How is everyone tonight? · 10:44pm Oct 20th, 2017
I'm feeling a little bit better.
Had some shitty stress over my Halloween animation, but have decided to make it a little shorter than planned to meet the deadline and so I no longer get tediously bored and frustrated over it. Having sort of skipped out on two family birthdays to work on it, I have some family time to catch up on once it is finished and uploaded. It looks shit but so does the rest of everything on my YouTube channel so at least it is consistent with everything else I make and contribute to this fandom.
Also, Nevercake's advert has played eight more times today. I wrote him an anonymous letter warning him to watch his back when he goes out, but just barely managed to delete it before I hit the SEND option and possibly made a huge mistake in my life.
Once the animation is uploaded and everyone has made fun of it and told me how bullshit it is, I hope to get back to smiling again and trying to find my turn in the spotlight within this fanbase. It is a dream in the end, yes, but I don't care I just want to smile again.
So how are you all doing? Please tell me about your days. Talking to you all soothes my anger. Because it is nice to have friends, assuming I'm even allowed to think of you all as friends let alone call you friends. Am I allowed? Probably not, but I want to think you are. So just roll with me here.
Oh Nevercake, you can shut the f**k up.
I've had a pretty shoddy week, but it's gotten better today! I'm visiting my favorite Aunt and she has wifi so I can get on my laptop, woo!
4703703
Damn it that OC is still adorable. I need a file of that picture. Make me a larger image of the OC and I'll give you my email to send it to so I can put it on my computer.
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Also hope your visit to your aunt goes wonderful, dar Bambi.
4703710
If you need to write a story just watch a porn video and write it out as a MLP clopfic. 80% of people on this site follow their cocks and fannies than their heads so it's easy to get views from them. When it comes to porn this fanbase is the easiest to exploit, hence the abundance of clopfics.
Of course, I'd suggest this to you only if you were a shitty little turd, which I don't think you are, so I offer you this advice instead.
Take a break, watch some TV, have some hot cocoa, and come back refreshed and brighter. Don't let the idea of writing a story frustrate you, like me and my Halloween animation has frustrated me trying to make it half-decent for people to watch.
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Don't like the last picture, but the rest? Holy crap, that's pretty good.
Screw your story, because art seems like your true calling. I'm not kidding, that's honestly pretty good art. Why don't you expand upon that and improve your artistic skills? You could make some posters through Vistaprint and sell them to people.
I need to call a doctor after seeing those sketches, because that shit looks sick as hell! Cool!
Horrible.
meh, it's been okay, nothing outstanding
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I like bat ponies.
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Wanna talk about it?
4703761
It's a never ending physical and mental horror.
4703764
Ah, I see...
What's his name then?
4703803
It's an illness.
4703805
Oh...I apologize, mate. You going to be alright?
Nice to hear that you are feeling better. I do well, spending my Time Writing new chapters for my incomplete Stories and playing Metal Gear Solid 5
4703817
How does it feel not being able to unlock the tuxedo costume and having to buy that suit?
4703808
Probably not. I've been planning my own demise for a while now.
4703824
Well, I hope you change your mind about offing yourself, dude.
4703839
Meh, it doesn't matter.
4703839
Aren't that Far yet but it must tte "are you kiddng me" feeling
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here's the full picture lol
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I just came back from watching "The Blue Max" (1966), it was playing at the Udvar-Hazy center as part of a movie series they're doing on WW1. I give it a 78/100. All in all good movie, even if it is almost 3 hours long.
So all in all, pretty good.
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I want to believe he's not being serious, but you never know with a lot of people. The last thing I want to do is say anything that will push the poor guy over the edge. Nevercake and Mandpony are the only people I want to push over any edge. Well, them and maybe Trump and terrorists.
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Um...So remember when I said your OC was adorable? Well..I still stand by that statement...but the stallion with the Joker-ish smile actually sort of creeps me out, which is saying something considering I'm a guy who laughed at the ending of Stephen King's The Mist, an has watched Pain Olympics without cringing once at the sight of genitals being disemboweled. Who is that, might I ask?
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That is good to hear. I hope we can all help each other find our smiles. I will try to find mine and help you all get yours too. :)
No sex though.
You there, life is meaningful and death won't be arriving for quite some time! So come spend your life doing what makes you happy and not what some guy in a top-hat says!
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*raises a gun to your face. Hesitates for a moment. Then slowly lowers his gun and puts it away*
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I don't remember, actually, it was a collab with another artist years ago!
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I mean I know a lot of you here are horny little buggers but sex isn't something I want to encourage in anyone here right now.
4704058
Good luck trying to shoot me, IF I'M ALREADY DEAD! HAHAHAHA! Bang
4704438
That's fine by me. I'll just loot your body for McVities biscuits then.
4704439
... Nope, I haven't saved at all this game, I've got nothing.
4704442
Which game?
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Any game, I never remember to save. Probably Skyrim or Oblivion, but I can't be entirely sure, the graphics are too similar.
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Graphics aren't everything. In the end it's all about how much fun you have playing the game.
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It's hard to have fun with a bunch of moving pixels that make weird human-like sounds every two seconds. In all seriousness I liked Oblivion and I loved Skyrim, but they're both a bit overrated.