*Smiles* · 4:23am Dec 6th, 2015
YAY! drama!!! (Not really)
No. I am doctor diagnosed with clinical depression. so if i seem a bit sad, dont blame me. blame the lack of chemicals in my brain.
Anyways, in a more happy note, ummm...
hmmm
Ive been really improving my drawing. if i get 150 followers ill draw a self portrait of me and count it as a... half face reveal?
im only going to do a real one if i get 1000 followers. selfish, much? nope. just very cautious. ive only shown icy my face, and it was a very AMAZING quaility picture *obvious sarcasm is obvious*
Ill probably make it 200 followers for face reveal. because 1000 is quite a lot and only a few have reached that.
im not very attractive, at least not enough for senpai... *sigh* why wont senpai notice me??
Eh. ill get him one day. Senpai will like me. (any boys out there, what are some tips you reccomend to me, in getting you to like me? I have a major crush on someone.)
i see
You want a hint on how to make a guy like you? If he likes another girl and doesn't think highly of you, don't talk about it, just try to be attractive DERP. If he does think highly of you, and you know it, tell him you like him. I'm your senpai though, perhaps not your crush, but definitely your senpai.
Just try to act nice to him and be yourself.
I don't try to hide it... so I just don't explain. I just ignore everyone who apparently wants to help me.
Make it slightly obvious (Don't over do it either), don't be subtle.
If they know you well it could be easy to set up a date-- but potentially fall in the dreaded 'zone'.
If senpai is not friend, simply make friend.
I'm pretty damn smart but I'm oblivious to subtle advances. Or I choose to believe it's friendly lollygagging around.
It took a banner and 5 gal pals to get me to realize someone wanted in my boat of life.
But thats just me, I choose to turn a blind eye.
Just do you, be you, like you.
This all seems a little strange because now adays it seems to be the women making advances instead of the men. What happened to the days when a guy had to try not to stutter like a fool in front of a girl? Go girl power. I guess.
I'm not complaining if thats what it seems like.
It's a whole lot easier now for me.
Oh dear, it seems I've gone off on a tangent again.
Too lazy to back track and delete.
As for the sad faced moments of life I can't really give you much help from experience.
Seeing as to how the two most prominent emotions I have are joy and anger.
You forgot your sarcasm markers too.
Gibbly goo.
3596711 five girls and a banner? Id like to hear that story.
3596576 for sadness or senpai?
3596575 I'm shy around him. I don't want him to think less of me.
3596565 I came close to being dead but I'm ok.
3596563 okay I guess.
3596555
yeah.
3596718 Its actually a pretty short one.
It goes like this
First month of school
I get tossed around a bit in between classes
I get PE with all the dicktators
Girl pulls me out of run and introduces herself
Digits are exchanged
She likes my butt
Dance comes around after a month or two
Subtle hints
Ignore
More subtle hints
Flat out spilled the beans. I play it off as if it were a joke.
Ignore
Banner and 5 gals come and
chew me out/Guilt trip metalk me into taking her to dance.We dance
Stuff happened
Everyone is happy
I hate relationships
I hook her up with a friend.
Boom.
Fin
Thats the short version recount of freshman year.
You must really like this senpai. XD I still have yet to see your face. You've seen mine and Icy's. But take your time! Idc if I have to wait until you have 200 follows! Anyways, have fun! Hope you feel better!
3596718 Now if you'll excuse me, I have an urgent situtation on going right now.
I can't find my warm blankets.
All I can say is with a lot of guys subtlety doesn't work. You gotta be a bit more obvious in telling him you like him.
With me it'd have to be a neon sign saying "I LOVE YOU, STUPID!"
IT'S TIME FOR A MODERATLY ANNOYING/INSULTING RANT!
Unlike most guys my age I've never been into relationships. I'm in college now and I still get the wiles at thought of asking a girl out. If I were to give advice on how to get the attention of a guy like myself while you THINK you lack in physical beauty, just be yourself and don't push too hard. In sounds cliched, but the guys who want fake girls aren't worth your time.
And since most guys aren't like me, they are hormonally driven animals who can be dragged around fairly easily. But at a certain points its not worth chasing one guy. Do you, befriend, and then just grow together. If it doesn't work out, you're still friends at least. And if it does work out, you get to say SENPAI NOTICED ME!
And don't worry about being diagnosed with depression. Keep your strong support system and all will be fine.
Also... Only show your face if you want to. Personally I'm indifferent to whatever you do, but some people really want to see you. Just stick to your comfort zone, whatever it is.
*non-insulting rant over*
God Bless!
Get him to like ya? If he don't like ya as is, screwhim!
depression is shit
i have it too
and it's terrible
but if you ever need to talk to someone about it, i'm here
3596719 Depression.
For Senpai, just don't be too weird about it.
3596880 OMG YOU INSULTED ME SO MUCH I CANT EVEN BELIEVE YOU IM BLOOCKING YOU
just kidding