Update on stuff, dood. · 1:11am Apr 28th, 2016
Been toiling on my stories while playing Fire Emblem (is it too much to ask for a futa Corrin so I can have my lesbian sex AND have Kana?) and Bravely Second (pretty good) and I'm making some progress, dood. Sorry that its taking forever, dood.
The main reason for this post is the idea of that one weird Harem where the character in the middle of said harem was the sub of the thing and everyone else is like 'hey, I need you to fuck me' every once in a while, dood. Inspired a bit by NDGD/bean1215's futa RUby art where everyone is teasing Ruby or getting her to do sexual things.
So now you know the possible NEW path that I'm taking for my RWBY fic that I may never finish, dood. Which brings to something EXCEPTIONALLY hard to talk about, especially in this day of age, dood.
Rape is bad, mmaky dood. But I am strangely fascinated by the idea of woman raping male to the point where Femdom has solidified as a kink for me, possibly to the point where if this actually happens to me, I would recover faster from such a traumatic experience versus me raped by a guy; hell, I'd probably feel a little good about myself when the optimism returned to me after such a event where I'd be forever scarred from the latter event (yes, even if the chick raping me pulled out the strap-on because of the Futa kink). As matter of fact, I think the possibility of my rapist extorting money because she had my child is much worse than the rape itself where male rape would be far more damaging physically.
It's a horrible thought and I doubt there are many out there that shares my belief/kink for femdom to this excessive extent. But this is how I feel, and I am clearly no stranger to writing rape (see Twilight's Misadventures). I might be overestimating/underestimating my willpower when being sexually attacked by a woman but yeah... give me a week or two and I'd be feeling okay about it ever happening. I'll still take precautions to avoid this at all in the first place but I risk getting hit in the face by a meteorite just waking up in the morning so, anything could happen, life is chaotic.
I don't feel super good about the above two paragraphs but it is still true and hopefully people can understand it better when I do stupid shit like this, dood. How does this correlate to my RWBY fic. Ruby has a dick and she may be coerced into sex/raped by women (the first sex scene I'm writing is Ruby getting kidnapped by grimm and having her first sexual experience with a sexy amazon beowulf-lady but as I am to do... I downplay the actually trauma of it all by making it Ruby's pseudo-fetish by saying that 'as scary as it was, that beowulf chick was kinda hot', dood.
Then Juliet has her things of tricking mares into sex, dood. We all love her, don't we?
Regardless of what you guys say, I'm probably going to keep going with it but I do want to know if I am a sociopath about my possibly mild reaction to one of the worst crimes that a person can commit to another person if this happens to me and my attacker is a female, dood. I don't have the spine to rape anyone, I get squeamish when my flesh makes any contact with another person and I'm naturally scared/annoyed by people and I dislike pain and not into men so getting raped by a guy would probably destroy my mind, dood.
Or you can keep asking me when I'll post the next chapter, continue House Sparkle, or when I'll finish the other non-MLP stories I've done (No one on this site asks this, dood)
The thing is, what you're talking about -- fantasies about rape, femdom kink (which are separate things) -- those aren't rape. One of the things that has to be repeated is that rape isn't generally any more about sex than shooting someone is about a bullet, or the gun, no, no matter how much some people may creatively overenjoy ballistics. Rape is about control, punishment, assault, and violation. The sex is a tool. The violation is a cruel, eroding, devastation.
So, would you recover faster, slower, different? Hard to say. Like with most traumatic experiences, most people generally don't know. But just like there really isn't such a thing in the real world as too kinky to torture, there really isn't "so into rape fantasies that actual rape will have less effect." That being said, this is all make believe shit here, so, hey, whatever prances your pony, right?
3901425 And you would be totally right and I feel like a moron for not actually thinking about it like that, dood. I totally understand that Rape is far more about domination and power than it is about sex. While I can't deny the whole 'can't be too into rape fantasies that rape is just an alternate consent to me', being a virgin writing porn for the internet with odd yet simple kinks makes me feel like I'd be more excepting to allow some woman force her control on me out of nowhere.
Again, the whole 'rape fantasy' vs. real rape' can REALLY bite me in the ass should this happen and I might be scarred by this so this 'feeling' I have about such a thing will probably be a mute thing and destroy a portion of my life and faith in everything and turn me into a quivering mess of a man-child... even worse than what I am now, dood.
3901470 Eh. Again, it's that whole "let" thing. It's hard to describe unless it either happens to you or someone close to you, or you spend a long time going into detail. In a fantasy, in the internet, in a negotiated SSC scene, there's cut out and control options. Even if you have no more control than a safeword or "my partner is a decent human being" (don't go with that if you do ever get into the scene, the 'just trust the partner and have no signal" bit -- your top would need to KNOW if something goes wrong), that's still a kind of a control, which is functionally a kind of safety.
Which honestly means there's no problem with you being a virgin or whatever writing porn, man. It's not like you're a virgin writing a how-to guide for real people having sex. You're writing about the sort of fantasies that get you off. I just get sort of worried when I read or hear people make comments like that, because if anything DOES happen, there tend to be spiralling cycles of self-blame and guilt and shit like that, and nobody needs that on top of the rest of it. And it kind of fucks up your lenses for how to look at other people going through it, y'know?
Also, I'm a wordy babbly type and go on way too long, etc.
3901505 Yeah... I guess I've been diving too deep into the current events of bullshit that it kinda fucked with my own divide between fantasy and reality, dood. Fantasy is fantasy, reality is reality and it should be left that way.
I guess this was just another bout of paranoia of how I felt about something that can be immediately stopped with 'Don't mix fantasy with reality', dood.
3901518 I guess it depends on the fantasy to reality mix. I mean, you give me the power to move shit with my mind and even though that is normally relegated to fantasy, I'll keep it.
Just thinking I could wouldn't be too much fun, though. Unless I could blame the failure of something to move on our cats. They like my spouse more than me, they'd totally TKblock me. The dogs are too lazy.
Wow... and now after reading all of this all you've put into my head is the idea of Edea being a dominant futa and the consequences of it in Bravely Default and Bravely Second. Really weird where the mind goes isn't it?
3901556 I'm onboard with a dominate futa Edea, dood. That sounds great.
3901540 Yeah, but that's the appeal of fantasy, dood. Man, I wish I had the power to open a debug menu for life.
I preferred Awakening over Fates honestly. The tactician had more enjoyable support conversations and the characters were more interesting. Nohr's characters are interesting but I don't like how I solely have to focus on strategy since I can't grind enemies in-between main story missions. If it would have to be futa though . . . I think it would have to be Camilla, who uses her sexy ways to ensnare the princess loving nobody but her. Maybe Elise too to ensure her big sister stays just her big sister.
3901565 I agree that I prefer Awakening over Fates, but I still like it. Still locked into Revelations at the moment and the story is pretty good outside of the 'lets put our children into other dimensions that age them faster'. As for characters, they are all enjoyable to be honest and as much as I prefer FemCorrin/Kamui to be the futa. I do like the idea of Camilla being a futa as well (for Hinoka, dood), as well as Oboro and Effie. I think I'd rather have Sakura being a futa for Elise, dood.
3901584 What if all of them were futa, except Corrin?
Well the word of mouth is that, it isn't rape if you don't disagree and instead enjoy it, however it is rape if you are scarred and harmed by it. as the first comment stated, sex is the tool and actual rape is the deliberate desolation and degradation of the person and their peace of mind, by another person. you would most likely enjoy a little kinky rape fantasy with a futanari lady, and I'm not talking about the Trans people that are cropping up in this day and age, but an actual woman with a 9/2" dick.
besides that How long till the next chapter of missadventures or House Sparkle?
Also Dark Souls III FTW!!!
3901685 I am okay with that as well, with how much of a tool Corrin is, I wouldn't even be mad if Corrin was male and they were all futas, dood.
3901686 Oh yeah, I just wanted to bring that up as I had a momentary lapse of the Fantasy/Reality thing while also not fully understanding the whole 'Rape fetish thing vs. real rape' conundrum, dood. And yeah, I'd be okay with a little Futadom if a REAL dickgirl that I found attractive was also into it and me, dood.
Misadventures is still in progress, House Sparkle is still on hiatus and I don't have the money for Dark Souls 3... never played a Dark Souls game ever to be honest, dood.
3901708 Watch the vid I linked and you will understand how a first time player feels. but after the first hour or so of grinding through the insanity and pain, the game gets Harder, but you do get better as you learn how better to face off against the more difficult opponents and you level up your equipment.