On my Own · 3:30pm Aug 7th, 2019
So...not sure how to say this but I broke up with Ryan. Don't get me wrong, he was a nice guy. But to put it quite bluntly, he was boring. All he wanted to do was sit around and play games, and there's more to life than that. I mean I sit around on my computer a lot, but if I had a special somepony to do things with, I'd be more apt to want to do them. I'm to the point where I'm 30, I'm 270 pounds, and I don't find myself attractive. I mean granted people/ponies can tell you all day you are, but if you don't believe it yourself. You never will be. I'm working hard to lose weight and make something of my rather sad life, but I'm starting to lose hope. It truly saddens me that yesterday all I did was stare at my computer. I've been told to seek professional help, but I don't believe that's what I need. I need you guys. I need encouragement, and lots of hugs. Here's hoping this is the worst news I'll have for the rest of the year. It's not the first time, nor the last I've been alone.
But I'll manage.
That must’ve sucked for you guys to break up.
Awww... Well, you'll find another special somepony someday! I'm sure of it!
But, I'd hug you if it was possible. A big, SUPER hug!
I mean, I'm only eighteen but I still feel you. The world sucks. Loneliness is a real thing.
I'm, sorry that it didn't work out.
i hope / pray this is the worst news all year too.
Hug I'll help, however i can my friend.
He did it to himself
*offers hugs and snuggles*