Dammit... This is my third time deciding if I should cut a particular scene. Which undoubtedly means I should cut the scene. I've never considered cutting a scene that I wanted to leave in. It's just such a pain. I put a lot of work into it, but it doesn't fit with the chapter's theme. It's fun, but the chapter works just as well if not better without it. Sooo into my folder of cut scenes, it goes XD

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Almost done yet another revision of the first chapter of my fic. I've made things a bit easier to follow with some changes wording, added a few details to show more of my protagonists personality, ((by having the way she thinks and reacts to things have a more direct effect on a tense situation.)) I'm in the process of fixing what is the weakest and most lazily written part of it, due to poor pacing and not showing how Aella reacts very well

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Usually, as a writer, giving characters motivation for why they act the way they do or do things the way they do is very important. But in this specific instance, I found it more realistic to not have it. This was my response:

Spoilers for chapter 6 of FoE: Endless Horizon

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I don't think I had a lot of issues with motivation when it came to wanting to do things growing up. I thought it was a motivation issue, but later I learned it could be chalked up to executive dysfunction. (ADHD go brr) Thanks to meds I now have a far better handle on executive function but have no idea how to actually keep myself motivated with a project. For the longest time, I kept myself motivated by writing for and with others, my friends! But when my friends get busy with their own

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I've been having such a hard time writing lately. It isn't just finding a good flow that I haven't been able to do, it's being able to do it for any length of time. It doesn't feel satisfying or fulfilling to be doing lately. It's taking more energy than something that's supposed to be fun should. Resonably I know it's just my mental health. I've been pretty apathetic lately, so finding enjoyment in anything short of tiktok or reading hasn't been a thing. So I need to just try and spend some

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Pride is a big part of the year for me and many other members of the alphabet Maffia, myself included <3 So I'm starting it off with my favourite trans hippogriff, Aella Breeze <3 She kinda fast-tracked her transition using her pearl shard, a lot of focus, and some of her sister's unicorn magic, but she is still the sweetest ((and possibly only)) trans girl making her way through the wasteland world.

I've been trying to get chapters for my fic out consistently, though I'm going to be taking a bit of a break in doing so. I haven't had the energy to write due to my mental state, but I'm taking steps to improve things. I'm also very excited to get the next chapter out once I'm through editing! I think it'll be enjoyable, and I'm pretty proud of it. Not super action-heavy, ((Granted my story hasn't been thus far)) but I think it has good character and story progression

Obviously relating to a character is an important thing for a lot of people when they consume media. I saw myself in Twilight when I was young, and tbags what got me I to this fandom. I didn't have friends, didn't know how to socialize, and spent most of my time with my nose in a book. She and the show as a whole is likely part of the reason I have friends now. I'm still learning friendship though, primarily communication and trust. I'll probably never learn everything

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I was off my meds for a couple of days, which completely sucked. But now going back on them is just making my brain somehow more scrambled than being without them! My ADHD meds are the only reasons I can focus enough to write or do... most things, but after not being on them going back on is just a lot? I don't have the words to describe the feeling it's just like... My body wants to go fast but my brain is slowing down and I just ugggghhhhhhhhh

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