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kudzuhaiku


She's looking at you. Yes you. And she is judging you with her eyes. There is no escape.

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  • 56 weeks
    It's late

    But my brain isn't quiet. I'm stoned out of my goddamn gourd. Don't worry, it is just my usual regimen of drugs. That's how I spent a lot of my time now. Wasted. Doesn't really help with the pain much, but makes it a bit more tolerable. All of my drugs cost over 5 grand a month. That's what it takes to keep me going. I'm in somewhat better shape because of all of it, and there's a few bright

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  • 67 weeks
    Cyborgification is potentially a-go

    Finally found a doctor that didn't run screaming upon seeing my spine images and xrays. The team is coming together. Met with the neurosurgeon the other day, and he thinks I am an ideal candidate for augmentation. The transition is happening, I think. I still have to pass a psych evaluation and other steps, but I am closer now than ever. First I'll have the trial run; they'll sink electrodes into

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  • 96 weeks
    Today, life changes forever.


    It's been a long, long road to get to this point. A big thank you to everyone who has been with me during this journey.

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  • 96 weeks
    Big changes are happening


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  • 120 weeks
    I suppose it is time for an update

    Been meaning to this, and I've become the King of Pro-Crasty Nation. I kept wanting to report, but there was nothing to report, no good news at all, so I just... didn't. Sorry. Went a bit silent on my end. It just sorta happened.

    I finally got a lawyer willing to take up my case. After that, things started happening.

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May
26th
2014

Princess Luna's Suicide Solutions Q&A. Ever wanted to ask Noctilucent a question? · 10:09pm May 26th, 2014

Wow, not many questions this time around. The other Q&A was overwhelming for a while.

Anyway, this is wrapped up for now.

We'll do this again soon!

Comments ( 30 )

Noctilucent, was your father ever in the picture?

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Noctilucent, was your father ever in the picture?

Noctilucent: Never met him. My grandmother said he was a horrible brute.

Princess Luna since you are incharge of mental health does that mean your sister help heal physical wounds or diseases like plagues?

Noctilucent, do you wish that Shortbread Cookie was your foal?

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Princess Luna since you are incharge of mental health does that mean your sister help heal physical wounds or diseases like plagues?

Luna: She can, but is far more taxing for her and it isn't something she can spread out over multiple instances of self. Usually, she doesn't do it because it isn't fair to heal just one pony and leave another ill.

Author's note: this will be a major plot point later

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Noctilucent, do you wish that Shortbread Cookie was your foal?

Noctilucent: Maybe. Is that selfish... I would give anything to keep her.

to dr lethe, how did you learn dream magic? since it is rare

Cactus Blossom, now that you have your cutie mark, how do you feel knowing that your destiny is to comfort other ponies?

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To dr lethe, how did you learn dream magic? since it is rare

Dr. Lethe: I was born with 'The Gift.' It is unusual shadow magic that only some of the lunar pegasi have. We don't get to hang out on clouds or play with the weather like our solar cousins. We manipulate shadow and there are many different gifts, but dream walking is the gift we all dream of.

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Cactus Blossom, now that you have your cutie mark, how do you feel knowing that your destiny is to comfort other ponies?

Cactus: I think I am going to ask Dr. Lethe about pee-sychology lessons. But she gets annoyed every time I say "pee-sychology."

Author's note: Graves told her the word was pee-sychology... shh, she doesn't know

Graves, what are your favorite types of books?

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Graves, what are your favorite types of books?

Graves: Right now, I just pulled a sociology primer from off the library wagon. I've been waiting weeks for it to be there. I also like to study psychology and group dynamics to understand just how much I don't fit in. Holly once tried to make me read a book about a magical farting cat that sang show tunes, saying I needed to read age appropriate books. No. Just no.

Graves, if given the option, would you leave the orphanage?

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Graves, if given the option, would you leave the orphanage?

Graves: And go where? I don't have the means to care for myself. Me, destitute? I like my bed.

Noctilucent, about your 'friend' and the incident. I assume that you didn't intend for things to get out of hoof why do you blame yourself for what happened? Is it because you realized too late what he intended, or did you go in knowing and have a change of conscience?

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Noctilucent, about your 'friend' and the incident. I assume that you didn't intend for things to get out of hoof why do you blame yourself for what happened? Is it because you realized too late what he intended, or did you go in knowing and have a change of conscience?

Noctilucent: I went in with the intentions of doing it... I... wanted physical love but not the emotional attachment. I thought if she was passed out, I could take care of my needs and not have to feel anything. But then I felt things anyway. And then, he showed up.

Princess Luna, the griffon nation seems to be on the warpath in this universe. Have they made overtures toward invading Equestria as they invaded the donkey and zebra kingdoms?

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Princess Luna, the griffon nation seems to be on the warpath in this universe. Have they made overtures toward invading Equestria as they invaded the donkey and zebra kingdoms?

Princess Luna: They fear my sister burning their empire off of the map with one giant solar flare or leaving the sun parked over their empire for a couple of days.

Not that she would ever do those things. But she makes no effort to reassure them that she would not.

Dear Cactus Blossom,

Were you born blind, or did something happen?

Graves, can you diagnose a wagon?

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Dear Cactus Blossom,
Were you born blind, or did something happen?

Cactus: I was born this way.

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Graves, can you diagnose a wagon?

Graves: Only if it has a triumph of the wheel.

Dear Noctilucent,

Shortbread doesn't cry and scream too much, right? If she does it too much, she'll be a little hoarse.

Here is a question for Cactus Blossom: do you rely more on your hearing, sense of smell or touch based senses to find your way around?

Luna,

Is it sometimes confusing for you to be in separate places at once? Like, if you are at the orphanage and at the palace, do you see both at the same time, or is it a clone-type deal where the clone is on auto-pilot and you don't know what it's doing? Since it is a clone of you, it would still make the same decisions you would, but do you have to find out from someone later what decisions they made (if the clone-type thing is the case?)

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Shortbread doesn't cry and scream too much, right? If she does it too much, she'll be a little hoarse.

Noctilucent: She does things worse than crying... :pinkiesick:

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Here is a question for Cactus Blossom: do you rely more on your hearing, sense of smell or touch based senses to find your way around?

Cactus: I have to use all three. Mostly my hearing or my touch. My new Cactus Sense seems to point me in the right direction if somepony needs comfort.

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Luna,
Is it sometimes confusing for you to be in separate places at once? Like, if you are at the orphanage and at the palace, do you see both at the same time, or is it a clone-type deal where the clone is on auto-pilot and you don't know what it's doing? Since it is a clone of you, it would still make the same decisions you would, but do you have to find out from someone later what decisions they made (if the clone-type thing is the case?)

Luna: These are not clones. They are manifestations of will. Projections. And no, there is no confusion. I can be in thousands and thousands of places all at once. The more of me there are however, the weaker each one is. It is a gift my sister lacks.

Noctilucent, have you considered asking Luna to train you in Lucid Dreaming; so you can help protect your own mind the the horrors within?

Princess Luna: Do you ever walk in the dreams of the Element Bearers? Or maybe even other princesses? :trollestia:

Maybe Discord?

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