and I thought it would never get better. Things did. My mom found a better job, working for Cargil (not advertising BTW) and things got a lot better. We had enough money to support the house, and had a little extra. I'm sure things will clear up for you. You have amazing talent. I love all of your stories and clopfics, and I'm sure you'll do great in life. I have written two clopfics, not nearly as good as yours.
I'm sure things will clear up for you, and when they do, please message me. You are one of the three people on FimFic I am following, and for good reason. Keep up the amazing stories, and remeber, life might get worse before it getts better, but in the end I'm sure you'll have a great life. I sure hope so, and also keep up the amazing stories! They always make my day! 
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I think she's pretty nice. Sometimes she's not though. It really depends. If anything, just tell her I sent you. I'll take the heat if it doesn't go well.
~SolidFire
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I'll just wish you luck from Nebraska and hope all goes well...
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Hang in there dude, stuff has to get better eventually. I know what some of that is like myself.
Raising Rainbow is my #1 story right now, so I'm really looking forward to the next update, especially if you say it's extra cute :-)
I'm just going to reflect the comments here and say I'm here for you as well.
Also, with catching up on homework...
If you need any help, I would happily help you. Anything to relieve the stress.