Some days are hard. · 2:27am Jun 10th, 2019
Yesterday, I got to spend time with the few real life friends I have, and other than an unneeded trip to the Er for a simple head cold, it was pretty good. I enjoyed myself, and even saw a movie. It's rare for me to watch movies nowadays, but I really loved the message of Dark Phoenix. I won't spoil it for those that hadn't seen it yet, but it's a really solid message, and granted there is certain things I'd change, but overall 8/10. It was really good. Now, as for today. First of all, I woke up still exhausted from the yesterday and went to go get Brad allergy medcine to help with his cold, and I picked up stuff to make spaghetti for supper, and as soon as I got home, my dad was F*cking drinking the hard shit and bitching how I hadn't been doing the bathroom, and how I hadn't put away my clean clothes yet. Even though, I hadn't had lunch yet, I just dove right into cleaning the bathroom, while brad burned the trash. After I was finished with the bathroom, I went to go fold my clothes and the crazy cat of my dad's tried rubbing against my legs and made me trip and I slammed my left foot into our new door, and now my foot is bruised pretty good. Admittedly, I'm a bit down, but I'm trying to hold it together, knowing that I do have something going good for me, but that doesn't stop SOMEONE from trying to ruin it for me. He HAS no right to butt into my personal business. HE'S MY BF DAMN IT. He doesn't need to talk to him. Ugh. Sometimes I'm just so frustrated I wish I could punch something but then I'd realize I'd hurt myself. It's time like these, I take comfort in the fact I do have someone that brings a smile to my face. I look at his picture, and I feel my happiness return. He cures me, he saves me, he is such a sweetheart. I love you, hun.
Nice picture!
If you fear you could get hurt after punching something, try to do it with a pillow. You can punch it as much as you want.
keep on keeping on friend 🙂
Keep on truckin’.