Feb
26th
2016
deleting the last few blogs aka i'm back and here for my fish · 1:54pm Feb 26th, 2016
So... Did you know you can have a melt down and not even notice before it's happening? Yep, turns out this has been bothering me for awhile but with the help of my wonderful husband, awesome friends, fantastic followers. and a very understanding Mom i'm on my way to well being me?
I felt like a monster because I wasn't responding when my Mom cries out in pain I just felt numb to it. But I understand thats my mind's way to protect myself. I had it slammed into me several times trust me. I'm not a monster just human.
So i'm still here i'm un-cancelling what I cancelled unless it was already cancelled. And I'll try to work on some of my less updated fics some of them it's been two years.
Thank you, you all helped me remember why i'm here.
Happy to help!
Also, *megahug!* because hugs make everything better
Good, Foals. :) *Hugs*
*hugs you gently and offers you some muffins cause hugs and muffins make everything better*
I can sympathize with how you feel (or at least how this and your previous blogs portrayed you feeling), and I can assure you, you are far from a monster. The fact that you noticed these things and they troubled you proves that. A monster would see these things, ignore them, and likely put more effort into enforcing these things. But someone who cares, would do what you did and try and seek help/encouragement from others when their own strength seems to falter.
I'm happy you're back, Foals. I'll talk to you more after school
I was going to make a lame joke about cutting yourself, because dark humor, but instead I'll just say that shit happens and sometimes things go wrong, and all that we can do is deal with it.
~Crystalline Electrostatic~
13:4_2/26/2016
Sorry that I wasn't here to help. *hugs*
Don't worry Foals, take your time. You're not the only that has suffered too. Some authors I followed also had to deal with their parents in the hospital. One of them would be Knightmsyterio. It's understandable to be upset. It's human nature. I just hope things get better for you.
Well it seems I missed all the excitement. Still it's good to hear that you aren't leaving us. So here's to more madness and your wonderful self. I'll see you at the next chapter Foalsie.
I get it. I'm not an active person on here, but elsewhere I get the urge on occasion to just say screw it and burn it all down. Especially when I have good reason to be stressed.
Thankfully sometimes you don't act on the urge.
-Puts away hammer- Good if you to relize that hun. I was worried bout ya.
Great to hear everything is alright F.E.