Antibiotics vs Infection: Round 2 FIGHT! · 1:26am Jul 25th, 2019
Sorry to say, but I'm still really sick. I'm on a second round of anti-biotics. The serious kind. How serious? If I go outside in sunlight, I'll blister. Yep, I'm temporarily embdued with the shitty parts of being a vampire. Fortunately, I'm feeling a bit better. I think I'll be able to write for short periods so some progress on the next chapter will be made. I sadly cannot garentee a speedy delivery of the chapter like I normally can as I am still having some serious issues.
I'm also on a second anti-fungal med. That seems to be clearing up finally. I'm not sure the original liquid stuff did anything... It smelled like an atempt at home brewed mead gone wrong (trust me, I brew my own drinks. It smelled exactly like the kind of rotting booze you get when you're just starting out and have no equipment and don't know tho STERILIZE YOUR CONTAINERS!), had the flavor of... well, nothing, not even water just, nothing, and yet had the distinct texture of a certain organic fluid released by male humans during certain adult activities. Yes. Really. That stuff was HORRIBLE!
I'm also starting to sleep better, as the congestion goes down. So that's good.
I hope you're all better than I am.
If you think the stuff that goes in your mouth is bad, theres an identical packet for a variation for feet which is External Use Only.
Watch out for those too short treatments, so many super resistant bugs are going round the old durations just aint long enough.
Jeez, meep...you are definitely having a bad time right now.
I really hope you get better!
Wait, "embued with the shitty side of a vampire"? Dang, what happened...
Welp, I don't envy you to tell the truth...
5093752 Oh the anti-biotics I am on now mean I can only eat certain things, and can't be exposed to sunlight for every long. Hence, shitty parts of being a vampire.
Man, I can only remember the last time I was on some serious antibiotics. I feel nothin but sympathy, and wish you a quick recovery.
God speed, friend.
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It's hella cold over here too. My mom, da, brother, granddad, friends and myself are all sick. This is a very cold winter and now I have tah go out there and go to work
I'm on both pro- AND anti-biotics until the end of the week. Been on them for a week now, and my legs are STILL pink and edemic. I'm also in the midst of moving, in the Arizona Monsoon...
You'll get well soon enough. Write when you're ready. You come before words. Gears is patient, and so are we.
Your life is... interesting. And don't take this the wrong way, but I'm glad it isn't mine. That said I do sincerely hope you get better, and wish you a speedy recovery.
5093868 I assure you, my life is really quite dull. It's just punctuated with moments like this ><
5093837 I am too. I jsut didn't mention them cuz its not prescribed. I'm taking pro-biotics so I don't shit out all my gut flora.
That said, I hope you get better too :c
5093826 I would welcome some of that cold if you want to move it my way. 85F + infection is too hot for this bug >< Makes me with it was winter so i could go lay in the snow for a minute or so then run inside before the hypothermia set in.
Kill the Infection!
I hope you feel better soon, and will soon not have to burst into flames like a democrat being told orange man won again or a republican being asked to be compassionate.
Also, what the hell kind of medication does this?
5094193 Doxycycline Hyclate
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Jesus Christ... didn't they have anything else? I really hope this stuff is helping
5094214 It seems to be! I'm REALY tired all the time though v.v
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Well, I know everyone has already said this, but I'll say the same: take a break from writing for a bit. Just until you're better
5095738 I can't. Because I have been FORCED to take a break. I am done with that break. I need to preform my primary function in order to gain the ability to feel happyness from stimuli.
I am autistic. A major symptom of autism spectrum disorder is narrow interests. I like to tell stories. What else do I like that I can do which benefits others? Nothing. Not a god damn thing. I have had a "break" for what feels like a month (maybe actually 3 weeks? feels longer). This is unacceptable. I need to do what I desire doing.
But why not do something else? Because I do not want to, and due to my mental illness, there is nothing else on this planet that can allow me to gain satisfaction and feel like I am contributing to society. I simply do not value things the way others do, and there's nothing I, nor anyone else, has ever been able to do to make me normal in that respect.
I need to write. I need to write right the fuck now. But I can't. No matter what I do, even if I apply physical pain mask the pain form the infection with different pain, I cannot make my body comply with my demands.
MY body denies me the ability to preform my function as a member of civilization. This is unacceptable. Waiting longer for things to "get better" is unacceptable, as that is a lie. A month has past. Half of that month I have spent on drugs. I am not better. Getting better is a lie. I just want to end my misery and torture.
I just need to convince myself it's okay to leave this story unfinished, then I can end it.
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Believe me Meep's I know where you coming from all to well. I'm under the same conditions, and I do find your desire admirable, within reason.
Its certainly better then other people I can think of in our brony community
That said, you should still be careful. You could make things worse for yourself and not be able to write at all, or worse, burn yourself from it entirely and spiral further into misery.
5096133 Ah come on, don't bring Poor Chris into this. That poor guy's been made to suffer enough. Or gal? Not sure if they're trans or just a crossdresser. Regardless, while I am not the highest functioning person with ASD, I'm far higher functioning than that poor soul (Who seems to also have some serious delusions, possibly signs that they're not autistic but something much worse and could use anti-psycotics). I just have a strong sense of duty to civilization, that's all. I know that most people these days are not in the "Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country" mindset, but I am. Just not for my country, but for my Brothers.
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I did feel for the guy for a time... but the more I seem him, the more he strikes me as a fat creep.
Look, I get it, I do. And I think being in this fandom is good for him since those in it will, if able, try to help the guy. But he doesn't want help. And if you think I'm cold and heartless, you should hear some of my fellows, who point to people like Chris when they talk about going back to the gold standard, organ harvesting, and toddler coal mining in between munching lemon squares crafted by their dead eyed wives chained to the stove and scooping themselves another helping of baby seal brains at our annual Boy That Trump What A Guy mixer.