Missing Pages & Scrawled Footnotes

by Ice Star

Defining Features [Original Version] [Archive] [Bonus Material]

Author's Note:

This is the original one-chapter version of the story.

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Drama|Sad|Teen

At long last, the Two Sisters have returned to what was once their home. They have some exploring to do. In doing so, how shall the gulf between them grow?

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TDefining Features

• MLP: FiM
• Drama

At long last, the Two Sisters have returned to what was once their home. They have some exploring to do. In doing so, how shall the gulf between them grow?

• Celestia
• Luna
• Philomena

Ice Star · 4.5k words  ·  26  2 · 1.4k views

There it was. Over a thousand years ago Celestia and I left this castle, which was so well hidden in the Everfree Forest.

This was our birthplace, and where the four of us were last together. Perhaps my ambitions, if you can call them such, have faded but they are not gone like hers. It takes much to divide such a bond that we had, and one of the things that did so was when she confessed that she had given up in the form of a screeching fight that took place in a old stone castle lodged in a abandoned corner of the world.

There were no apologies, no amends.

Nothing of the sort.

The castle had come into sight after ducking under the bough of a tree heavily anchored under curtains of ivy. After that we finally stood on our own doorstep. It was no longer a place within my own conscious or the stuff of memories with an untouchable existence, as here it was right in front of me.

Of us.

I swallowed hard but couldn't contain how positively bittersweet everything was inside and burst into sobs while through my tears I glimpsed my sister's conflicted face, a suppressed foil to my outburst, albeit an understandable one.

When we left she and I were naught but little fillies who cast but scraps of shadows despite actually being hundreds of years old. Now here we both were already over one thousand, but in mortal years we were adults of twenty-four and seventeen, respectively.

Our castle was wrought of stone in many hues of light gray and sculpted delicately, seeming to flow up from the ground like an implement of nature itself, its unlit windows sleepily shining with raindrops from the recent showers as it rose above the forest, its spires reaching for the clouds.

Yet our life memories do not lie here, I thought, for we truly grew up among the world itself with mountains as our mothers, the forests as our fathers, and the varying landscapes as our friends and teachers.

And here we return as the Last Princesses...

Celestia, expression unreadable sets one unadorned hoof across the threshold of the silver doors, now tarnished with age.

My heartbeat quickened as my sobbing gradually ceased watching her exaggerated reluctance as she took this step, her colorful mane and tail cascading waterfalls shimmering and suddenly her prolonged movement ceased and her impatient magenta gaze locked into my face which was still streaked with tears.

"Come in," she said flatly. I was almost beginning to believe that Philomena the Phoenix, who was had been astride my sister's back before parting with us at the forest's entrance was the only source of brightness about her anymore.

At least Phillie understood the enormity of this occasion.

I followed her inside and through the hallways and passages as she led us nowhere in particular.

Our castle was relatively intact but the passages Celestia seemed to want to choose were layered with tapestries of cobwebs which she burned mercilessly.

It would seem I was the only one here for sentimental reasons, I mused silently as we continued on even faster, my vision blurry with the remains of our deserted home.

I forget what exactly happened next because only two things remain undisputed in my mind: first the floor gave out below Celestia and she fell, screaming in shock to the rooms below, before I could properly react the ceiling where I was standing loosened and rained down in chunks, one of which hit me in the head as I was about to call out to her...

Next, I fell on top of her, utterly dazed, and then the floor beneath us gave away as well.

After that memories surrounding the specifics of some of the next occurrences didn't come. I wouldn't talk because my head hurt too much even though I felt no blood and the spots of light peeking through the debris above stung my eyes so I looked around at the forsaken and crumbly wing we had ended up in this time.

It wasn't one I remembered very well and the only sign of life was the small kitten with big blue eyes and a starry coat like that of the Ursas my father consorted with.

I guess not all of the cats deserted the castle after we left. Some must have continued to live here. The kitten looked at Celestia and I briefly before mewing once and scampering off in another direction.

Tia stared at the direction where it came from with a look I couldn't quite decipher in her eyes. "Follow me," she murmured brusquely.
I did without any objections, the dim halls blending together for who knows how long until all I felt was dizziness.

Soon after getting entangled in many a cobweb to the point where we were probably unrecognizable as equines my sister and I came to an old wooden door already half decayed and conquered by various molds. Celestia stretched out a hoof to touch it before its remaining half crumbled to slimy chips that weren't worth mending.

Once we stepped inside the pitch black my head throbbed harder and the stagnant air caused me to sway with nausea while the unaware Celestia began to comb through her sparkling mane with a forehoof from when she cut it during part of her 'act' as 'Solara'. Or at least that was how she had phrased it.

And she expected me to believe that it was all an act as well, even though I know her...and I still do. I still stay even though you might not deserve it.

A moment later my knees buckled and my vision went dark while my throbbing head felt like fire until I felt the pain go away and opened my eyes to see Celestia standing over me muttering about how there was not any cat in the hallway and that I was talking nonsense. There was also another part I don't think she wanted me to hear: not renovations or remodeling but rebuilding.

...She hates this place...?!

I didn't let my knowledge show.

I wasn't strewn with as many cobwebs as before and my head finally felt better but my heart didn't.

"Careful," she scolded as she helped me up so I would not slip in the pool of vomit almost directly in front of me. There was no need to ask where it came from.

"Come see what I found," she whisper-ordered me when it became obvious that I wouldn't fall down right away. She then proceeded to steer me over to a radiant corner of the room that definitely I didn't see when we came in. Perhaps she moved me to a different room?

There were two large mirrors that seemed to sprout out of the deteriorating stone walls, but unlike them the mirrors were clear, pristine, and undistorted. They almost looked new compared to the rest of the decaying atmosphere.

The light however came from the pile of brand-new crowns, collars, and shoes made out of pale gold and studded with violet gems. All were a matching set with the exception of a more queenly-looking headpiece and its companion shoes and collar who were enthroned on top of their brethren.

I gasped, amazed at the craftsmanship that was beyond the work of any mortal, of anypony. When I blinked a moment later Celestia was right next to her new treasure heap and plopped one of the crowns on her head watching with a smile as it automatically adjusted slightly to fit her a bit better. As a filly she dreamed of crowns like this.

I can't say I shared that dream.

Without looking away from her reflection she waved me away toward the other mirror which I had not throughly inspected yet.

"Go try out yours, Luna."

"What?" I said looking over to where she waved only to see a large clean-cut cube of opaque pale silver with a smooth appearance somewhere between crystalline and metallic that gleamed with a mysterious prismatic sheen. She didn't say anymore and as confused as I was I trotted over anyway only to find that this cube of what I presumed to be metal came up to my chest.

What was it? I wondered with another blink.

Cautiously, I began to run a hoof across the cool surface only to find my hoof was stuck fast. I tugged once in attempt to detach it and then tried a spell but to no avail. Then I noticed that Celestia wasn't worried. A pile of tiaras and such does not just appear like that...and I know she hadn't summoned it in the time I collapsed because she had been helping me. Nervous and confused, I watched as the foreign substance tugged at my hoof before beaming with a bright light which caused me to wince and shut my still sore eyes.

'This is completely normal,' is what I tried to recite in my head, although it was probably much closer to 'Ow, my eyes!'

My eyes aside, it soon occurred to me that whatever magic was in effect was reading me. It was inside me, my dreams and my fears like a fish might swim against the current of an unfamiliar creek. After a minute of holding my breath it seemed to dissipate, and in one whistling exhale I opened my eyes to see what curiosities lay before me.

I gasped in wonder for in front of me were gleaming indigo fragments of a cloudless night sky in the form of dozens of beautiful little crowns of divine craftsmanship and lying amongst them were glittering little ice stars in the guise of the most fragile looking shoes. Scattered throughout the pile of treasures already before me were inky-hued collars, the center of each emblazoned with the rare occurrence: a crescent moon whiter than snow.

Like Celestia's pile mine had a set that was different from the rest: a golden crescent moon atop a gilded mountain with swirling purple clouds and its shoes and collar.

I plucked this ornate crown up with my magic and moved it so it rested on my head in my long and sometimes unruly mane that is a similar color to the 'plainer' crowns. The mirror shows my apprehension of what is to come in such detail it almost startles me.

At long last I see me mane ripple slightly, the mark of a maturing goddess.

Of a princess...

In all my life I never thought of myself as Princess Luna. It was simply something I was born with, like the color of my eyes, and thus it meant little to me.

I see the dust of rubble and a few flecks of blood caught in my mane. The crown feels out of place on my head.

My eyes are so wide and recently it feels like I have been forced to choose between two worlds: the one that is and the one other ponies insist is important where court parties are the only obligation.

That is not what it is to be a leader, why doesn't Celestia know this?

I am Luna, the goddess. I am Luna of the Night, Luna of the Everfree. I am Luna the once-cheeky filly, the wise, the blunt, the dreamer, and the adventurer.

I did not dream of this.

I doubt that I will ever be what they call a princess: one who smiles and waves and not much more.

In their corner of the glass pane I note Celestia's gaze. It says the same thing although with much more intensity...