So about that Hiatus... · 12:57am Nov 20th, 2014
You have three seconds to guess what i ended up doing anyway...
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times up.
Writing is... pretty much my life outside of my life. It helps me relax and get away from things. I thought that i would need to take time off to help with the... stuff i'm going through right now... but the past two nights i sat down at my desk, checked some things, read through the kind words people had sent me in concern... and as soon as that was done, what did i do?
I turned right to my laptop and started writing again... because to be honest... that's what i do to get my mind off things.
Am i still sad? Terribly. But am i feeling a little better? Yes... because of all of you.
I've found that two things have been helping me get through this... it's been writing... and conversing with people on Fimfiction... as soon as i realized that, i also realized that a hiatus was unrealistic.
My writing has not been effected by my state of mind. It's all outlines so i'm just putting already existing ideas to paper. I even have chapter 57 done and ready to be edited (havent sent it yet).
So... i'm gonna kick the hiatus out the door and keep going as i have been... because writing has been helping me cope, and avoiding it would be stupid.
I may not be my usual happy and cheerful self that most of you usually know me to be for a while... but leaving you guys behind for a little bit to wallow in despair isn't going to help me. I've made so many friends and earned the respect of so many people. I've received over 50 PM's since i posted what happened... and it instantly rekindled my urge to write and post chapters knowing it would give me more chances to wow, talk, and converse with the people who have made my experience here so great.
So... i'm definitely not anywhere near being out of my funk... but i'm gonna keep writing regardless. It's helping a lot.
glad to hear you're feeling better.
Also, I will get revenge for the times up
As I well know, writing can definitely be therapeutic and a useful stress reliever. But take whatever time that you need to get back up to speed.
I know what you mean. Glitter is the same way. I am so glad you have decided to continue writting. Not only because I am eager to hear what is going to happen next. But because if you give up your writing,You will be giving up your dream. We are all here for you.
Yay!!! Im glad you're feeling a bit better..
I hope writing will help you even more.. GOOD LUCK!!
Glad to see you back. Everyone has something that will help them escape(e.g. Soarin has those
murderousintense workout sessions) from reality. Don't hurry to get out of your funk. Take as much time as you need to; we'll still be supportive regardless.*Snoopy-style happy dance*
Good to know your feeling better!
Yay!
Calm wind, we love you...
I still feel really bad about you know,....
But I'm so glad we make you feel better.
Sorryyyy...
Glad to hear that you are back up on your feet and that you have a lot of determination. If you need to talk or clear your mind pm me if it will help. (my experience with love is minor so yeah, not a reliable source)
While I have no experience with what you're going though I have to say hearing what happened definitely made me feel so sad for you and I really wish there was some sort of hugging icon here because I would have sent a million of those to you. But I am glad to hear that you're still writing and that it is helping, I've always found writing (and reading fics) to be very therapeutic so I hope in time you feel even better than you do now (even it is just a little bit right now) c:
*Insert Pinkie Pie hug here*
Thanks for thinking about us. If you really though want time to collect your thoughts, take it. Thanks though, we all have our copping mechanisms.
I'm very glad to hear you are better.
Just remember, my offer still stands if ya wanna talk.
Man sorry to hear about your lady friend. I never had a special somepony and im 19. So best of luck to get through this of luck to get through this man stay strong
Yeah, that's right! Exactly how it's done! Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and man up! Cause happiness is two kinds of ice cream, finding your skate key, and I don't know what the heck else! Also, you're close to 100 blog posts squee!
-Ender
Do what ya gotta do... Just keep on keeping on... As they say
Kool beans bro! You know that feeling of excitement that make you feel sick to your stomach. Yeah thats how Im feeling right now. STAY AWESOME!
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Thank you all... i mean it when i say both writing and this site have helped me cope. Your concern has been heartwarming... and while i still have quite a gap to fill, you guys are occupying some of that empty space and encouraging me to keep going as much as i can.
I'm eternally grateful for all of you.
2606012 no prob.
HI!!!!
Can't you stop this for one day?
Stop what?
ARGGG!
2606012 have a cookie calm!
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And we love you!
Dam, I didn't use those 3 seconds... I just finished posting on your last post when i saw this
Good luck bro!! 
Great to have you back man, Still feel for you!!
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Whatever helps man. Just remember we are all here for you.
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i saw your other post too, i appreciate your thoughts and concerns, you and everyone else are really helping me get through this.
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No problem, we all are here to help.
That's good. I hope you cheer up soon.
Aw yeah! Look who's back in business! That's the CalmWind we know and love!
Looking forward to the new chapters!
Also, I haven't read your at 7 chapters. .. I got busy and it never crossed my mind to check fimfiction, as I no longer get update emails to remind me, due to the sites update... unless I'm just doing it wrong!
Anyway, if you ever want something different to do. You could hit me up for some darksouls. I now have all the dlc for 1&2.
And you were not kidding when you said it was tough....
Sanctuary guardian.... probably my favorite boss... ever...
Alterious..... Ya he's a lil difficult.... not too hard though... it only takes him one hit to kill me so.... Ya...
PRAISE THE SUN!
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I am so happy that you found something that helping you!
And it's writing!
I'm saying again , if you need something I am here for you!
SMILE!!!
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thank you
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Thanks... yeah it's tough. The sanctuary guardian was one hell of a way to throw us into it, and Artorias is incredibly difficult the first time you fight him. I'd definitely be up for some co-op at some point maybe, i'll let you know... or if you need help let me know and i'll assist. (Especially against Kalameet)
I wish i could play the DS 2 DLC... i have a slight complication with that. My ps3 has an old credit card attached to the username i have all my DS2 stuff on... and if i wanna change it i have to enter a password to my account... which i forgot years ago.
So if i wanna play DS2's DLC i'll have to start all over and... to be honest my urge to play DS2 again is no where near as high as DS1 so i'm giving it some time... (i'm currently distracted by mario kart 8's DLC and the new smash bros incoming so i doubt i'll get to it any time soon)
but really, thanks.
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thank you... i'll try
Glad to hear you're doing a little better
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thank you
2606780 You're welcome
things will get better, glad you feeling a little better, keep writing it help you and the reader feel better ( seriously your storys are therapeutic)
Good to hear that you have something to get you on other thoughts. It always helps.
Still, I think you should take it a bit easy, actually.
But aslong as you're happy, I'll be happy.
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i tried... i actually found doing nothing was making it worse... i hate to say it but i might be 3 times as efficient for a while because writing is one of the few things getting my mind off the whole thing
2607011 Then you should stick to it, but don't forget what happens around you.
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And we are too Calm.
Glad to have you back.
Yayness where appropriate!
Suppose it's funny how these things work, huh?
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not writing ended up not working at all... writing, as usual, was the best release i could find
2605836 For the record, happiness is also either playing the drums in your own school band or walking hand in hand. In short, it's anyone or anything at all that's loved by you.
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Happiness is morning and evening, daytime and nighttime too!
It's good to hear you've picked up writing again. But please don't feel pressured to churn out work like before. I got your back bro.
You need someone to talk/vent to, I'm here. Everything is confidential with me-on my honor as an Eagle Scout and soldier in the US Army.
Stay Awesome
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2607399 Well, at least you've got something to keep you occupied.
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Thanks i appreciate it
2607907 And that pretty much taps me out on quotes, I'm afraid. RATS!!
Or am I allowed to replace it with BATS!! in this particular venue?