If you gonna bring up what happened days ago, please be civil and I promise I won't be rude. If anything, when people move on way too early, there's no closure whatsoever. I did break a rule but I thought it was acceptable when I finished chapter 2 (Where Applejack and Rarity is part of but not the 1st chapter) before I published this story. And when I brought up Expensive Universe Unlike Any Other, it WASN'T a jab to the person who took down this story, it's mostly that fact it got approved
Look, I’m aware I was harsh towards criticism but the thing is, I thought that adding MLP characters would make everything fine. I didn’t intend to post a story to break the rules since I waited until chapter two was completed. And the whole one dimensional gay criticism offended me, since nobody even knew who Molly McGee is. Me calling it stupid along with saying no offense wasn’t hateful, it was a defense since my story has only started. I would understand if it was a one shot but a multiple
The biggest reason why is that the MLP characters I used (Mainly Applejack & Rarity), aren’t main characters. To be honest, the comment section of the fanfic itself wasn’t ugly but not good. I would be bothered by this but I might as well post my LGBT story as blogs. What I am bothered is that fact that I’ve already had a story where I only use one pony character in Expansive Universe Unlike Any Other, and that story hasn’t been revoked yet.
This maybe out of the blue but I'm gonna be celebrating Pride Month by doing an LGBT Month of episode reviews on my Youtube Channel. And considering I've deleted my old LGBT story due to burning out stressfully, an new idea came to me but I don't think I'm gonna make it happen. It's been almost 2 and a half months since the last time I wrote a fanfic which was the 3rd chapter of Steven Universe At The Creek and even now, I'm still in a stuck position.
I doubt this is the first time.
I don’t have the slight ability to write anymore, nor gonna pressure myself of all the multiple story ideas I’ve kept in the dark. I’m officially done writing fanfiction. Sorry it all came down to this but I’ve felt emptiness in me, that no one bothers to see me as a slight personal person. My last blog didn’t even make any difference which furthers why drama is really overrated and too miserable. At the moment, I’m not in the mood to watch cartoons that I wrote stories off, I’ve went through
This isn't about Wingdingaling, this is one of the reasons why I couldn't let go of what happened to me late 2018. Please, my parents aren't horrible so if anyone insults them, I'm deleting your comment. You see, I've told them about what I wrote (The porn stories) along with the whole DeviantArt journal from SpokenMind93 (Which isn't on there anymore) which forces me to delete my old DeviantArt account due to them flipping out.