State of the Writer, January 2024

How the fuck is January already over? <_<; I am not a fan of this year.

That being said, the thing to report is I'm starting to, like, work on myself in therapy. Rather than just coasting. Trying to get back some energy so I can work on other things now and again. So far, so good.

That's it. :B

Comments

[NaiadSagaIotaOar]

It's unfortunate that so many things demand actual work to see good results. But they do, so I'm glad you're making an effort and I hope it works out.

[Guy_Incognito]

I think you should feel incredibly proud of yourself for internalizing and understanding that there are/were things in your life that you need help overcoming/or accepting, and then deciding to be pro active and actively seeking that help out for yourself and by your self. That takes an enormous amount of self reflection.

I hope you’re able to get out of therapy what you feel
you need.

[PresentPerfect]

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nah, I just feel like a broken facsimile of a human being :') but maybe that will change

[Guy_Incognito]

5765751

I’m sorry that that’s the base line of how you feel day-in/day-out, that’s really disheartening to hear.

I think a major aspect of actively participating in therapy, and in self-care/contributing to positive mental health overall is internalizing the idea that;
You might feel like a broken facsimile of a human being today but that you don’t have to feel like that forever.

Therapy, and achieving an overall positive mental state of mind when you’re so used to feeling the exact opposite, all the time, are both of them slow, arduous, processes; but I sincerely believe the fact that you took the first step towards getting there os huge. It really sounds like you’re ready to accept the notion that you deserve to feel, at the least, not overtly horrible 24/7

Please just remember that just because today you feel bad, it doesn’t mean you’ll always feel bad forever. You did a big thing accepting help, and eventually I think there’s going to be a point where you start to feel kind of alright somedays, then you’ll feel alright most days, then you’ll start to feel pretty good some days, and it’s really only upwards from there

Take care of yourself, Present.

[Turbotune]

Take care and hope that with time goes on you'll be fit and healthy enough to take on anything on the road!

[Loganberry]

I feel this year should be sacked and replaced with a better one. But seriously, take care of yourself and my best wishes for you.

[Daedalus Aegle]

I'm just glad I survived january here. It's been a trial.

I'm glad you're doing something, I hope it works out for you.

[PresentPerfect]

5765850
I'd much rather sack last year and take my chances with this one >_>

5765883
yeah, January was oddly very rough for me, and I don't even know why

just glad I'm feeling better at the moment

[Themaskedferret]

*Proffers hugs* Sorry things are butts atm. January is rough.

[Daedalus Aegle]

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I'm glad you're feeling better, at least. Hope it continues on an upward trajectory.