• Member Since 3rd Oct, 2014
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StarSide445


I'm Just someone who likes to read and comment on stories, nothing more.

More Blog Posts16

  • 419 weeks
    I'm Useful!!

    So now I'm an editor!! YAY!!


    I honestly thought that I wasn't ever going to get myself out of that depressing hole that I was stuck in, but I made it out!! I can start living again.

    I've made so many mistakes on this site, and I'm ready to start fixing them and moving forward. I've been so busy looking at the past that I forgot about the future.

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    7 comments · 291 views
  • 432 weeks
    Once Upon a Time...

    Once upon a time, there was a person who took up the name StarSide445. This person was a lying prick who only hurt people and never deserved to live...



    The end...

    12 comments · 421 views
  • 434 weeks
    New Year...

    ....I hope you guys forget about me....



    ....I feel terible about this year....



    ....I hope an apology is worth something, because I'm sorry for everything I've done....

    17 comments · 392 views
  • 439 weeks
    Hey everyone...

    I know that I've been gone for a while. And that most of you probably forgot me or don't care anymore...but....



    My last blog sorta summed up what I was feeling at the time, and I'm....trying....to rebuild myself.


    I've gotten to the point where it doesn't matter where my life is, I have to keep going.



    But, one more thing....

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    9 comments · 346 views
  • 442 weeks
    I'm done trying...

    I used to feel like I had purpose in my life. Like all of this lead to something...

    I was wrong as hell...

    All that I've been doing so far is pushing the people that I love and care for away, and destroying the relationships that I have.

    My life isn't important anymore, and Elusive would agree with that as well. So would Patriot, and Rumble...

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    102 comments · 644 views
Oct
6th
2015

I'm terrible... · 7:07am Oct 6th, 2015

I'm a worthless pile of shit and I deserve to die alone and in the dark. I will always hate myself and I always fuck everything up...

I hurt everyone around me and I never think about what I say. My existence isn't worth anything and I should just kill myself...

If I don't come online, you all know what happened. We'll see...

Report StarSide445 · 441 views ·
Comments ( 57 )

Don't be ridiculous. You're not going to kill yourself, and this will pass.

No. It won't.

Comment posted by TLP deleted Dec 10th, 2018

3446773 My family hates me, and all of my friends deserted me...

Comment posted by TLP deleted Dec 10th, 2018

Listen to Patriot, what he's telling you is true.

Suicide is the easy way out and only leaves behind more pain and grief, believe me I've seen irl how it can affect others.

It will be a hard journey to get through this episode but it is only an episode and you will get through it with the help of people on here who care for you.

Maybe posting in the Anti-Depression Pony group as well will be beneficial to you.

You are not alone, never forget that

*hugs*

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3446780 I wish handling self-destruction was so easy...

All I do is cause people to hate me.

Comment posted by TLP deleted Dec 10th, 2018

3446782 I know it's not easy and I wish I could do more and say the right words to make it better, my PM's are always open and I'm happy to listen. I have to go now but talk to Patriot...please

Comment posted by TLP deleted Dec 10th, 2018

3446784 I don't hate you.

3446788
3446789 You shouldn't waste your breath on me.

Comment posted by TLP deleted Dec 10th, 2018

3446796 I choose who I waste my breath on, you are not a waste of breath, if you were I wouldn't have even commented. I'm at work so can't be on here long.

3446834 oh my extraterrestrial being! That was the dankest meme!

Oh boy, another case of Internet Depression and Suicide. Dude, these are really getting old and I can tell already that you aren't going to kill yourself. And if you are, then before you do, I want you to do two things.

1) take a deep breath
2) and QUIT BEING A WUSSY!!

3447035 ...
dude. have some fucking respect.

3446834 have some fucking respect.

3446784 I don't hate you, not one bit. you're like a sister to me, even if we don't talk enough.

3447053
I'm trying. Really I am. But this is the 10th time I've seen a message like this and quite frankly, I'm losing all mercy I have left

3447035 You might as well ask a dead person to stop being dead. It has the same effect, but with less mental damage.


3446834 Take your joke video somewhere where people enjoy the company of a dick. Because I have news for you; that's not here.

You are both sorry excuses for human beings and should be ashamed of yourselves. Come back when you've had a mentally crippling depressive episode and know how it feels to think the entire world is against you. By then, you might have some fucking empathy.

3447071
And for your information, I've had a mental breakdown. As a matter of fact, the last one I did ended the relationship between me and the one I love. I felt low and what I did to stop feeling so low was to suck it up. After a month, it ended.

3447079 Then here's another insightful tidbit--this person is NOT YOU. Try some advice that will benefit something besides your ego. Just because you could do it, doesn't mean it's the final solution for the rest of us.

"Getting over it" doesn't make you special. So stop acting like you have the exclusive right to be an asshole. You don't like seeing these posts? Then walk away.

3447082
Look, I'm not trying to say "I'm an asshole so you should go kill yourself". I'm just saying that there are moments in your life when you just need to suck it up and deal with it. Crap happens that you can't stop so you don't need to think it's your fault. And if it IS your fault, don't think a bullet will end it all.

Suicide does'nt get rid of the pain. think of how icy will feel. think of how i will.

3447091 Don't think a kick in the nuts will end it all, either. "Suck it up" is not a conventional therapy solution. At the very least least, you could be a lot more diplomatic and encouraging, especially for someone who could be suffering like you once did. At most, don't even bother speaking at all. Your methods will just make things worse. Take it from someone else who may have felt the same way once.

3447082
And in terms of "Boosting my own ego". I am a lot of things. An egotistical Maniac isn't one of those things

3446784 I don't hate your Star, n one hates you so don't think like that.

My existence isn't worth anything and I should just kill myself...

No no, no no no, no no no, nono...nono.
No, your existence is worth a lot kid, so don't think you're worthless :raritydespair: You're not worthless, and whoever put you in this position better shut their faces, cause i think you are pretty cool.

Granted we only talked once, but I still think of you as an awesome friend.
I've gone through this to Star, so you're not alone.
And please don' do anything that invovles the killing one's self ;n;

:heart:TAKE MY HUGS!:heart:
//glomps//
;n;

... S-star? *huggles chu*

3447091
Easy there, buddy. Sycophants can't take the truth.

3447071
Who says I haven't, little mouthbreather? There's teen angst. And then there's depression. Your sycophancy blinds you to the difference.

3447964 Oh, I see. You're one of those people. The kind that think insults are a valid argument and have a high-and-mighty attitude over people you think you're superior to. Oh, you silly, deluded little person. You're not worth the time or the effort. People like you are hardly worth half the breath in your body.

Oh, and try having a depressive episode sometime. Either you'll kill yourself, or you'll learn what it really means. Either way, it will no longer be a laughing matter for you, regardless of how much of a belittling child you act like or what incorrect names you give it. Just a little gem of wisdom before I (and hopefully the OP) block you and ignore your frivolous juvenile drivel.

Have a nice day. :twilightsmile:

3447964 And you. How fucking DARE you. Do you have any fucking idea about what she has been through, and what is happening to her right now? No. Shut the fuck up. You should be ashamed of yourself.

You are SCUM. Just, SCUM. And you disgust me.

Comment posted by I NO LONGER EXIST deleted Oct 6th, 2015

3448124 Yeah. Keep telling yourself that. It makes you feel good inside, doesn't it?

3448038
Hate is a strong word isn't it?

3448141 I suppose it is.

I dislike your point of view.

3448151
PM me now. We need to talk

NOW I see this...

3446834 Chad. Get the fuck out of here. Not today

3447079 Doesn't mean you have to take it out on us. I mean, I know you have a reason, but is it a good one? Because you're just fed up with the sadness people feel?

3448320
I was wondering how long it would take for you to get to me... :trixieshiftright:

We already talked and she forgave me. Along with me being the reason for her getting "Cheered up".

3448332 Well that's good. But what do you mean "get to you"?

One of the small reasons, anyway. She talks to me too, you know.

If you're just going to be a dirty asshole, then why are you watching ME, of ALL people? To report me to you faggoteers like fucking chad or whatever his ugly face is?
I REALLY hate to be rude, but I HATE people like you. It IS people like you that I would bring to your knees and hold my new gun to your small, piss-for-brains head.

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