What am I doing with my page? (Serious Talk) · 9:59pm Jan 28th, 2016
Everyone has seen again and again that I have failed to fulfill promises about certain stories and blah, blah, blah, right? I've rarely done anything this year, let alone the last one. But you know how I'm always lazy about this kind of stuff, right? How I keep delaying stuff? How I keep telling you it's just writer's block? Well, that's exactly what I want to talk to you guys about today.
Truth is, I'm not sure if I want to continue making stories.
Now, now, don't get me wrong! Not only has my artistic passion not died out, but I won't be leaving this site anytime soon. After all, you guys are awesome, and I wouldn't dare give this up for the world! But the truth is, I just have a complete disinterest in doing or completing anything. There are actually several reasons for this. One, I'm a lazy fuck, but that's kind of expected from me, to be honest! But more importantly, two...
...I simply don't have the same love for MLP as I did in the past.
Obviously, I'll watch season 6 and the movies still, and I'll keep around my Rainbow Dash plush toys and doll, but I don't actively worship the show as I did when I was, I dunno, young or something. It just doesn't have that same wonder as it did when it was starting out, and I see that now. It might just be me being the impatient little shit I am waiting desperately for season 6, but I simply don't have the same care for the show as I did a long time ago. Which means, much to everyone's absolute disappointment I would assume...
...I have decided to cancel all of my stories.
Yes, I know, get angry at me, throw a fit or do whatever. The point is, enthusiasm to do something is just as important as ideas, creativity and tools to work with. Enthusiasm is the driving force behind EVERYTHING, because if I'm not enthused enough, none of those other things would matter; I simply cannot do the work. Besides, going back to the whole MLP thing, I don't want to be writing about MLP throughout my entire career as a fanfiction author. I want to be writing about some of my other favorite things, like RWBY, or Star Wars, or even Chrono Trigger, all without the MLP touch! I just want freedom with my words, and this site isn't getting me anywhere with my goals.
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Like I said before, I am NOT leaving the site. I'm staying on here so I can interact with you guys because the chat system is very reliable here, I won't lie. Besides, I worked too hard to let everything go to waste. Who would do the "Metacritic Monday" episodes and write them in a way that doesn't make me want to scratch my eyes out and kill myself? Who would make jokes about Canadian culture and dick around American history, exploiting every American trope I can find? So, no, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon.
On the subject of fanfiction, I would greatly appreciate it if you guys checked out my fanfiction page on... well... fanfiction. It's still me, complete with sexy Tamamitsune and everything, but it just has something more than just MLP. Okay, well, no, that's a lie; most of the shit on there is MLP-related and... shit, but I digress. If you want to check out one of what I would consider one of my greater works, check out my RWBY one-shots of an OC named Oreonna. I do my best to flesh her out with the little character I was given in the first place, so definitely something to look at that isn't related to ponies. Oh, and don't bother with those other fanfics. Really, honestly, they're some of the worst shit I've ever made in my life. Just... Just don't even look at them.
Be sure to leave a follow, favorite and review as well!
Fanfiction Link: https://www.fanfiction.net/~superkamek
One-shot Link: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11686725/1/RWBY-Oreonna-and-Friends-One-Shots
I know this is news you certainly didn't want to hear, and to be honest, it kind of hurts me too. But I want to do more with what I have; I want to expand my horizons and maybe write some other shit you probably don't care about. Plus, it'll just be a lot more fun for me if I can work on things I'm interested in.
Well, until then, I hope you guys can take this sad news.
Dream on everyone!
Also, if you want to see the first project I completed on this site, I've linked it to the side. Please, enjoy!
...... this is not okay. This is HEAVILY not okay at all.
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3719060 I mean I'm sorry.... but.... your stories have always been enjoyable. They always cheer me up whenever I read them.... now I'll just be sad because they're cancelled and I won't see the rest of the story.
*Sigh* At least you aren't leaving.
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I know that this choice sounds horrible, but at the end of the day, it isn't really my fault either. I need to be constantly enthusiastic about something, and I simply don't have the same love towards MLP as I did before. Besides, I do want to move onto bigger and better things.
And hey; at least I'm not leaving the site, right?
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I know this choice sound bad, but it's simply a matter of disinterest towards my stories. And yeah, I'll still be around to talk to everyone.
3719074 I really hate saying this.... but to me it feels just the same as if you'd left. Please don't leave next.
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Dude, I promise I will stay on this site for as long as it is active.
3719082 Thanks. And.... again hate SAYING this because I know it's not true but...... you not doing stories just to me? It feels like you're gone.... like some cool and awesome part of FIMFiction is long gone..... and I feel responsible even though I know I'm not.
Well, at least you're sticking around, and who knows, maybe one day, you'll find your enthusiasm again.
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It's just a bad case of an "enthusiasm gone" thing. If anything, you can blame my life for being a big smelly! I'll still actively write posts about shit, so not all is lost.
You're not responsible, bud.
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Also, thanks man. 
Maybe, but I wouldn't count on it.
3719108 I hope it comes back.
3719109 Well, I can hope.
As a person I can completely understand your decision. Sometimes things just don't work.
But as a reader and follower of three of your stories I'm obviously disappointed. Especially Final Fantasy MLP is one of my favourite stories here (Your Rainbow is hilarious) and I was pretty excited after you teased me with Sunset dark knight.
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We're still allowed to hope
I understand your decision. And I hope things work out for you.
Until next time old friend.
I've certainly enjoyed some of your stories. It's unfortunate, but... it's ultimately your decision and i respect it.
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Right now I am going through the exact same thing.
Maybe it would be best to take a break for a bit and wait until our brains can give us that euphoric feeling that we had back then. I don't know.
The problem for me though is that I don't want to stop.
As you probably already know or maybe remember I have a story I have been planning for a long time now, and I don't want it to go to waste. So you do what you want and I do what I want, maybe we will get our sparks back, maybe not, only time will tell, my friend.
I understand.
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And hey, if it's any consolation, I MIGHT make a one-shot or two every once-in-a-while.
I know, it sucks, but at least I'll still be here to keep you guys company.
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Thanks for understanding, man.
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Hey, I wouldn't leave you! After all, we're friends, right?
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Jokes aside, fair enough. Whatever you'd like to do, I can't do much to stop you if I wanted.
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Thanks for that, mate.
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Well, my spark isn't totally gone, I just don't want to be writing MLP fanfiction my entire life. I want to be able to move onto bigger and better things! I'll still be here, so not everything is totally gone!
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Thanks!
3719411 I know, I kinda said that among a few other things...
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Very funny. God, I love South Park... Anyway, thanks for understanding, man. 
Hahaha!
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But in all seriousness though? Thank you so much for being with me through this whole thing.
Yeah, but you know how much of a lazy asshole I am. No time to read or reply!
3719427 Be a lazy asshole is something we share!
And trust me when I said that I enjoy that time.
3719409 No problem man.
Well, I'm sad to see you go. I liked your stories, but its your choice in the end.
Also the fanfiction link leads to nowhere. Fix please.
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Well, it should... I've tested it myself and it works perfectly.
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Alright, I hope things go well for you, I however have to leave for two years after I turn eighteen on my mission so I only have until then to get as much as I can done before I go on a hiatus to end all hiatuses.
3719475 the link to the story works but the link to your page says its outdated. I can work around it with the second link.
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Well, you'll be missed, buddy.
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Sorry, I don't know why the first link isn't working for you. 
Awesome.
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Aww... Don't worry, I'll still be around!
Well I am sad to see the "The Key We've Lost" being canceled but thanks for actually saying so. Too many times I see incomplete and wait and never see any indication about whether there is any work going on or not. Aggravating still I enjoyed the small slice of PinkieDash while I could get it so thanks.
Hmm, to think I'm on chapter 5 of the FF crossover and thought it would be updated soon. A shame such a good story had to be canceled, but all good things must come to an end sometime. Enthusiasm will drop at some point for things and that's to be expected, not to mention that MLP isn't as crazy hyped up as it used to be. I'm a huge fan of MLP FIM, yet I kinda feel the same as you for the fact my enthusiasm isn't as high anymore. I haven't even watched season 5, save for the last two episodes!
This is coming from a guy who RPs with their pony OC, buys figures, have at least 5-6 stories opened up in Chrome all the time 
read anything new on the wiki, look for any new mods to games I can patch them to and even replaced my desktop icons of Chrome, Steam and others to MLP versions. Anyway, I digress. You go ahead and do what you want, what you feel like writing XD I respect your decision and more so for the fact you at least told everyone about this instead of keeping stories as incomplete. You'll always have your fans to back you up man. Anyway, keep on being awesome!
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I'm ashamed of people who just cancel their stories without a word. I know I'm not the most respected person on the planet, but for god's sake, at least I'm mature enough to admit when I'm done. Those guys just... eh...
Well, thank you for your kind words, and I hope you can find some enjoyment in some of my stories on Fanfiction!
3728212 don't say that I think ur a great writer
and I respect u fully and don't let others decide other wise
I beleave in u
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You see, I don't want to be doing MLP fanfictions my entire life. I want to branch out and do something else with my ideas! So, I've moved basically over to Fanfiction and cancelled all my stories here.
I think you misunderstand. This was my own choice.
And I cancelled all my stories here because I have little interest in completing them.
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