I'm Unsure About These Urges... /Sorry for My Lack of Activity · 11:29pm Oct 5th, 2014
Note: This is a combined blog. The slash between represent two different titles. I didn't want to make two different blog posts, so here we are. Enjoy.
I'm Unsure About These Urges:
Alrighty guys. I'm going to reveal something that's a bit of a secret. It's not something I'm exactly proud of, but it is something I'd like to discuss. For the past few years, I've had these strong urges I've somehow managed to control. I admit, I don't see a problem with these urges, but they are a tad bit weird, and I don't know how well my family would approve of it. Here's the thing; I always have the urge to buy baby stuff. Like, always. I feel like I want to stock up now, so I don't have to as heavily worry about the future. I constantly want to buy pacifiers, diapers, clothes, formula, bottles, ect. Heck, today I saw two pacifiers on sale for like, $1.49 and felt the strong urge to buy them. I also so baby cold relief for $2.24 and really wanted to get it. It's been like this the past few years. I just wish I could have a large box to store this stuff in for the future. I don't know why, but I reaallly want to. Maybe if I downsize on old toys and clothes this weekend, I can convince my mom to give me a small space in the closet. I've always had a strong interest in parenting. Don't know why. It's probably what helped me write Raising Rainbow. Heck, it's probably why I introduced Blue Moon to the story. I love foals/babies. Ugh. Why can't I have normal teenage girl problems?
Sorry for My Lack of Activity:
Lately I haven't been so active with this site. For that, I apologize. Two Fridays ago (9/26) I got sick, and for nearly five days all I did was sleep. The past Thursday, I had a concert, which consumed all of my evening. So, yeah, I haven't been writing as much as I should. Not to mention I have two essays and several math assignments, and a couple tests to make up (I hate school). Also, I have to practice violin for an upcoming concert. On top of all that crap, I'm now addicted to a Sims game (every time my Sim's asleep or at work, I take time to write in Raising Rainbow. It's more productive than you'd think). So, yeah, my life is very crappy at the moment. Very busy. By now, I should have updated both Raising Rainbow and Genophobia, but life sucks and I haven't had a lot of time. Thank you for your patients, and I appreciate you guys waiting.
Also, I'd like to get an opinion from some Raising Rainbow readers. In this next chapter, there's a lot of boring stuff. Just me describing Moonstruck and Rainbolt taking care of the baby (feeding, playing with, dialogue, changing, ect.). Don't get me wrong, the ending scenes are very exciting (or well, entertaining in my opinion), but a lot of the chapter's a little boring. It does, however, help lead up to the conclusion and shows more of the character interaction. I hope this isn't a problem, but I was wondering if I could get a few pre-readers for the chapter, simply to help edit and tell me if there are details, scenes, or dialogue and stuff that I could cut-out/altar to make the chapter more entertaining. Any people willing to help out would be nice. I'd only like 2-3 people, though. Maybe four. PM me if interested, and I'll tell you if you're good, or I already have enough people.
Thank you all, please understand I'm very busy, and thank you for your time.
-Pizzema Forte
they are not bad urges. But it's probably better to wait until it is needed and spend the money on something else. logic, you know :)
I'm sorry for you're problems
But no need to rush you're story still awesome!!
I've never heard about those urges before.
It's that motherly instinct at work.
This may sound and feel weird to you, but as designated sassy straight friend for many girls, I can confirm that it's really not. Just try to save your money for more important stuff.
Wait, wait.
You play the Sims?!
OMG, which one?!
Finally, I'm not alone!!!!!
2510110 OHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
you play the sims too
ok not gonna lie i thought somthing totaly different about the title.
...
im horrible
Either you're into THAT sort of thing or you're having a baby. That's all I can tell from your blog.
2510545 Well, I can safely say I'm not into any baby/diaper fetishes, and I'm not having a baby. I've simply wanted to have a baby my whole life.
2509889 I did end up spending my money on other things. Mostly food and performances, though. I just figure if I have nothing better to spend it on in than that, then I don't see the problem, especially if it's extremely inexpensive.
2510110 I play Sims 3 Late Night.
2510075 So you're telling me other girls actually go through this?
2510687 Okay, NOW that makes a lot of sense. You're also sounding more and more like a mom these days, Forte.
2510687 Absolutely. One of my friends already has a list of her first six children's' names, both boy and girl.
The so called "urges" that you have are very simple to explain: It is merely pre-mature motherly instinct. One of my two sisters had the same thing at the age of 17 or around there. It is not weird nor strange at all, it just means that your chances of being a good mother are increased by about 25%.
On the note of you activity.
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I don't think you're need to buy them is that bad, to be honest i'd be cheper to get them now, as the cost of things like that go up practuically every year.
(Though I don't buy things, I do see stuff I would like to get for any futre children that I have allreayd named XD)
OMG sims4? I'm getting the soulmate reward for my sims ^^ I would help out but I don't have much time to worte my own fic >.>
The baby stuff, urge, thing, yeah that. That is bizarre, but maybe you should buy a FEW things and to you will realize you don't need them, calming the itch to buy more. Just a thought.
And I very much enjoyed how the latest chapter turned out. One scene that I keep thinking about is Blue sitting on the couch, Rainbolt sits down and Blue slides towards him. Moonstruck sits down and he slides back to him. That just, makes me giggle/chuckle sometimes. I know it hurts Moonstruck but I love the parts where he hallucinates Blue talking to him, and his memories from the hospital are the right dosage of sad and emotional. I was hoping for a scene where mommy comes to pick him up but Blue wants to stay with daddy. Maybe I can do it in my own work.
My dear Forte...
I myself experience something similar... Only, I experience the very same thing... save for the fact that I've not seen my daughter since she was six months. I do believe that it is simply a hardwired instinct that people have. Sometimes it comes out earlier in some than in others, and sometimes after the child is no longer present. It can appear in young fathers like myself, or, far more commonly, young females who've yet to know the joy, well before the child is even conceived.
My point is, it is something that happens to many people. I'm in college, saving as much money as I can, and have no idea where my little one is, and I still have to at least look at five different things every time I go out.
I don't know if I've help clarify anything, or simply obfuscated it.
Sorry...
~ARTL