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Sleepy Panda

Some people are morning birds, other people are night owls. I'm a never sort of person.

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  • 11 weeks
    Happy (late-ish) holidays

    On Christmas Eve I got a stomach bug as a present, I spent Christmas night sick from too much drinking, and on New Year’s Eve I get my wisdom teeth out. :pinkiehappy: At some point during this month I became an adult as well, so at least that’s one “holiday” that I didn’t get some sort of misfortune for.

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  • 19 weeks
    Nightmare Night

    Halloween is my favourite holiday by far. I'm still a mental five-year-old; dressing up in costumes is still a massive hobby of mine. I didn't go trick-or-treating (way too old for that), but I got all of my siblings' Almondjoys, handed out candy, and still have a party to go to.

    Any fellow Whovians out there? I decided to display my inner geek this year.

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  • 23 weeks
    It's been a while.

    I could update people on all the boring aspects of my life and how I almost died but instead I'll talk about less heavy things.

    I speak very bad Chinese (my vocabulary is limited to things I've picked up from my ex and her friends), so I don't usually go to Chinese club, but I did today because they were making dumplings.

    So I went and I made dumplings. They were pretty good.

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  • 44 weeks
    Yay positivity

    Professor Plum did a blog about positivity and encouraged other people to join in and also write about positive things, and because he’s a cool dude, I’m doing it. It’s taken me a few days to find something positive because I’ve had a pretty rough time lately and there has literally been nothing positive in my life whatsoever.

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  • 50 weeks
    Happy Thanksgiving

    I can't wait to go trick or treating tonight.

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Might disappear for a few days · 3:16pm Mar 21st, 2017

I'm locked in the school psych place again, which is completely pointless because there's already a good 80% chance I'm going to be committed to a psych hospital tonight. I have my phone now but only for a few more secs while people are making phone calls.

Eh. :ajbemused: You'd think I was walking around holding a gun to my head with the way everyone is acting but I don't really have any plans to do anything like that.

Maybe they'll let me go. Can try escaping in an hour or so if they let me eat food (I've missed breakfast and lunch because of this). But that'll probably ensure I get marked as mentally unstable so I dunno.

I just want to go outside and go for a walk. That's all I want out of life right now. But nope... :ajsleepy:

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Comments ( 18 )

O_O Hope you're OK

Stay strong Panda well be here for you when you get back.:pinkiehappy:

Hey good luck where all here when you get back tell us about it later.

I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself. We're here for you. :fluttershysad:

Hope you pull through alright :fluttercry:

Your not mentally unstable, it's probably meaning there's some misunderstanding...

I am fairly unstable.

4468025 Do mood swings, over silliness count as unstable or....

I don't understand. You are pretty stable to me.

I've tried to kill myself and other people.

4468037 Other people, on the yourself thing... I can relate.... but... I'm sure you are fine, it could be, like me, you need to take medication for anger issues, well I don't take them anymore...

Do you have like, Personality swings?

I'm diagnosed with depersonalization disorder and Dissociative Identity disorder.

4468059 Well, your still the same person, and best friend to me

And I swear,
I still can't imagine you harming anyone.

You'd think I was walking around holding a gun to my head with the way everyone is acting 

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