To all who want to write an ending to Kiss of the Dark · 3:46am Aug 29th, 2013
Since I've gotten tons of requests, let me say it quick.
If you want to write a finished ending to KOTD, you can.
Booping, romance, silly stuff, drama, I write it all. Mostly just booping, though.
Since I've gotten tons of requests, let me say it quick.
If you want to write a finished ending to KOTD, you can.
I want to do something with this blog post, but considering how long it's been since I've done anything here, I want to get something out of the way first.
First of all, I'm fine. It took months of self discovery and God knows how many days of feeling bad for myself/trying to get any support I could from others, but I think I'm better now.
I realized earlier tonight that a ton of issues I had been going through were due to a complete lack of self confidence. Even when it came down to the writing.
There isn't much to say, because not much has happened. My PC got a virus and I can't write for the time being.
But I think I need to just go out and say this about KOTD, because I know there's still a few people hoping I finish it. And after some time...I'm really sorry. Really sorry...but I don't want to. Its still up there as one of my biggest regrets of my life, handling the ending in the worst way possible.
Well...I'm afraid things have gotten worse.
I said a while ago that I wasn't able to get help like I wanted to. For those of you who didn't see why in teh comments section, it more or less boiled down to the fact that I'm in a situation where I have to have someone agree to do this for me. And unfortunately, I realized after a few conversations that she was never going to allow me to have this help like I wanted.
I'm posting this because...well, I'm not sure. I guess I just don't like leaving you guys in the dark with what I wrote in that last post.
...I really don't know, to tell you the truth. I was planning to stop and take a long break when I was done with KOTD, consider my options and everything. But now I think it might be even longer.
But I decided to cancel all future work on Kiss of the Dark.
I thought the solution I had in mind, with keeping the dark version that people were wanting on there while finishing what I had planned, would be the perfect compromise, but after seeing the comments out there...yeah. I thought it would make everyone happy, but it seems like people are tearing each other apart over it.
Yeah, I can tell that people were divided about the ending...well, actually NOT the ending. Still have two chapters left to go, but that was the climax. Everything else is just the aftermath. But let's talk about it...
I really needed that week long break before I kept writing. It needed to happen, as I was EXHAUSTED for a good period of time. I actually tried to write again on Thursday, but it just wasn't there. Too exhausted...
But now I'm back to work. Chapter 16 is underway and around 2,000 words into it already. Plan to write 3,000 words for the first day on this part of the story. It's going really well and it's going to be at least 5,000 words guranteed.