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kudzuhaiku


She's looking at you. Yes you. And she is judging you with her eyes. There is no escape.

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  • 50 weeks
    It's late

    But my brain isn't quiet. I'm stoned out of my goddamn gourd. Don't worry, it is just my usual regimen of drugs. That's how I spent a lot of my time now. Wasted. Doesn't really help with the pain much, but makes it a bit more tolerable. All of my drugs cost over 5 grand a month. That's what it takes to keep me going. I'm in somewhat better shape because of all of it, and there's a few bright

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  • 60 weeks
    Cyborgification is potentially a-go

    Finally found a doctor that didn't run screaming upon seeing my spine images and xrays. The team is coming together. Met with the neurosurgeon the other day, and he thinks I am an ideal candidate for augmentation. The transition is happening, I think. I still have to pass a psych evaluation and other steps, but I am closer now than ever. First I'll have the trial run; they'll sink electrodes into

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  • 90 weeks
    Today, life changes forever.


    It's been a long, long road to get to this point. A big thank you to everyone who has been with me during this journey.

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  • 90 weeks
    Big changes are happening


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  • 113 weeks
    I suppose it is time for an update

    Been meaning to this, and I've become the King of Pro-Crasty Nation. I kept wanting to report, but there was nothing to report, no good news at all, so I just... didn't. Sorry. Went a bit silent on my end. It just sorta happened.

    I finally got a lawyer willing to take up my case. After that, things started happening.

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Oct
27th
2016

And because people keep asking... · 11:58pm Oct 27th, 2016

Yes, Gosling's talent, his gift if you wish to call it that, is to inspire happiness in others. It is hinted at and suggested in the story, but I keep getting messages asking to confirm it, so here we go. Gosling's rubber duckie, his cutie mark, is a manifestation of his desire to inspire happiness in others. (And himself)


On a different note, Gosling is one of the characters that is most difficult and most taxing for me to write. He's an extrovert, and very much so. Trying to force my brain into seeing the world as Gosling might see it is mentally exhausting and causes me a lot of stress. No joke. Gosling and Gloomy both cause me fits. Gloomy is even worse, she is both an optimist and an extrovert, and these qualities make these characters very, very difficult for me to write. Their headspace and my headspace don't mesh.

Can an introvert write a believable extrovert? I don't know. Looking at my own work, I'm biased, so I can't write an objective answer. I don't know.

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Oh so that makes perfect sense. I was wondering about that. I almost thought it meant he was like good at swimming or maybe bath time.
Okay I'll admit that the last one was a stretch totally me just trying and failing to troll.

Trust me you did an extremely good job...

I think you did, yeah. I'm strongly introverted myself, so I may nae be the best judge, belike, but I could find no serious fault in your portrayal.

I was hoping his talent was squeaking when he was squeezed :fluttershysad:

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Oh, he does that too, depending on which parts are squeezed.

I can't speak concretely on introvert/extrovert... but I will say this, You have written an extremely entertaining and interesting character that I really like.

you seem to be doing pretty good at it
i mean im a introvert but i have some extrovert family and friends so i know how they tend to work a bit

Is Swans done or is that particular chapter of the story done with another entry on the way?

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The Perilous Gestation of Swans is planned, but not right away. As stated, I plan to finish some other works.

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I'll be on the Shetlands with Bucky, Sideralis, and Rye Mash then.

All right, that makes sense, but I still have one question...

Does he go *squeak* when you squeeze him?
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