So now I'm an editor!! YAY!!

I honestly thought that I wasn't ever going to get myself out of that depressing hole that I was stuck in, but I made it out!! I can start living again.

I've made so many mistakes on this site, and I'm ready to start fixing them and moving forward. I've been so busy looking at the past that I forgot about the future.

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Once upon a time, there was a person who took up the name StarSide445. This person was a lying prick who only hurt people and never deserved to live...

The end...

....I hope you guys forget about me....

....I feel terible about this year....

....I hope an apology is worth something, because I'm sorry for everything I've done....

I know that I've been gone for a while. And that most of you probably forgot me or don't care anymore...but....

My last blog sorta summed up what I was feeling at the time, and I'm....trying....to rebuild myself.

I've gotten to the point where it doesn't matter where my life is, I have to keep going.

But, one more thing....
I want to make good memories on this sight again. I've messed up too many times, and I'm sick of it.

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I used to feel like I had purpose in my life. Like all of this lead to something...

I was wrong as hell...

All that I've been doing so far is pushing the people that I love and care for away, and destroying the relationships that I have.

My life isn't important anymore, and Elusive would agree with that as well. So would Patriot, and Rumble...

The only thing that I have ever been is destructive. Making everyone else pay the price when it was supposed to be my punishment.

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I'll finally be able to talk to people again!!!

My amazing () boss gave me a day off, finally...

And I'm so f**king happy about it...

I have to go for today. Police said that I have to wait to talk to people...

I've been letting all of you down...I'm sorry...

Pointless blogs, YAY!!!!