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ShutterGuy


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  • 205 weeks
    In case you want to know

    I’m greatly sorry to those looking forward to me continuing my stories and the truth is for the times that I had, I could have typed up something more. I regret many things and the one that eats at the far back of my head is that I haven’t finished any of my stories or even began new ones. I had so many ideas that I wanted to share with everyone here. My heart was set to do something unique and

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    4 comments · 290 views
  • 381 weeks
    So if I was to return

    How many of you would be pissed at me? Just wanting to make sure that if I did start coming back to update old and new stories. To be honest I'm a little afraid to come back at all due to how much responsibility I have now, but I'm starting to crave the creative outlet this site had to offer and I miss working on my stories. But I mean... The cobwebs on both my stories make me feel like I've

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    6 comments · 647 views
  • 432 weeks
    To whom it may concern

    I wish to say I'm sorry for the extreme hiatus I've taken, but due to my job I've never been more busy. This blog is to inquire those who know me and my work if I should continue work I have accidentally left behind two years ago or would it be better to move on with possibly a new story. Everyone who have supported me up till now, I can't express how guilty I have felt not updating my stuff. I'm

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    18 comments · 501 views
  • 485 weeks
    To all my readers, Friends, and Followers.

    I'm considering that my time with you all might be coming to an end as my life has suddenly picked up with new found responsibilities. My career has taken me to new 'heights', in all manner of the word. I'm sorry for negleting my stories, but as a great friend on here has told me time and time again, "Life is more important and always should come first." I know I'm a bad writer to some and a good

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  • 494 weeks
    I think I have lost my mind to be honest

    I've been sitting here for the last hour and I find myself... running from something. Like something will find me in my dark writing corner of my house and engulf me. The evening brings on the worst of this old house. It is evident that it may want to end me with it's decaying wood flooring and sinister doors. However I think something more foul lurks within this walls. Never have I seen it, but

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Jan
30th
2014

I need someone please... · 10:24am Jan 30th, 2014

If anyone is still up. I really need to talk to someone. Please.

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Comments ( 60 )

talk about what?

1774336 thank you

1774343 I witness something that disturbed me slightly and just... needed to get some steam off.

1774348 Did they see you, and do you know what their faces look like?

1774350 That's the thing... I'm not allowed to talk about it.

1774355 Suddenly my sarcasm backfired... :rainbowderp:

1774358 *chuckles lightly* that put a bit of a smile on my face. Thank you. :fluttershysad:

1774361 But you asked to talk then say your not allowed to talk... if they are standing be hind you wink twice.

1774362 Under law I'm not allowed to say anything except that I encountered a death. :ajsleepy:

1774366 This is the internet I am a bot. :pinkiecrazy:

Car accident, another school shooting, gang related, italian mofia...?

1774379 There is one thing that I frown upon more than anything else in this world. And I don't see why anyone would ever consider it. Then again when I explain my point of view on how life really is, most people think I'm insane.

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1774385 Please... I'm on the edge of tears. Listening to anyone would help me. :applecry:

SHUTTERS!!! IT'S A-ME! MARIO!!!!!!!:twilightsheepish:

1774388 i'll listen to you.:pinkiesad2:

1774388 Pet Fluttershy in a second window while you talk. Trust me it helps.

1774388 suicide..... fuck...... that's never something you want to witness.

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1774398 I couldn't save him... I couldn't even do anything... I froze. My blood curdled and my mind went blank as I recalled how I lost someone else close to me. I feel shattered like a stain glass window. All of me is everywhere and I'm trying to pick up the pieces, but I cut my hands every time. :fluttercry:

1774348 SHUTTER! It's alright....I'm here now...I'm sorry I couldn't get to you sooner:fluttercry:

1774441 um........ if it's not too much... what exactly lead to this? you don't have to tell us if you don't want too.

1774441 *grabs into a massive hug* it's ok Shutter.....it's ok. It's going to be ok...:fluttercry: I'm sorry...so so sorry...:ajsleepy::fluttercry:

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I think anypony'd freeze up if that happened. And even if you hadn't, I'm not sure it'd have made a difference if somepony really wanted to do it. But I really am really tired right now...

*hugs anyways*

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--Sweetie Belle

Damn...That sucks man.:applejackconfused: Suicide's never good, 'specially if it happens in front of you...

God dammit, it's times like these when I wish I wasn't so unemotional or uncomforting.:facehoof:

1774443 It was so sudden... I... didn't have a lot of time to cope with what was happening. :ajsleepy:

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1774450 Just you being here means the world to me. :fluttershysad:

1774464 i'm not forcing you. you don't wanna talk about it, we won't talk about it. but you probably should go to someone you know in real life and talk to them.

1774465 I'm sorry Shutter...but your welcome.

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1774468 Perhaps... Thank you for your time... I greatly appreciate it.

Jeez, man... I cannot begin to express my deepest apologies for what you had to witness. Seeing someone take their own life is never good. Wow... sucicide? Dude, if you ever need to talk more, just hit me up. Things like that can ruin a guy. I see my father scream out in the night due to nightmares. He was posted in Japan in the military. He looked to the side to see a Japanese little girl in the middle of the highway. A truck came speeding and splattered her all over the pavement right in front of him. I don't think my dad ever got that out of his head. It's still with him every day. Dude, I really hope things calm down for you. Something like this doesn't just go away. I hope things work out for you, man... :rainbowderp:

1774471 Your welcome Shutter, I asked Feather to be here as well if he could when I'm not here.:ajsleepy:

1774471 no problem.

and unfortunately, this is where i stop. it's 3:30 in the morning where i'm at and my eyelids are winning in the struggle.

1774474 yeow... that can't be pretty.

and what was a girl doing in the middle of a highway?

1774441 *triple hug from me, Fire Bolt (my oc) and (lightly) Squishy* As I told Alex many times the Toby Mason Apericiation Association is willing to listen

1774480 The mom was on the other side, if I remember right. She called out to the little girl, seemingly not knowing where she was. The little girl heard and tried running across. One thing led to another. :applejackunsure:

Comment posted by monsterlord18 deleted Jan 30th, 2014

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1774477 (goodnight) Sadly... this is my second suicide I've ever experienced. I'm just trying to not bring back those memories... guys... I'm going to go... Thank you all for your time and support... Going to try to sleep. Love you all.

1774492 love you to son
Alright man...good night.

1774492 good luck. we're all here if you need us.

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*cuddles and sings*
We~ came too far~ to give up who we are!

Anyway, if you need a hug, one who listen to you, i'm always be there, my friend:twilightsmile:

I'm here bro. We're all here.

I... I'm so sorry.... :fluttercry::fluttershysad:

Kevin... I just want you yo know... You've faced things that no one should ever have to face alone... Just the fact that you can get up each day and do your best in life makes you stronger than anyone I've ever known.

1774492 I know this is gonna be hard but how did you know the person? Was it Alex?

I know I am a bit late, but I just wanted to offer my support. I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through.

All of us here are here for you ShutterGuy. *I hug you warmly.*

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