Sighs.

Ugh. Sometimes I literally don't know what I should do about certain things. On one hoof, I agree with my dad that my ex-husband is a lazy good for nothing, and IF I had someone else willing to TEACH me how to f*cking drive, I would have told him to leave when I moved back with my dad.

On the other hoof, my dad is a heavy drinker, and he never realizes when he's drunk so he always thinks he's in the right. Right now as I'm typing this he's bitching about his caregiver and brad, and I can tell by his tone that he is drunk but if I call him out on it, he won't admit it, and say that I'm just trying to cause problems.

Right now I'm trying to HOLD on to the very little good things that are going on in my life, because I feel like I'd be crazy otherwise. I'm hopeful that my plans will come to fruitation and once I have a license I can get rid of one of my problems, But I still have the problem of being stuck with my dad, and I hate it. I wish I had some sort of plan, but I just don't know what to do. I do have a good paycheck coming, but I'm trying to save to go see my bf so yeah.....

I could use some support, and prayers.

Comments

[Azure Drache]

imgur.com/yDuyK.jpg

without the <3, but was the best picture I found right now.

[BradyBunch]

You're flippin' awesome, and we love you, and we hope for the best from you.

[Badwolf1175]

I pray for you every day and the reason why is because you're my friend.

[DavisSentoV5]

Be strong Nailah & always look for that bright light of happiness & positivity at the end, just like you have with Derpy. We're here if you need us.

[Scaramouche]

Strength, huggles, healing and a lot of thoughts are all on their way to you, Nailah. Don’t let the B-star-star-hards grind you down.

All good things,
Scar.

[Justanotherstory26]

Good luck!

[Orrm]

A dad who always thinks he's in the right? I know that feeling. Feels helpless, eh? Can't predict a damn and aren't willing to risk it.

Good luck.

[Scribe of the Nightwings]

That sounds rough. The best advice I can really give is to focus on what's in front of you at the moment and take it day by day from there. And when all else fails, you always have sanctuary on this site. I know that our words of condolence do little to help you physically speaking, but words of encouragement and support can help with mental health in the long run.